Powerful and magic-making Medicine Callers almost all go through the process of learning that when you manifest, you better be REAL specific because what you ask for will come into being. If you are not clear about what you really want, it will be a picture-perfect delivery of the order, and the EXPERIENCE or FEELING may not be what you were hoping for. This, of course (abject cackle), is how we learn to get really really really specific. I then got even more detailed, and then got delivery of the exact things I requested, with the excruciating learning that it was not in fact what I WANTED. This is what cracked me into a much more humble mode, and I say with lived experience and a delightful beg to spare others some learning curve, the much wiser path is to CALL and ORDER the vibrational experience, the FREQUENCY of what it is you want. You still have a vision, use a vision, but the commitment - aye - the devotion is to the FREQUENCY, the VIBRATION, not the idea of how it is fulfilled. When we do this, the cords of our being get shook. The process that we open to is the unfolding of a greater limitless universe’s ability to fulfill, in lived matter, more than we could imagine… just look at my body and how it works, if my mama had to envision my body for it to be made, could anyone one envision that? No. So our lives, our shared collective life, is the vibration manifested of life force, co-created by the waves of love, the cosmic womb, the great mystery itself. That is what we open to. We must then engage in the courage to let go of that idea of self, of world, of should and should not, so as to become a clear and available presence for the full OCCURANCE of what is comically possible. The Spider Queen would say to me, over and over “I double dog dare you, to come up with something this is IMPOSSIBLE for the LIMITLESS UNIVERSE.” She would command me to envision, to feel, to reach beyond the limitations of my imagination into the infinite. The work? Letting the vibration come into being. To over and over become available to what IS happening. And to be Devoted to the Frequency we are co-creating by being the landscape that says, yes to change. I want to share a story with you. After being at City Hall and doing an anti-fracking rally in 2011, I returned home. Laid face down in my Red Tent Temple, wept and begged. I demanded the universe to guide me to be the GREATEST impact I could be in this world. That I had to know my life force was being used for its most optimal impact towards healing the waters, protecting our children, and bringing a peaceful consciousness that creates and sustains a peaceful world into being. ALL IN. ALL IN. Nothing less. I offered things I never thought I would offer like, becoming a lawyer, going to school for anything, public activism that was dangerous or life-ending, In the name of bringing change to this place. And I meant it, I still mean it. I am all in for all of us. I knew then and know now, I can’t do every act, so I begged that the acts I did would be the best use of me. I quieted, and from the depths of silence and surrender, I heard: “Hire a Business Coach.” I was appalled. Even disgusted, I was ready for heroics; I was going to lay down my life, sacrifice my joy. What I got then, and have over and over, is the best use of me is to support others to awaken to their power, passion, voice, to reclaim their nervous system from the grips of the forces that would have us be ensalved and unknowing. And so, when the world’s suffering turns up its volume, I ask again. Listen again, for my part. Just my part, and then do it with as much fortitude as I can. In 2020, before the pandemic hit, I found myself in the crushing depths of having exactly what I had asked for be delivered, and I was devastated. The checklist all checked off, and I...
