I Am Not Perfect- My Best Recollection of a Convo with God‪.‬ I Am Not Perfect- A Convo With God And Others

I am on a spiritual journey in pursuit of God. I habe Christian beliefs that I execute from an INTERNAL standpoint. It is my belief that I am who I AM therefore I Am God pushed out. I struggle with my immediate reality and indicators that may indicate I have not achieved a desire or being in my life. But consistently pursuing self talk and perspective, thinking objectively so I may identify my fears, worries or concerns and addressing them because of untruths or beliefs I have within me that I may be unaware of. We have experiences and interactions everyday that reinforce our internal beliefs. In managing and evolving in my life, it requires spiritual growth so here's my thoughts in convo with self (as I tend to speak to myself as if I'm speaking to other people because I am an orator and people are only various mindsets of myself).