Alive & Awake with Alicia

Alicia Kay
Alive & Awake with Alicia

The Alive and Awake podcast is hosted by Alicia Kay, who is described as a self-motivating hero, holistic ambassador, and expert in the field of trauma. The podcast aims to help listeners question their beliefs about themselves, the world, and what is possible by working through their wounds, reclaiming their worth, and awakening to the truth of their divinity. Each week the podcast takes listeners on a journey to understanding oneself by diving deep into the practical, spiritual, and mystical ways to save oneself from the misconceptions of this modern world, in a deep, expansive, soul-fulfilling way. Her motto: You were born worthy enough to receive all of your heart’s desires, now let’s remove what’s in the way of you believing it.

  1. 6 DAYS AGO

    Ep# 22: From Burnout to Breakthrough: The Role of Psilocybin Therapy on Self-Discovery with Clinical Hypnotist Tara Portelli

    What if the life you built is the very thing holding you back? In this episode, I sit down with Tara Portelli to talk about her journey from paramedic to navigating burnout and eventually leaving it all behind to rediscover who she truly is. Tara opens up about her career's heavy toll on her health and how a life-changing moment made her question everything she thought she wanted. Tara shares how psilocybin therapy and holistic healing became key to her recovery. Through personal struggles, including leaving her marriage, she found her way to Mexico, where she discovered new meaning through indigenous healing ceremonies and alternative practices. We dive into what it takes to let go of old identities and explore what it really means to heal from the inside out. Today, Tara runs Arcadia Healing Sanctum, guiding people through transformative retreats designed to reconnect them with their true selves. Suppose you’ve felt the pull to step away from the familiar and explore something deeper. In that case, this conversation offers a glimpse into what’s possible when we follow the path back to ourselves. Key Discussions: - How burnout can push you to rethink your life and career - The emotional toll of working as a paramedic and how it affects health - How psilocybin therapy helps in healing trauma and finding purpose - The role of Indigenous ceremonies and holistic practices in personal growth - Why letting go of old identities is key to becoming your true self - How to reconnect with yourself through self-discovery and inner work - What it takes to build a new life with meaning and alignment Connect with Alicia: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Connect with Tara Portelli: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/iamtaraportelli/ Website: https://www.taraportelli.com/ Retreat and Healing Center: https://www.arcadiahealing.ca/ Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/3MashZj6a6pGQS3OlU2Buz?si=J8XU-5VyQH6F3Ap0-tzSC

    39 min
  2. 14 OCT

    Ep# 21: Overcoming the Unforgivable: Steps Toward Sacred Forgiveness

    What if the key to emotional freedom is forgiving someone who will never ask for it?  In this episode, I explore the deeply personal and often misunderstood journey of forgiveness—something I’ve wrestled with in my own life, especially when it came to healing my relationship with my father.  When we choose to release, not excuse what happened, we free up space in our body, mind, and heart for new levels of expansion.  Throughout this episode, I share my experience and the spiritual insight I’ve gained along the way. Forgiveness, I’ve learned, is a gradual process, especially when dealing with people who may never take accountability for their wrongs. This is about taking our misplaced power back and cutting the energetic ties the situation has our hearts, so we don’t continue to fuel more hate into the world. I also dive into the connection between forgiveness and our spiritual growth, touching on how it impacts our journey to a more conscious and empowered life. If you’re struggling with letting go of past wounds, or continue to deal with difficult people, this episode will bring you new insights and ways to grow on your human journey.  Join me in this conversation, and let’s explore how to release the ties that hold us back. Key Topics: - How to Forgive Someone Who Will Never Ask for it - Releasing and Repairing Emotional Pain - The Spiritual Journey of Forgiveness - Reclaiming Your Power Through Forgiveness - The Connection Between Forgiveness and Healing - How Forgiveness Helps You Move Forward - Finding Freedom From Past Hurts Connect with Alicia: Take the “Worthiness Wound Eval” to uncover your wounds and download my guide: “FREE Yourself: How to Dismantle the 3 Most Common Unhelpful Beliefs” on my website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/3MashZj6a6pGQS3OlU2Buz?si=J8XU-5VyQH6F3Ap0-tzSCw

    28 min
  3. 7 OCT

    Ep# 20: How to Break Free from Diet Culture and Love Your Healthy Body with Katie Berger

    Have you ever felt like your self-worth is tied to the number on the scale? In this episode, I sit down with nutrition coach Katie Berger to explore how we can break free from the weight obsession and diet culture many of us grew up with. We talk about the power of changing our mindset when it comes to food and how to start trusting ourselves with what we eat. Katie shares her personal journey of moving away from restrictive diets and learning to live a life of food freedom by tracking nutrients in a way that supports health, not control. We dive deep into emotional eating and how it often reflects unresolved feelings. Katie gives practical tips on how to become more curious about our food habits rather than judgmental. It’s all about making empowered choices that help us feel good in our bodies without following rigid rules. We also discuss the challenges busy moms face when it comes to prioritizing their health and the small steps they can take to stay energized for their families. If you're tired of feeling controlled by food or struggling to balance health with a busy lifestyle, this episode is full of insights on how to shift your approach to eating, gain control over your mindset, and ultimately, find the freedom you've been looking for. Key Discussions: - Breaking free from diet culture and weight obsession - How mindset changes can improve your relationship with food - Understanding emotional eating and how to manage it - Practical tips for busy moms to stay healthy and energized - The benefits of tracking macros for balanced nutrition - How to make empowered choices with food Connect with Alicia: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Connect with Katie Berger: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kbnutritioncoach/ Website: https://kbcoachingllc.my.canva.site/ Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/3MashZj6a6pGQS3OlU2Buz?si=J8XU-5VyQH6F3Ap0-tzSCw

