6 episodes

How do you forget your favourite person in the world? Alex remembers everything about the day a speeding police car killed his brother. But his brother, alive? Those memories are lost. And now, 30 years later, Alex wants them back. In this emotional four-part series, Alex unearths his childhood grief — with help from family, friends, and a therapist who witnessed his brother’s death. What happens when trauma and memory collide? Sorry About The Kid is a deeply personal meditation on the losses that define us. Hosted by Alex McKinnon. Produced with Mira Burt-Wintonick (WireTap, Love Me).

Sorry About The Kid CBC STORIES

    • Society & Culture
    • 4.9 • 391 Ratings

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How do you forget your favourite person in the world? Alex remembers everything about the day a speeding police car killed his brother. But his brother, alive? Those memories are lost. And now, 30 years later, Alex wants them back. In this emotional four-part series, Alex unearths his childhood grief — with help from family, friends, and a therapist who witnessed his brother’s death. What happens when trauma and memory collide? Sorry About The Kid is a deeply personal meditation on the losses that define us. Hosted by Alex McKinnon. Produced with Mira Burt-Wintonick (WireTap, Love Me).

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Requires subscription and macOS 11.4 or higher

    Sorry About The Kid Introduces: Let’s Not Be Kidding with Gavin Crawford

    Sorry About The Kid Introduces: Let’s Not Be Kidding with Gavin Crawford

    If laughter really was the best medicine, Gavin Crawford would have cured his mother of Alzheimer’s disease. As a son, his mother’s dementia has been devastating. As a comedian though…it’s been sort of funny. Honestly, how do you respond when your mom confuses you with her teenage crush and wants you to take her to the high-school dance? Well, you laugh. Because it’s the only thing you can do. In this seven-part series, Gavin tells the story of losing his mother — his best friend and the inspiration for a lot of his comedy — to a disease that can be as hilarious as it is heartbreaking. He’s joined by comedian friends who share their experience caring for family members with dementia. The result is a cross between an improv act and a support group. Part memoir, part stand-up, part meditation on grief and loss, Let’s Not Be Kidding is a dose of the very best medicine for anyone dealing with hard times. More episodes are available at: https://link.chtbl.com/I9JcVkQC

    • 36 min
    Chapter 4: Macho Man Ninja

    Chapter 4: Macho Man Ninja

    “Isn’t this the a-hole who killed Paul McKinnon? Shut up and die!” A distracting obsession. An unexpected letter. And a controversial method of regaining lost memories. Plus, a final message from Paul.

    • 34 min
    Chapter 3: Ghost

    Chapter 3: Ghost

    “Were you waiting for me to just say goodbye?” Alex and his grief counsellor, Yvonne, dive into one memory of Paul that Alex never forgot and try to trigger others. Plus, Alex’s parents discover that some of their own memories are not what they seem.

    • 29 min
    Chapter 2: Paulbearers

    Chapter 2: Paulbearers

    A funeral. A strange smell. A story that just doesn’t add up. In the days after Paul’s death, grief consumes Alex’s family. His mom is catatonic. His dad is furious. Both are focused on one thing: demanding the police take responsibility for what they’ve done. Meanwhile, Alex’s memories of Paul are already slipping away. Now, he confronts the roots of that memory loss with a grief counselor who has her own connection to Paul — she saw him die.

    • 34 min
    Chapter 1: Where’s Paul?

    Chapter 1: Where’s Paul?

    Alex worshipped his older brother, Paul. But when Paul was killed by a speeding police car at age 14, Alex almost immediately started to forget him. First his voice. Then his laugh. Then pretty much everything else. But what if those memories could be retrieved? Through a series of intimate conversations with family and friends about Paul’s final moments alive, Alex begins to explore why Paul’s death has become the only thing he remembers.

    • 29 min
    Trailer: Sorry About The Kid

    Trailer: Sorry About The Kid

    How do you forget your favourite person in the world? Alex remembers everything about the day a speeding police car killed his brother. But his brother, alive? Those memories are lost – and he wants them back. Sorry About the Kid is an emotional, deeply personal meditation on the losses that define us. All four episodes available January 19th. Hosted by Alex McKinnon. Produced with Mira Burt-Wintonick (WireTap, Love Me).

    • 2 min

Customer Reviews

4.9 out of 5
391 Ratings

391 Ratings

EnidaV ,

Brilliant

This is a podcast makes you feel and think deeply.

It makes me sad and angry that the person who killed a 14 year old boy and devastated a family kept insisting for decades that he‘d done nothing wrong and he’d act exactly the same way again. And that he did so with the support of his superiors.

MatEth216 ,

You have explained grief perfectly

First I want to say how much I am in awe of your mom and dad for grieving and for not letting that anger destroy them. I lost my grandmother who raised me to cancer 40 years ago when I was 14. When she passed I remember seeing my grandfather crying (like it was yesterday, I’ll never get that memory out of my mind) as I too had never seen him cry. I blocked out a lot and have never let myself go through the grief process. I then lost my mom 11 years ago to severe depression. My kids were 10 and 14 and again I did not fully grieve because I had to take care of them. I very rarely cry anymore after holding all that in for all these years but it comes out at the strangest times. Hearing a song, listening to a podcast like yours. Thank you for sharing such a personal experience. Sending much love to you and your family and friends. PS: you have an excellent therapist

AmamdaT* ,

Healing

I have recently lost my closest friend, my beautiful father and my wonderful business. This podcast has been very healing and confirming that tears, sadness and remembering the good and bad times are all healing and part of the journey… thank you for this very beautiful podcast in which you have opened your heart and let yourself and your family be so vulnerable… thank you for changing the laws and awareness for a safer society and this gift of this podcast.

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