Time Panic Be Your Own Damn Muse

I live in a constant state of panic of being behind. Behind in being 'discovered' as an artist.Behind in being established in my creative career.Behind in the traditional female pressures of marriage, kids, the house with the white picket fence.I wake up with this incredible pressure to catch up, as though everyone else started life ahead of me, and I'm still trying to get to the beginning of things. It's another flavor of my anxiety, I'm sure, and it manifests in my starting - and aband...