What's The Matter With Me? Podcast

John Hoppin

Hey everybody my name is John, I’m 45, disabled wheelchair user, husband, parent, community radio DJ, small business owner, podcaster with multiple sclerosis and trigeminal neuralgia. I made the What’s The Matter With Me? podcast to share what I’m going through.

  1. The Tamis

    03/19/2025

    The Tamis

    Boom (explosive) Everybody in the house say What’s The Matter With Me? Podcast! Doesn’t really roll exactly? In “The Tamis,” we’ve started down a road and we aren’t looking back behind us. The episode finds us rolling the chair around Berkeley, thinking molecular gastronomy and cooking while disabled. Shoutouts To The Sandman, Etan Rechra, Tall John and Rocky Cal Performances Scene Ladysmith Black Mambazo creeped out my wife The “Walker” fiasco Are Marshmallows Molecular Gastronomy? Turns out, they’re like foam Burning Up I burnt my elbow on the BBQ again. I stumbled and my arm touched the lid. A Paucity Of Heat And Warm Water Our furnace broke. Netflix Is Middlebrow We signed up for Netflix. We’re watching “Killing Eve” and “Shameless” and it’s garbage. Kitchen tools I own but can’t use anymore The Tamis Making Rice Crispie treats isn’t the best for one hand either. Parting Shots If you get one cherry in your Manhattan, it’s a reminder that you should love someone but if you get two it’s a message that you are loved Peter Coyote, the life actor and San Francisco Digger was a big part of the inspiration for It Can Change, a guerilla art troupe that I was involved with in college. The Tamis Chapter List 00:00:00 – Intro 00:00:45 – Shoutouts 00:01:43 – Ladysmith Black Mambazo at Cal Performances 00:04:54 – Ticket Subscriptions 00:09:03 – Berkeley Scene 00:10:12 – Walker Fiasco 00:13:14 – Are Marshmallows Molecular Gastronomy 00:14:27 – Elbow Burn 00:16:20 – Broken Furnace 00:17:15 – Netflix Is Middlebrow Entertainment 00:20:14 – Killing Eve Review 00:20:54 – Shameless Review 00:22:43 – HBO Is More Highbrow 00:23:18 – The Tamis 00:24:37 – E. Dehillerin Cookware 00:26:35 – One Hand Rice Crispie Treats 00:27:32 – The Meaning Of Cherries 00:29:05 – It Can Change 00:30:50 – Outro

