Brothers in Time

Brother In Time

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MENTAL HEALTH

Brothers in Time

Mental Health is a constant battle. Maybe some of my journey will shed some light on yours. My ethos is Be a better man today than yesterday, if not today, its okay tomorrow is a new day. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

13/10/2020

S1 E9 Guard Tower Conversations - Form

I've found that the hard part is knowing that life is all about choices and still fucking up. Choosing to believe the best in me instead of always focusing on the worst that to be honest only I can see. Sometimes it's putting myself to work harder and move past it, other times admitting that's just how it is. I did my best and it has to be good enough. Holding on to negative thinking about me, by me, only serves to punish me. It doesn't help. Other times it's just realizing that because I see it, does not make it real. I've been wrong in my life more than I've been right. Just knowing that fact helps me feel better about me. Take an accurate look at the good in your life. If you are responsible for all the bad you are responsible for every good. Check it. When you have "negative" "7" whatever event or thought or memory That means you have "positive" "7" just to get back to zero I know it's corny but that is a fact. For me I am always focusing on the worst case scenario (thanks to the army and childhood "issues") trying to stop some impending action I do not want to happen. Physically I can only control two things in life. My actions, and My reactions. Focusing on manipulating these was the beginning of shadow work for me. Essentially becoming more methodical and less reactionary. In my head I can talk, I can I guess I would say think? And some other thing that is more physical like I actually feel things I can only describe as E-motion or energy. Emotionally. It's harder because theres no fucking manual for our feelings except in therapy. Your thoughts become words. Your words become actions. Changing thoughts is a challenge, you honestly have to question EVERYTHING you think. The why, why. Why (insert literally any question about a thought or memory) then why (whatever it is you feel is an issue) and continue. This is the part for me that is the fucking hardest to see. All these whys lead back to a decisive point. It's either based in love ( I love this) or fear (I'm afraid of this) even fear is just loves’ shadow. But I digress Everytime you try you get closer to succeed. Growth fucking hurts. It gets better , like all things, it gets easier with time and practice. For me the key has been trying to be a better man today than yesterday, if not today, its okay tomorrow is a new day. If you think you are up for a challenge. Go to the mirror and stare at yourself in the eyes for sixty seconds. Like really look into your heart. Then say OUTLOUD one positive thing about "you" to "you". If you are like me the first time will fucking break you. If you can't do that. I recommend calling somebody, a professional somebody. There are tools that they teach that makes this shit fucking easy I want to be clear. It gets easier, it never stops being work. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

2h 6m
15/09/2020

S2 E2 Brotherhood - Conception

Just two men talking about conspiracy, rhetoric, and life. Qanon is religious dogma, and apart of Trump's propaganda machine. Feminine Masculine Sacred Geometry Conspiracy Pineal Gland Adrenochrome Alex Jones Bohemian Grove Epstein Operation Northwoods Georgia Guidestones Rothschild Illuminati Theology Moloch Rituals Minerva Pagan Crusades Matriarchy Patriarchy Pentagram Feminine Saturn Demiurge Chronos Gnostic Janus Thelema Culture Midnight Gospel Qanon Zeitgeist Ice Cube --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1h 23m
31/08/2020

S1 E7 Guard Tower Conversations - Euphemism

Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL. “I'm the one-man army, Ason I never been tooken out, I keep MC's looking out I drop science like Cosby dropping babies Enough to make a nigga go crazy” Brooklyn Zoo Ol’ Dirty Bastard https://youtu.be/GRblYfKwa88 “Nobody's gonna get me on another rap So look at me now I'm just makin' my play Don't try to push your luck, just get out of my way” Back in Black, AC/DC https://youtu.be/pAgnJDJN4VA Knowledge of you, Is power over you Dustin J. Danley I'm not saying to open up to everyone, just someone. No matter your position in life, it is hard, in a common sense. Dustin J. Danley Suicide Gay Jokes in Masculinity Hazing Growth Proof of Homophobia Communism Male rites of Passage Mental Health Homelessness Culture The Gentleman - Coach Scene - https://youtu.be/TBHanR-rZso When a man chases women, younger and younger, as he gets older and older. Is the definition of pedophilia to me. Fast Times at Ridgemont High https://youtu.be/wknywxfcE5M Links Prevention Project Dunkelfeld The project's slogan is "You are not guilty because of your sexual desire, but you are responsible for your sexual behavior. There is help! Don't become an offender!" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prevention_Project_Dunkelfeld Rep. Ocasio-Cortez lays out 'bad guy' ethics scenario https://youtu.be/hRM1t4RU69c Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1h 7m
30/08/2020