    48 min
  4. 30 SEPT

    Ep# 19: Father Wound Recovery: Reclaiming Your Power and Self-Worth

    Did you know that having an unhealed father wound deeply affects your ability to let love in?   In this episode, I share how having an unhealed father wound as a woman interferes with our ability to trust and feel safe with men as adults, essentially blocking our ability to receive the love we crave from the masculine and divine father. I reflect on how distant or emotionally unavailable fathers can leave lasting scars that make it hard to feel worthy of the love we deserve.  I share my healing journey through therapy, trauma work, and the spiritual teachers who helped me dig even deeper into my wounds and reveal the deepest, darknest shadow work I’ve ever faced:  confronting the negative animus.  This is an unconscious masculine energy that sabotages our relationships and projects our wounds onto all of our partners. Putting this energy in its rightful place is essential if we want to call in a high-level soul mate.  Together, let’s explore how facing these wounds opens us up to more love and connection.  I hope to offer you some insights and encouragement on your healing path.  Key Topics: - Understanding the father wound and its impact on relationships - How distant fathers affect our sense of self-worth - My healing journey through therapy and trauma work - The role of negative animus in blocking love and connection - How facing old wounds makes room for divine love - Healing the inner masculine allows trust from the outer masculine Connect with Alicia: Take the “Worthiness Wound Eval” to uncover your wounds and download my guide: “FREE Yourself: How to Dismantle the 3 Most Common Unhelpful Beliefs” on my website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/3MashZj6a6pGQS3OlU2Buz?si=J8XU-5VyQH6F3Ap0-tzSCw

    28 min
  5. 23 SEPT

    Ep# 18: How to Break Free from Self-Judgment and Shame with Alicia

    Are you sick and tired of shaming and judging yourself constantly?  This Alive & Awake podcast episode dives deep into my recent experience where I confronted the shame and self-judgment I unconsciously carried from my past.  Being the alchemist that I am, knowing we cannot reject any parts of ourselves if we want to feel whole, I dove into the healing work.   During this solo cast, I share a powerful dream where I was faced with an energy that wounded my inner child from my father's bloodline.  I revealed the process of working with this part of me who never felt loved, accepted, or wanted as a little girl.  Essentially shaming any part of me that was messy, wild, and imperfect. Something most women can relate to.  If you’re on a path of self-discovery or trying to overcome feelings of unworthiness, this episode is for you. I hope my story helps you look at your own inner child and embrace the parts of yourself that you may have pushed away. Tune in as I share insights and personal breakthroughs that I believe will resonate with anyone looking to connect more deeply with themselves and are ready to get off the shame train.  Key Topics: - How to overcome shame and self-judgment - Why healing past wounds is important for personal growth - How embracing all parts of yourself leads to true self-fulfillment - Why integrating your inner child can transform your life - How to let go of unworthiness and guilt for a happier life - Why living authentically helps you break free from negative patterns - How reclaiming your power can change your relationships Connect with Alicia: Download my free guide:  “FREE Yourself: How to dismantle the 3 most common unhelpful beliefs” https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/3MashZj6a6pGQS3OlU2Buz?si=J8XU-5VyQH6F3Ap0-tzSCw

    31 min
  6. 16 SEPT

    Ep# 17: Akashic Records: Understand the Deeper Meaning of Life and Love with Akashic Educator & Channel, Candice Rasa, LCSW, IET

    What if you could access a spiritual library that holds the entire history of your soul? In this episode, I explore the world of the Akashic Records with my spiritual teacher Candice Rasa. Together, we break down what the records are, how they reveal the deeper meaning behind our earthly experiences, and how they can help us understand ourselves. Candice shares how tapping into the Akashic Records provides insight into healing trauma, overcoming karma, and knowing your soul's journey. She explains how this spiritual wisdom can guide you to reconnect with your higher self and find peace in the midst of life’s challenges. It’s a powerful tool for those seeking clarity, growth, and truth. Join us as we uncover how the Mysterious Akashic Records offer healing and a path toward spiritual enlightenment. This episode is packed with insights that could shift how you view yourself, your purpose, and your soul's journey.  Key Discussions: - Understanding the soul’s journey through the Akashic Records - How the Akashic Records help with clarifying trauma - Deeper insight into the dark night of the soul and ego deaths - Connecting with your higher self for a deeper meaning to life - Using the Akashic Records to figure out your purpose - Understanding karma and intergenerational trauma - How to overcome fear during times of uncertainty here on earth Connect with Alicia: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Connect with Candice Rasa: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/rasahealing/ Website: https://www.rasahealingservices.com/ Join the research: https://www.rasahealingservices.com/app-landing-page Free Monthly Live Predictions: https://www.rasahealingservices.com/connect   Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/3MashZj6a6pGQS3OlU2Buz?si=J8XU-5VyQH6F3Ap0-tzSCw

