5 episodes

One December evening in 2019, Chris Stedman noticed a new message in his inbox from his friend Alex, sent at exactly 7 p.m. He and Alex hadn’t talked in a while—was Alex writing to tell him off for being a bad friend? But it wasn’t that. “listen,” the note read. “i am writing to let you know that when you receive this scheduled email, i will no longer be alive.” At the bottom of his message, Alex included a link to a private SoundCloud account. “here’s Alice recordings,” he wrote.  
 
Alice. Alex had talked to Chris about her before. A Britney Spears superfan, Alex had befriended this anonymous figure in a Britney fan forum years earlier. Alice had become the stuff of legend in Britney fan circles, and for good reason—she happens to sound exactly like Britney herself. Why was Alex including these recordings in his goodbye email? Who was Alice, really, and what had she meant to Alex? More importantly, could she help Chris understand why his friend was gone? With help from Alex’s loved ones, Chris decides to track down the elusive Alice, in the hopes that she can answer some of the questions Alex couldn’t.

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    • Society & Culture
    • 4.4 • 19 Ratings

One December evening in 2019, Chris Stedman noticed a new message in his inbox from his friend Alex, sent at exactly 7 p.m. He and Alex hadn’t talked in a while—was Alex writing to tell him off for being a bad friend? But it wasn’t that. “listen,” the note read. “i am writing to let you know that when you receive this scheduled email, i will no longer be alive.” At the bottom of his message, Alex included a link to a private SoundCloud account. “here’s Alice recordings,” he wrote.  
 
Alice. Alex had talked to Chris about her before. A Britney Spears superfan, Alex had befriended this anonymous figure in a Britney fan forum years earlier. Alice had become the stuff of legend in Britney fan circles, and for good reason—she happens to sound exactly like Britney herself. Why was Alex including these recordings in his goodbye email? Who was Alice, really, and what had she meant to Alex? More importantly, could she help Chris understand why his friend was gone? With help from Alex’s loved ones, Chris decides to track down the elusive Alice, in the hopes that she can answer some of the questions Alex couldn’t.

    Episode 4: Give Me a Sign

    Episode 4: Give Me a Sign

    Chris finds some of the answers he's looking for in a Google folder Alex left behind—and others during a conversation with someone else who loved Alex dearly.

    • 1 hr
    Episode 3: If U Seek Alice

    Episode 3: If U Seek Alice

    Chris goes down the rabbit hole.

    • 41 min
    Episode 2: Piece of Me

    Episode 2: Piece of Me

    Some of the people who knew Alex best look back on how he changed their lives—and then give Chris the push he needs.

    • 40 min
    Episode 1: Email My Heart

    Episode 1: Email My Heart

    A scheduled goodbye email raises as many questions as it answers.

    • 37 min
    Introducing: Unread

    Introducing: Unread

    A show about looking for answers in the digital breadcrumbs people leave behind.

    (To learn more about Unread, follow us on Twitter and Instagram @unreadpod.)

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    • 7 min

Customer Reviews

4.4 out of 5
19 Ratings

19 Ratings

thansri ,

Beautiful

I don’t usually write reviews on podcasts but this was thoughtful, sensitive and a wonderful reflection on friendship and mental health. Very well written and made.

2020overit ,

A tale of love and friendship!

This is a story we all need to hear. Thank you Chris & Thank you Alex❤️

Winston05/72 ,

Winston05/72

A beautiful story about friendship, mental health, grief and finding your community! Plus a mutual love of all things Britney 😇.
You will laugh and cry this podcast is a must listen 🎧 👍🏻🌈💙❣️❣️

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