S1E6 PT.3 BEING A 3RD + EXPECTATIONS + BEING AN ENIGMA

“STEPH, YOU’RE SUCH AN INTERESTING ENIGMA”

ENIGMA - a person or thing that is mysterious, puzzling, or difficult to understand.

Hey friends! Here is the 3rd episode from my conversation with Hillary. If you missed the first two take a listen here:

Episode 1: Tinder Meetups + The Dinosaur Ride + Overthinking Makeouts

Episode 2. Monogomish + Dating after Marriage + Cold Sores

I have really been struggling putting this specific episode out into the world (meaning not just on my Patreon). It is pretty personal and I constantly feel the need to explain myself... Which seems impossible! If someone doesn't know my full story, the environment I was raised in, my first sexual experiences, or my firsts with being intimate and trusting others and how that was used against me, it seems like it just won't click for some people. I am learning that I don’t owe anyone an explanation, but I will offer a little glimpse into my brain meat in this post because it’s hard to get it all out there on the podcast. Things from our past shape us, but I believe that talking about it can help us sift through the complications and help us become more self aware individuals. So, here I am. Please read my full post HERE. Where I talk more about topics like: PERFORMING, FEELING SAFE, BEING A PIECE OF SOMEONES STORY VS. WHOLE STORY and answer the questions WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID OF?