    58 min
  7. 9 SEPT

    Ep# 16: Reclaiming Faith and Restoring Identity in the Places Religion Forbids You to Go with Musician Amanda Hughey

    Have you ever felt torn between your faith and trusting the voice inside of you? In this episode, Singer, Song Writer Amanda Hughey opens up about her profound journey, grappling with intense confusion, questioning God, and difficult self-discovery. We explore the challenges of balancing personal truth with religious expectations, touching on the emotional impact of conversion therapy and the search for self-acceptance. We also discuss the role of music in healing and expression, as Amanda Hughey shares insights on how creative outlets can provide comfort during times of inner conflict. Finally, we reflect on the power of vulnerability, trust in something greater than you, and embracing one’s true identity amidst societal pressures. Her story is one of resilience, surrender, and the constant search for personal truth, offering insight for anyone struggling with similar challenges. Key Discussions: - Navigating personal truth over religious control - The emotional impact of conversion therapy on one's psyche  - Balancing personal desires with biblical structures  - Finding and trusting intuition over a dominated belief system  - The power of vulnerability to work through toxic shame - Embracing love from community over systemic rules  Connect with Alicia: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Connect with Amanda Hughey: Instagram (personal): https://www.instagram.com/amandahugh/  Instagram (band): https://www.instagram.com/flatsusanofficial/  Linktree: https://linktr.ee/amandahugh  Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/3MashZj6a6pGQS3OlU2Buz?si=J8XU-5VyQH6F3Ap0-tzSCw

    1h 48m
  8. 2 SEPT

    Ep. #15: Mystery Unveiled: How Ayahuasca Transforms and Improves Lives with Shannon Morehead

    Have you ever wondered why so many people are starting to use plant medicine to transform their lives?   In this episode, I sit down with Shannon Morehead, a registered nurse and licensed massage therapist turned Ayahuasca birth doula, who shares her profound journey of healing and self-discovery through this medicinal plant. We delve into the intricacies of how Ayahuasca found her and led her to embrace her true calling as a medicine woman, plant whisperer, and spiritual alchemist who is healing the collective, one heart at a time.  We explore the powerful ways in which Ayahuasca can not only transform the limited thinking of the mind but completely heal the body on a cellular level. Putting into question what we’ve been told about our innate capability and challenging traditional views of Western Medicine. Shannon shares personal stories of how this sacred plant has helped her overcome physical ailments and emotional blocks, emphasizing the deep connection between our physical and energetic bodies. This conversation is a must-listen for anyone curious about the transformative potential of Ayahuasca. Shannon’s experiences offer insightful perspectives on how embracing the guidance of this ancient medicine can lead to profound personal growth and alignment with real, universal wisdom. Tune in to discover the hidden truths that come from trusting in the medicine and allowing it to reveal your highest path for healing in this life.  Key Discussions: - How Ayahuasca Heals the Mind and Body - The Journey from Nurse to Ayahuasca Doula - Personal Growth Through Plant Medicine - Overcoming Emotional Blocks with Ayahuasca - Discovering True Purpose with Ayahuasca - Connecting to Your True Self with Plant Medicine - The Power of Ayahuasca in Healing and Transformation Connect with Alicia: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliciakaycoaching/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aliciakaycoaching Website: https://www.aliciakaycoaching.com  YouTube: www.youtube.com/@aliciakaycoaching Connect with Shannon Morehead: “Anonymous Awakenings with Ayahuasca: Stories of Transformation” by Shannon Morehead https://greatspiritfarm.org/anonymous-awakenings/ Ayadose Microtincture: https://greatspiritfarm.org/store/ Website: www.greatspiritfarm.org  LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/shannonhernandez/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/greatspiritfarm/   Trailer Music Credit Alis Reflective Soul, song “Howl” https://open.spotify.com/track/6FkSVtVl1FZwPRmTKAXLjp?si=401711feb98644d9 Follow:  a...

    1h 37m

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The Alive and Awake podcast is hosted by Alicia Kay, who is described as a self-motivating hero, holistic ambassador, and expert in the field of trauma. The podcast aims to help listeners question their beliefs about themselves, the world, and what is possible by working through their wounds, reclaiming their worth, and awakening to the truth of their divinity. Each week the podcast takes listeners on a journey to understanding oneself by diving deep into the practical, spiritual, and mystical ways to save oneself from the misconceptions of this modern world, in a deep, expansive, soul-fulfilling way. Her motto: You were born worthy enough to receive all of your heart’s desires, now let’s remove what’s in the way of you believing it.

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