Be Your Own Damn Muse

Sam Garland

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... because creating is healing. Musings on creativity, art, self-doubt, and a life well lived. #CreatingIsHealing🦋

09/11/2023

Lexapro Landings

I've been racking my brain for a phrase to compete with my favorite "Wellbutrin Wins," to similarly describe my experience with the anti-depressant Lexapro.Wellbutrin, an anti-depressant medication I started a year and a half ago, helped quiet some of the constant panic and terror I felt about every day living. It also helped tune out my sense of everyone else's feelings and needs, so I could better center around my own.Six months later, I worked with my psychiatrist to add Lexapro to the mix...

36 min
05/10/2023

Medical Trauma

Medical trauma. Suuuuuuuuuuper fun topic, right?I'm (obvi) not a doctor, and this isn't an official diagnosis. Or expert advice.This is one long-running patient who is processing the (unknown, unseen) mental health effects of repeated surgeries and endless doctors who can't find anything wrong.It takes a toll.As I prepare myself for shoulder surgery - my third (!!) - this week, I've been processing some medical trauma (again: undiagnosed. And I recognize the term trauma gets thrown around a l...

26 min
21/09/2023

Surrender Your To Do

As a girl who lives by her to do list... I find the idea of surrender extremely uncomfortable.How am I supposed to trust that the work I am doing, the work I am putting out into the world, the people I am meeting and connecting with - that it will all lead to the kinds of roles I want to play, and stories I want to tell?I am not good with things I can't control.This week I'm sharing about how I am rethinking the idea of surrender. So it doesn't reflect a lack of agency, but rather an amplific...

26 min
07/09/2023

Loneliness

Loneliness is not being seen as we are.Not being accepted for who we are.Loneliness also gets created when we feel forced to hide who we are.Art is about learning to express the full range of who we are.And - learning to withstand that not everyone will understand or approve.In that way, Art is about learning to know ourselves.To approve of ourselves.To come home to ourselves. Come check out the Hot Mess series on TikTok, and watch as I lose my mind - and find it again - writing, produci...

17 min
24/08/2023

The Stories We Tell About Ourselves

As artists, we have brilliant imaginations that we put to compelling use.Those imaginations can create bright fantasies, and irresistible dramas.When we use them on ourselves, we can daydream about awards and recognition, reaching a wider audience, creating greater impact. Or we can tell a story of defeat, of impossible odds, of a world against us and no way up.Sometimes, often, we tell both.And as entertaining as they are, they can be debilitating. If we craft a story that strips away our ag...

28 min
10/08/2023

Time Panic

I live in a constant state of panic of being behind. Behind in being 'discovered' as an artist.Behind in being established in my creative career.Behind in the traditional female pressures of marriage, kids, the house with the white picket fence.I wake up with this incredible pressure to catch up, as though everyone else started life ahead of me, and I'm still trying to get to the beginning of things. It's another flavor of my anxiety, I'm sure, and it manifests in my starting - and aband...

20 min
27/07/2023

Cycles of Creative Rest

Creativity is cyclical, like the seasons.We cannot produce all the time. We must make time to rest.But in a culture that prizes productivity and output above all else, how do we allow for the time and space? Thinking of rest as part of the cycle of creation allows me to indulge fully, to trust that I am resourcing and gathering ideas and fresh energy for the next bout of creative expression.It allows me to honor my own internal rhythms, whether or not (most often not!) they conform to th...

23 min
13/07/2023

Why Art in a Burning World ?

We are witnessing new climate disasters every day, and it can be hard to wonder the point of creativity, of making anything, when the world around us is in such peril.But art is how we process what is happening, digest it, and find new meaning in it.Art is also how we dream of a better future. It's how we inspire each other to keep going. How we amplify a vision of living in community and respect for each other and our planet. It takes real imagination to see the potential of humans to s...

21 min

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... because creating is healing. Musings on creativity, art, self-doubt, and a life well lived. #CreatingIsHealing🦋

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Sam Garland
Years Active

2021 - 2023
Episodes

49
Rating

Clean
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Be Your Own Damn Muse

Be Your Own Damn Muse

Lexapro Landings

Medical Trauma

Surrender Your To Do

Loneliness

The Stories We Tell About Ourselves

Time Panic

Cycles of Creative Rest

Why Art in a Burning World ?

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Be Your Own Damn Muse

Episodes

Lexapro Landings

Medical Trauma

Surrender Your To Do

Loneliness

The Stories We Tell About Ourselves

Time Panic

Cycles of Creative Rest

Why Art in a Burning World ?

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