somewhere between i want it and i got it

(fair warning i was getting over a cold recording this so sorry for the crappy voice quality!) you know whats actually insane? i fell short right after this episode lol.. which we'll of course discuss in the next episode. but until then, God still loves me and im still in the running to be america's next top model.. jokes aside, you know the feeling where you're far past your old identity but not yet quite acquainted with who you're supposed to be? thats what i want to talk about.