S1 E6 Guard Tower Conversations - Amazon

Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL. Gardner Part 1 Here I sit and wait throughout my days Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend It's not that I so badly want to die But at these times i struggle for desire to live Under Saturn’s Shadow, Tiger Army https://youtu.be/7oWHM8a8AFs “Anyplace is where she'll be Anyplace, she'll see you from Lies and secrets become your world Any time, anywhere, she takes me away And death climbs up the steps one by one To give you the rose That's been burnt by her son” Dig Up Her Bones, Misfits https://youtu.be/RvKwoxi7l4Q Amazon Program Manager Police Stories Education Culture The Wire Dogma The Da Vinci Code Carl Jung Under Saturn's Shadow Conspiracy Bohemian Grove Federal Reserve WayFair NWO Qanaon Moon Landing Theology Paganism Kabbalah Wicca Catholicism Symbolism Christianity Judaism MetaPhysics Science Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1h 17m
25/08/2020

S1 E5 Guard Tower Conversations - Diction

Two guys talking about life, some lows have highs, and the American Stonehenge. Snoop, I love you brother, I've always looked up to you. “Ain't never been much of the church type But I believe in the last days I walk through Hell almost every night But I believe it's a pathway” Yelawolf - Best Friend ft. Eminem https://youtu.be/it_04dk_97E “You wonder what is spinning backwards in the falling maze Call it quits, you in the midst of all your longest days This is the place and I ain’t fortunate to call it home It feels dark here it gets harder when 'ye all alone” Katastro - Watch it Burn https://youtu.be/rf87L2LT8lw Nixons energy here will make anyone smile. Just listen if you are feeling off. His stories will make you die laughing. Culture Capitol Würzburg Fight Night After Yung LA 3rd 2010 https://youtu.be/IYO78Xw1GjU Capitol Würzburg Fight Night After Yung LA Appearance On April 3rd 2010 https://youtu.be/JwEJ0CEUysQ Links Georgia Guidestones https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgia_Guidestones Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1 hr
24/08/2020

S1 E4 Guard Tower Conversations - Heroes

Just two guys talking about Safe Spaces, Heroes and Cocaine. https://open.spotify.com/episode/5eGG0Khdk7ion28wEYcDbS?si=f-u4XmuCSHqdUruAkRYtMQ “I've cost you everything But I'm not the one to blame The bottom of a barrel Is a place you run for Hope... There's no hope…” The Bottle Called, Koffin Kats https://youtu.be/woTP0MrH4gA “He missed out on his wife So he decides to go and grab a knife And take himself to the other side of the sun Cause if he stays here then more pain'll just come” Bipolar, Kriss Kaliko https://youtu.be/GemK_tzubIY MetaPhysical Level, Negative Language, The ultimate Reality is NOT, Apophatic Mythological, Divine is like, Symbolism, Kataphatic Alan Watts Levels Of Leadership Direct Organizational Strategic Culture Triple Frontier - Netflix Restrepo - https://watchdocumentaries.com/restrepo/ Hornets Nest No Greater Love Allan Watts - Akira the Don https://open.spotify.com/album/3nbCR6OsvvZTYI0yXNGxFA?si=VuNIkuirRYG4PnObatB3ug Jordan Peterson, Ben Shapiro, Eric Weinstein, and Dave Rubin https://youtu.be/PagNM_oxssE Links Neller, Robert B. “ MARINE CORPS FORCE INTEGRATION CAMPAIGN PLAN.” United States Marine Corps, 2015. https://www.fitness.marines.mil/Portals/211/Docs/MARINE%20CORPS%20FORCE%20INTEGRATION%20CAMPAIGN%20PLAN.pdf McCarthy, David. "Women in Combat: A Perspective from Affective Science." Scholar.harvard.edu/. N.p., n.d. http://scholar.harvard.edu/files/jenniferlerner/files/mccarthy_david_-_women_in_combat_a_perspective_from_affective_science.pdf Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1h 31m
19/08/2020

S1 E3 Guard Tower Conversations - Experience

Two soldiers talking about life, money, and pain. Dedeaux, I love you brother, I have always looked up to you. Part 2 of 2 “Brain dead, eye drops Pain meds, cyclops They bed, iPod Maybach, my Bach Trainwrecks, sidewalks Payless, high-tops K-Fed, iHop Playtex, icebox That's how much we have in common (yeah!) That's how much we have in common (whoa!)” Not Alike, Eminem “Free your mind, and remember Winners are not people who never fail But people who never quit” What if it was me, Tech N9ne “Try to Inspire” Dedeaux Choices Leadership Mentor Steward Integrity Echochamber Sorry for chewing gum at 47:38 I was trying to quit smoking cigarettes Culture “Whoopty Whoop and Yadda Ya” - Means irrelevant shit. In conversation it means we already know that we don't have to talk about it to move the conversation on expeditiously. Link Literacy Rate - Afghanistan https://www.indexmundi.com/facts/afghanistan/literacy-rate Iran Deal - I was Wrong, See for Yourself https://apnews.com/f53aeebcb0f64b76a2e2a54b2b002dad Haiti - Where the money went https://ualr.edu/socialchange/2012/02/26/haiti-where-is-the-money/ The Man is the Maze or I’itoi https://www.library.pima.gov/content/man-in-the-maze/ SGM Butler - Im up, You see me, Im down https://www.dvidshub.net/video/640087/sergeant-majors-reflection-service-and-message-leaders CPT Bohlen - Im Heimdallr, building bridges. https://www.facebook.com/Requiem603MetalBand/ Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1h 34m
19/08/2020

