145 episodes
As Long As I'm Living Judith and Alina
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- Society & Culture
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4.9 • 20 Ratings
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We're long-distance friends and bereaved moms who lost sons to SIDS in 2021. Each Monday, we chat life after infant loss. Raw episodes with lots of tears, hopeful episodes on the good days, episodes to help those supporting a griever, and interviews with loss parents and other experts in grief and trauma.
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We started our podcast to document our journeys toward Happier Ever After and hope to provide support and connection for those who have lost a child to SIDS, stillbirth, TFMR, miscarriage, or any other type of baby loss. We’re sorry you need us, but we’re so glad you’re here! Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/support
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Hello, Goodbye
We're back from our break to say... we're not coming back (yet).
Alina is not doing well, and because she mainly edits the podcast, that means that we can't keep releasing new episodes right now. That's okay! We'll be back when we're ready.
Content note: Judith is pregnant, and (barely) announces in this episode.
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Things we talk about in this episode:
- What a Shame She's F****d in the Head sweatshirt (Etsy)
- ALAIL | Happy For You, Sad For Me (On Pregnancy Announcements)
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Follow As Long As I'm Living on Instagram at @aslongasimlivingpodcast, send us an email at aslongasimlivingpodcast@gmail.com, or visit us at anchor.fm/aslongasimliving! We would love to hear from you!
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As Long As I'm Living is a podcast about life, love, and laughter after infant loss. Judith and Alina are rebuilding Happier Ever After one day at a time despite excruciating grief and trauma and offering support to grievers of all flavors, but especially those who have lost a baby to SIDS, infant death, birth accidents, stillbirth, TFMR, ectopic pregnancy, or miscarriage.
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Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/message
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ALAIL Recommends: How to Take a Really Nice Bath (We're On a Break)
We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts.
This week: how to take a really good bath, from Judith, and some other cheap or free hobbies.
XOXO
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Things we talk about in this episode:
- Baked by Melissa
- Trader Joe's Green Goddess dressing
- Reddit 30+ Skincare
- Lush Melts bath bars
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Follow As Long As I'm Living on Instagram at @aslongasimlivingpodcast, send us an email at aslongasimlivingpodcast@gmail.com, or visit us at anchor.fm/aslongasimliving! We would love to hear from you!
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As Long As I'm Living is a podcast about life, love, and laughter after infant loss. Judith and Alina are rebuilding Happier Ever After one day at a time despite excruciating grief and trauma and offering support to grievers of all flavors, but especially those who have lost a baby to SIDS, infant death, birth accidents, stillbirth, TFMR, ectopic pregnancy, or miscarriage.
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Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/message
Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/support -
ALAIL Recommends: Books For If You Can Read (We're On a Break)
We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts.
This week: If you have regained the ability to read after your baby died, we have some recs for you! Judith's are sweet and fluffy. Alina's are about severe mental illness.
XOXO
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Things we talk about in this episode:
- Lessons in Chemistry
- Icebreaker, Hannah Grace
- A Heart that Works, Rob Delaney
- Everything is Fine
- Juliet the Maniac
- One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
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Follow As Long As I'm Living on Instagram at @aslongasimlivingpodcast, send us an email at aslongasimlivingpodcast@gmail.com, or visit us at anchor.fm/aslongasimliving! We would love to hear from you!
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As Long As I'm Living is a podcast about life, love, and laughter after infant loss. Judith and Alina are rebuilding Happier Ever After one day at a time despite excruciating grief and trauma and offering support to grievers of all flavors, but especially those who have lost a baby to SIDS, infant death, birth accidents, stillbirth, TFMR, ectopic pregnancy, or miscarriage.
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Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/message
Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/support -
ALAIL Recommends: Trash TV and Saltburn (We're On a Break)
We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts.
This week: we share a list of reality TV shows that will pass the time, and Alina talks around WTF happened in Saltburn. Watch that one at your own risk!
XOXO
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Things we talk about in this episode:
- Love is Blind Sweden
- Bad Vegan
- Six Feet Under
- Millionaire Matchmaker
- Indian Matchmaker
- Jewish Matchmaker
- Saltburn
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Follow As Long As I'm Living on Instagram at @aslongasimlivingpodcast, send us an email at aslongasimlivingpodcast@gmail.com, or visit us at anchor.fm/aslongasimliving! We would love to hear from you!
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As Long As I'm Living is a podcast about life, love, and laughter after infant loss. Judith and Alina are rebuilding Happier Ever After one day at a time despite excruciating grief and trauma and offering support to grievers of all flavors, but especially those who have lost a baby to SIDS, infant death, birth accidents, stillbirth, TFMR, ectopic pregnancy, or miscarriage.
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Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/message
Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/support -
ALAIL Recommends: Scrolling TikTok (We're On a Break)
We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts.
This week: Judith wanders down a TikTok rabbit hole and shares her favorite follows.
XOXO
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Things we talk about in this episode:
- Therapy Jeff
- Mrs. Melody Jenkins
- Cost n' Mayor
- Carla & Clio
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Follow As Long As I'm Living on Instagram at @aslongasimlivingpodcast, send us an email at aslongasimlivingpodcast@gmail.com, or visit us at anchor.fm/aslongasimliving! We would love to hear from you!
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As Long As I'm Living is a podcast about life, love, and laughter after infant loss. Judith and Alina are rebuilding Happier Ever After one day at a time despite excruciating grief and trauma and offering support to grievers of all flavors, but especially those who have lost a baby to SIDS, infant death, birth accidents, stillbirth, TFMR, ectopic pregnancy, or miscarriage.
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Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/message
Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/support -
ALAIL Recommends: Alina's Favorite Hate Watch (We're On a Break)
We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts.
This week: Alina talks about WTF is going on with generational-wealth-holder, beauty-pageant-contestant, homemade-butter-churner, and mother-of-8 Ballerina Farm.
XOXO
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Things we talk about in this episode:
- Ballerina Farm at Mrs. World
- Kyte Baby controversy
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Follow As Long As I'm Living on Instagram at @aslongasimlivingpodcast, send us an email at aslongasimlivingpodcast@gmail.com, or visit us at anchor.fm/aslongasimliving! We would love to hear from you!
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As Long As I'm Living is a podcast about life, love, and laughter after infant loss. Judith and Alina are rebuilding Happier Ever After one day at a time despite excruciating grief and trauma and offering support to grievers of all flavors, but especially those who have lost a baby to SIDS, infant death, birth accidents, stillbirth, TFMR, ectopic pregnancy, or miscarriage.
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Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/message
Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/support
Customer Reviews
Helpful to expand emotional intelligence for everyone
This podcast is so enlightening and informative. Judith, Alina, Aidan, Quinn and all of the guests that have come into this space of grief all have had an important message and an impact. While I haven’t been touched by infant loss personally, understanding what it’s like to walk through grief has made me a better friend.
Like chatting w a friend
Listening to this podcast is such a unique experience, it’s like chatting with your friend about the inner workings of your own grief filled brain, and they actually understand. Which if you know grief, that is so far from normal. Alina & Judith open up parts of their lives that are so relatable as a loss mom. And so eye opening to those who haven’t experienced loss. I’m so glad (and sad) I’ve found this corner of the internet that has nurtured me through the hardest experience of my life.
Love this podcast
I lost my infant son unexpectedly this past January and have really been struggling with his loss in so many ways. I recently found this podcast and am so glad I did, every single episode hits home. I’ve laughed, cried, and felt so seen by the hosts while listening. It’s such a comfort to listen to them and feel less alone.