    33 min
  2. Cooking

    03/02/2025

    Cooking

    Whoomp! (Here It Is) Party on, party people: let me hear you touch the ground! In “Cooking,” What’s The Matter With Me? Podcast has all the pots on, the gas is burning and we’re ready to go. This episode touches on cooking through limitations, self-imposed or otherwise (like a disability), with a trip to the military-industrial grocery store we know and love as Target, cooking @christinatosi with the kids and watching @majordomomedia food TV. Word From Sponsor Check Out Hoppin Hot Sauce On Amazon Shoutouts to Rocky Shopping List We’re getting ingredients to make Rocky Road Sandwich Squares and some blondies from Christina Tosi’s Milk Bar: Kids Only book. We changed plans and instead of our trip to the market in Berkeley, we headed to the desiccated old mall in San Leandro, to hit the Target for our military-industrial shopping list: 2 bags mini marshmallows (10.5 oz each) 1 bag semisweet chocolate chips 1 bag white chocolate chips At Target, there is aisle signage calling out the marshmallow section, where it’s marshmallows floor-to-ceiling. Correction The Marlon Mullen show is at MOMA in New York, on 53rd Street in Manhattan. New Wheelchair in December, I got a new wheelchair. It’s got a lot of good things about it: better fit, faster and more rugged. As with anything, there is a learning curve, and I’m trying to figure out the best way to use it. baby back ribs grilled indirectly. baked beans in the instant pot Majordomo Media Is Food TV Done Different For those interested, whether by absolute necessity or purely whimsical flights of fancy, in taking a different look at food, I recommend majordomo media and it’s warren of YouTube channels. They make stuff with extremely unpretentious approaches, some of which are more-or-less accessible. At least. it’s a different type of food tv, a bridge between daytime cooking shows and food influencers. It’s refreshing. Otherwise you’ll have to watch the I love Diet Coke guy. Hip Hop Journalism I wend to the San Leandro Public Library and scored some hip hop books. I put the Chronicles Of Doom on hold, and it recommended the others, so I bagged ail three. dilla time, by Dan Charnas Chronicles Of Doom by S.H. Fernando Sweat the Technique: Revelations on Creativity from the Lyrical Genius by Rakim Sizzle plate lunches Stale bread lunch. Broiling stuff together on a sizzle plate. is easy and I can accomplish it with one hand. About last night “Last night for dinner” journal is back. Blank Faceless Underwear I bought a postapocalyptic 4 pack of underwear from Costco, boxer briefs, black, blank. Faceless and nameless, unidentified remains, here I come. Selfie Cooking Chapter List 00:00:00 – Mic Roll 00:00:19 – Hoppin Hot Sauce jingle 00:00:27 – Intro 00:00:55 – Shoutout 00:01:14 – Target shopping list 00:01:59 – Christina Tosi Milk Bar 00:02:31 – Bake Club 00:03:33 – Milk Bar Kids Only 00:10:36 – Correction 00:11:05 – New wheeelchair 00:14:20 – Wheelchair Excursions 00:16:15 – majordomo media 00:19:03 – Cooking through limitations 00:20:33 – I love Diet Coke 00:21:06 – Book review time 00:21:22 – Dilla Time by Dan Charnas 00:23:09 – Chronicles Of Doom by S.H. Fernando 00:24:15 – Sweat The Technique by Rakin 00:25:29 – sizzle plate lunches 00:26:59 – Last night for dinner 00:27:48 – Socks And Underwear 00:29:34 – Outro

    31 min
  3. The UN-ghost REVEALED

    02/21/2025

    The UN-ghost REVEALED

    In the Season 9 Premiere, “The UN-ghost REVEALED” I return from ghosting the podcast since last year! I’m back and older than before! Various topics, no theme, chaotic dishevelment, dishevelry. Respect Due Canadians Did you see the game? Shout outs to our Canadian listeners, especially long-running ones from Edmonton like Sean Wingrave, shout outs to the Edmonton Oilers Driving all morning Just to miss my physical therapy appointment Shout outs to Mary, Nathan, Butters and Tibby. Thanks for the card. Guy Roasts Mailboxes https://www.tiktok.com/@droofreed/video/7358852048214887688?lang=en The guy roasts mailboxes, and that’s fine, right? Meaning, “The Universe” AVANT-KRAUT GARDEN by El Universo El Universo is a cool psychedelic instrumental band from Mexico. Flowing The doctor gave me flonase, and it kind of works. I’m glad that you found new podcasts, or something else to do, but I’m more glad to be back. Message from Mom Hi John, I too can write poetry. This came to me as I was going to bed: I swallowed the last of my wine and went into the bedroom, looking for my water bottle. As I went to my nightstand, I put the water bottle on it, which I had been carrying under my arm. I thought to myself “hearing aids don’t save everything.” Haha. Savage Tune https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=heTV9zHMzKg Banshee’s “Savage Man” was a song I enjoyed in 2024. Originally out in 2020, it was new to me. Kind of lo-fi metal. Marlon Mullen (b. 1963) uses art publications and other print material as points of departure for his paintings, generating radical reimaginings of these sources in which text and image are transformed through his dynamic color and composition. Marlon Mullen at MOMA, a self-taught disabled artist Strength In Numbers Foothill college bamboo In the summer, I went to the KFJC 65th anniversary listener appreciation party, where I wasn’t the only attendee in a wheelchair and that was an opportunity to support each other. Chivalade Reviewed By Pat Cooper https://www.tiktok.com/@requination/video/7244979037553118490?lang=en Chivalade is a a type of Italian sausage, according to the movie. This week’s selfie Be sure to subscribe. so you always get the selfie The UN-ghost REVEALED Chapter List 00:00:00 – Intro: The UN-Ghost REVEALED 00:01:09 – Recap Montana 00:01:28 – Apology 00:01:45 – Wheelchair Travel Debacle 00:02:41 – Health Problems Mount 00:03:19 – Vacation From Heck 00:04:32 – Last Year 00:05:26 – Election 00:05:39 – Shout outs to Canada 00:05:52 – Four Nations Face Off 00:06:10 – Watching The Canadians play hockey 00:06:31 – Shout outs to Nathan Butters Tibby and Mary 00:06:37 – The Guy Who Roasts Mailboxes 00:07:30 – El Universo band from Mexico 00:07:58 – Flonase prescripttion 00:08:25 – Glad you found new stuff to listen to 00:08:36 – Shout out to everyone 00:08:50 – The Un-Ghosting, The UNreveal 00:09:05 – Message from Mom 00:09:54 – Hot Band Jam: Banshee, Savage Man 00:10:29 – Marlon Mullen at MOMA 00:11:09 – KFJC 65th Anniversary Listener Appreciation Party 00:11:51 – Chivalade Pascuale Caputo 00:12:28 – Season 9 UN-Ghost REVEALED