S1 E2 Guard Tower Conversations - Life

Two soldiers talking about life, money, and pain. Dedeaux, I love you brother, I have always looked up to you. Part 1 of 2. “You will not be able to stay home brotha You will not be able to plug in, turn on and cop out You will not be able to lose yourself on scag and skip out for beer during commercials Because the revolution will not be televised” Caterpillar, Royce da 5’9” “I don’t know but we seem to exist Between the black and the white Stuck in the grey what’s wrong or what’s right I can’t see the light” Limbo, Raygun Cowboys “Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision for the limits of the world” Arthur Schopenhauer Are criminals less than human? Afraid our children grew into monsters? 8 Troop Leading Procedures Growth is Change Fear loss of Independence is Community Culture The wire Links Mainstream Media https://brothersintime.com/f/mainstream-media Spectrum of Use of Force Good Man - Actually one of my old soldiers https://youtu.be/1FFo_8EDBHs Phoenix - Would this be Okay if it was your kids? https://youtu.be/VWAybDJS7ng Police Action Movie https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMiuxhlVs_4 Police Fear https://youtu.be/abLTX-mhrsU Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Twitter - @brothersintime1 IG - Brothers_in_Time Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1h 21m
18/08/2020

S2 E1 Brotherhood - Frater

Two friends talking about Life, Meta, and the nature of the beast. Mike I really do want to become more like you. “What if Heaven was Hell and vice versa? If I told you, go to Hell, would you tell I cursed ya? I reimbursed ya with the truth so you know my fate And pray I die, I'm that nigga that they love to hate” Vica Versa, Pastor Troy https://youtu.be/kVl9g4Hd1PY “Regret sits heavy in your chest Until sometimes it gets so hard to breathe Sometimes it just won't go away And you start to fear, it'll never leave” Pain, Tiger Army https://youtu.be/E-hiA2J6gR4 I can only control my actions and my reactions When I feel resistance I find my disintegration “Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision for the limits of the world” -Arthur Schopenhauer At 1:32 It is Kali, not Shiva At 1:20:40 I was thinking Absolute Power corrupts absolutely, My ADHD ruined the segway into comics with Spider Man's Uncle Ben “With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility” Jon Jon, I took a lot from this experience and I hope you know I love you. Culture Hunters - Amazon Prime Stranger Things - Netflix Links Operation Paperclip https://www.history.com/news/what-was-operation-paperclip Council of Nicaea 325 https://www.britannica.com/event/First-Council-of-Nicaea-325 Deuteronomy 22: 28-29 Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

1h 43m
16/06/2020

S1 E1 Guard Tower Conversations - Truth

Just two men talking about truth, trust, and communication. Thank you for taking the first step with me Martinez. “All my friends are heathens, take it slow Wait for them to ask you who you know Please don't make any sudden moves You don't know the half of the abuse” 21 Pilots, Heathens https://youtu.be/UprcpdwuwCg “You know we've got some work to do Oh, what a sight to see this dapper Shadow appear! Perambulating, undulating, increasing near And following the ripened, heightened scent of my fear A friend or foe?” Argyle Goolsby, Mr. Babadook https://youtu.be/DFqKETh5YQY Therapy, Counseling, Introspection, Shamanic principles. However you define the EMP, It has the same purpose. Every Mental Practice, Is at its core, AS YOU SEE THEM, Enlightenment Doctrine. Culture References Stranger Things Fight Club Links Terry Crews - https://youtu.be/F1v4o646SsA Michael Brelo Trial - https://youtu.be/LBxqosOyZuU Quantum Observer - https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/1998/02/980227055013.htm What the Bleep do we really know - https://youtu.be/pCWvRI8G5s4 Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1xopSYZMBzqMr72mRVErse?si=XKE_6k2aQw6PZMOUxP_4JQ Website - https://brothersintime.com/ Donations are Accepted Paypal - https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=8XM983DQBK4ZS --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

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Mental Health is a constant battle. Maybe some of my journey will shed some light on yours. My ethos is Be a better man today than yesterday, if not today, its okay tomorrow is a new day. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/brothersintime/support

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