Goodbye Expectations - Part 2

As you hear, my voice isn't great. I'm coughing a lot, that is just going to be part of what this is.
This work is not polished, I'm not polished. This is not edited. Much of it is offered without context or explanation.

You might get clips and bits and pieces from before I got sick, and you might get some supporting dialogue around that, or it might just come in without explanation.

The intention is to offer the doing of something - the doing of a thing (creating and sharing content) in a way that I believed I simply could not do six months ago. I couldn't do this because I would've refused to do this.

Anything approaching this raw, unpolished, offering six months ago was not something I was willing to do.

I didn't even know that I wasn't willing. I assumed that I shouldn't be willing. And I missed out on the magic that only happens amidst uncertainty and letting go.