OG Gangsta James “FILMBOSS” podcast

James”FILMBOSS”Crooks
OG Gangsta James “FILMBOSS” podcast

Wild and crazy stories from my days of crippin to christianity to islam to Freemasonry. From new york to LA. From Fast food to engineering. From Sleep to Woke. From engaged to single. From Son to Father and from a boy to a man.

  1. 05/06/2022

    Final call for help. 470-836-2302 I am reaching a deadline

    I know that some people do not want to be involved and that some people feel like they are being supportive the only two a certain point however at this point I am really asking for help I am really asking for assistance at this point I am really confusing at this point I am really not understanding why I have things taken such an extreme turn. I have said that the plan that I have been threatened that I would be homeless and that I would be stripped of everything within the year I said this last year to everyone I told this to everyone I told this to Cornell I told this to my cousin Damon I told this to my brother and crooks I told Den Thomas I told this to Catherine I told this to Mark from GFI I told this to Kobe from GFI I told this to all of the workers when I was happening the GFI told us to Melissa at GFI who is my manager when I was first lost my job at the sanitation department I told this to Mr. Howard at my job as when I was doing security that they were doing this I told this to brother Randall, I told this to the workers at Papa John’s I told this to the workers at the car wash I told this to Deja I told this to Jenelle I told this to Porsche and now everyone exactly what I told you is coming through Lil Jon Demetris Maurice to car Eric Eric crooks Terry crooks Damon crooks Krista crooks Jason King Jason King crystal crooks my brother JD crooks John crooks who I think is part of it out of everyone who used to be in my life back then why is it that I am not hear from anyone and I’m calling out to everybody saying man that this is fucked up was happening to me and why is it that I cannot keep contact with anybody why is it that I cannot keep sometimes as I’m typing this out it appears as if my words are being deleted right here as I’m typing them so I just have to go ahead and send this out right now

    39 min
  2. 05/06/2022

    Identity Stolen. Pushed into a Corner. Bacc against the wall.

    Losing identity can be a long process over months or years but can also happen suddenly following a major life event or trauma. Last of identity may follow us so it’s a change changes in the workplace lots of a job but profession lots of a road I once to find us as a child apparent or spouse that leaves us in the gap in the deep empty space. Set loss of identity can result in increased levels of generalized anxiety low self-esteem depression a loss of self-confidence social anxiety isolation chronic loneliness all of which threaten our ability to connect with other people. You can also lose your identity through the gradual merging of a relationship a healthy relationship should be reciprocal and encouraging and maintaining an individual self-esteem after all that surely should be with attracted partners to each other in the first place. We may lose some identity even in the most healthy relationships as we accommodate adjust our behaviors and support our partners and there may be some change in our level of independence as a small level of codependency may set in. However, in some relationships, particularly abusive ones, this Could be more marked, resulting in a virtual annihilation of independence and a total loss of who you are. When we lose our identity and sense of self we are likely to seek our sense of self-worth from others. It certainly becomes very important how others view us as our sense of value and self-worth, our feelings of confidence, are independent on external factors such as our physical appearance, success, status, money, and even fame. As a result we seek reassurance and praise from others to feel OK about ourselves, but in reality, our emotional well-being depends on how we feel about ourselves. Search dependency on external validation prevents the real you from being out there and impacts on personal growth as well as the opportunity for happiness low self-esteem can be linked to issues from the past from childhood and parents will neglect, from abuse and trauma, from childhood bullying, and this often shakes how if you ourselves and then how we interact with others and over the years this is what I have become subject to and now I just fit a perfect mode to where I was able to be manipulated and shaped into the perfect candidate to be taken advantage of. However over the past few months I have told everybody from my father to the people in my school my old classmates coworkers and everything girlfriends that was what was going on and it still continued because they succeeded in making it appear as if I was going crazy. Now I am on a quest to show everyone that I am not crazy I’m not suicidal and I need my identity back so I can just start all over and get my finances back.

    15 min

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Wild and crazy stories from my days of crippin to christianity to islam to Freemasonry. From new york to LA. From Fast food to engineering. From Sleep to Woke. From engaged to single. From Son to Father and from a boy to a man.

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