    14 min
  4. Territorial Expansion

    06/19/2024

    Territorial Expansion

    Low Anxiety, Going Places In this episode, I give a shoutout to Kevin for Montana info, share insights from Andrew Pulrang’s Disability Thinking, and discuss prepping Dax Pierson interview questions. I also talk about my kids’ haircuts, our neighborhood, music, therapy, hospital visits, and my recent solo trips and poetry publications. Shout Outs Shout outs to Kevin. thanks for the info about Montana. Kevin does comic book reviews on his YouTube channel Under The Cowl Of MS. Disability Thinking Now reading Andrew Pulrang’s Disability Thinking Substack. I’ve always been partial to the combination of disability with thinking, the guy’s been on another level for a long time. Writing Dax Pierson interview questions. I have been lagging, trying to be recovered fully before doing the interview. I think it may be time to move forward. I’ll Gladly Pay Tomorrow For A Haircut Today After months of hair drama, i took my kids to Supercuts and John’s long hair was over in a moment. He was happy. With his new haircut, he’s ready for summer. I’m glad that our neighborhood is a protected cul-de-sac. It means the kids can play outside with the other kids in the neighborhood and there’s hardly any car traffic. New Music: Magic Fig, “Magic Fig” Magic Fig. San Francisco psych band. I heard it reviewed at the KFJC staff meeting and I ordered it from the group’s bandcamp page. Cool new record – local band – insane amount of styles – dreamlike hooks – psychedelic SF – full sonic fireworks, Silver Current Label – over the top – combo Sid Barrett mixed with HR Puff n’ Stuff KFJC Music Notes 6/5/24 24-Hour yogurt is smoother than 8-hour yogurt, go figure. I went to the Express Care at the Eden Valley Medical Center bc my ear was feeling blocked, like it had somebody’s thumb stuck in it. They prescribed Flonase and something else, and they’ve been making it easier to breathe through the machine My anxiety is low, put fast away, like it’s in the past. My talk therapist thinks it may be due to the EMDR therapy that we’ve been doing. Excursions I drove the kids to Foothill College where we went to KFJC and we hung out with Jack Tar and Good Karma before having snack on the quad, and then we drove to Hayward. In Hayward, we went to Burger King, a place the kids wanted to go badly after seeing the commercial a million times. Territorial Expansion The next day, I went to Oakland on my own. I’ve learned how to strap the wheelchair onto my car by myself. On Father’s Day, I took the kids to Berkeley. We went to Amoeba Music, Moe’s Books, Games of Berkeley, and had slices of pizza for lunch. My new expanded base of operations includes Oakland, Berkeley and Los Altos. Acceptances My ears were burning, my vibe was strong. Three poems were accepted for publication in two different journals. After a long gap, they were accepted in the same day by editors working half a world apart. It’ll be my first time publishing my work in another country, and also my first time reprinting a poem. Stay tuned, you’ll be the first to know..

    33 min
5
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7 Ratings

About

Hey everybody my name is John, I’m 45, disabled wheelchair user, husband, parent, community radio DJ, small business owner, podcaster with multiple sclerosis and trigeminal neuralgia. I made the What’s The Matter With Me? podcast to share what I’m going through.