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This diary is a candid and deeply personal podcast that offers an intimate glimpse into the life, experiences, and emotions of its host, Christina Adeyemo-Giesbrecht, as she navigates the challenging terrain of depression, anxiety, mental health, and the unique intersections of being a Black woman. She takes you on a raw and authentic journey through her daily struggles, triumphs, and reflections. This is a place for healing, for solidarity, and for breaking the stigma surrounding depression in Black communities. Tune in to join Christina on her path to self-discovery and mental wellness.
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The Diary of a Depressed Black Woman Podcasting Therapy

    • Society & Culture
    • 5.0 • 3 Ratings

This diary is a candid and deeply personal podcast that offers an intimate glimpse into the life, experiences, and emotions of its host, Christina Adeyemo-Giesbrecht, as she navigates the challenging terrain of depression, anxiety, mental health, and the unique intersections of being a Black woman. She takes you on a raw and authentic journey through her daily struggles, triumphs, and reflections. This is a place for healing, for solidarity, and for breaking the stigma surrounding depression in Black communities. Tune in to join Christina on her path to self-discovery and mental wellness.
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    Dear Diary, I don't have the right to feel as hopeless as I do

    Dear Diary, I don't have the right to feel as hopeless as I do

    SEASON ONE FINALE
    (WARNING: My ADHD was in hyperdrive recording this; so if it sounds like I'm just saying random things or rambling... that's why)

    In this final diary entry of the season, I discuss my internal battle of questioning the validity of my own depression amidst the backdrop of global crises and societal injustices. Through some verbal processing, I wrestle with feelings of guilt and inadequacy.
    This week, I simply wish to reassure my beloved listeners that every emotion, whether rooted in chemical imbalances or circumstantial hardships, is valid and worthy of acknowledgment. And with that being said, I urge all of us to keep pushing forward, one step at a time.
    I'm leaving y'all with powerful reminders: (1) we are not alone in our journey towards healing; (2) there is a transformative power in vulnerability and connection.
    Thank you for being a part of this incredible journey.
    Until next time, take care, and remember, you are not alone!

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    • 17 min
    Dear Diary, am I a bad wife?

    Dear Diary, am I a bad wife?

    In this week's episode, I'll be discussing a deeply personal topic that has been constantly weighing on my mind: the concept of being a "good wife."
    I'll be focusing on the traditional gender roles and expectations instilled in me since childhood.
    With this episode, I aim to openly challenge societal expectations and emphasize the importance of prioritizing individual well-being within the context of a loving partnership.
    My hope is that my listeners define their own relationship dynamics on mutual respect, communication, and happiness.
    Let's redefine the meaning of partnership, and finds peace in the unique rhythm of our relationships. Love knows no bounds and true partnership goes far beyond conventional expectations.
    IG: @depressedblackwomandiary

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    • 16 min
    Dear Diary, it’s so hard to look in the mirror... and like what I see

    Dear Diary, it’s so hard to look in the mirror... and like what I see

    In today's episode, I'll be discussing how depression has profoundly impacted my self-image and the toll it has taken on my body and sense of self-worth.
    I've had to confront the emotional toll of seeing myself change physically and the challenge of finding self-acceptance in the face of societal beauty standards. And I am still working on it!
    Today, I'm encouraging you, my listeners, to reject society's narrow definitions of beauty and embrace your unique selves, in all your sizes and shapes!
    IG: @depressedblackwomandiary

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    • 11 min
    JOURNAL PROMPT: How do beliefs about yourself impact your behaviour?

    JOURNAL PROMPT: How do beliefs about yourself impact your behaviour?

    My personal GREAT CONSPIRACY THEORY!
    In this episode, I will be opening up about a deeply ingrained belief that I hold about myself—the pervasive feeling of being a burden to others.
    Despite reassurances from loved ones and my therapist, I constantly have to confront the persistent voice in my mind that tells me lies—a voice that insists that I am burdensome beyond measure. I am being forced to grapple with the contradictions between external affirmations of my value in the lives of those around me and my internalized belief of unworthiness.
    I am inviting my listeners to reflect on their own deeply held beliefs and their impact on perception and behavior! I am encouraging y'all to challenge your own self-limiting beliefs and embrace the inherent worthiness of your existence. I hope by sharing this, my listeners feel a sense of solidarity and understanding; being reminded that we are not alone in our journey towards self-acceptance and healing.
    To DM me, follow my Instagram account: @deprerssedblackwomandiary

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    • 13 min
    Dear Diary, I'm so tired of Christians shaming single folk

    Dear Diary, I'm so tired of Christians shaming single folk

    YOUR GIRL IS RANTING TODAY!!
    In this special Valentine's Day episode, I start a reflection on the Christian community's obsession with marriage. I will be challenging the narrative and advocating for a paradigm shift towards prioritizing individual fulfillment and spiritual growth.
    I will be discussing the detrimental effects of this mindset on singles and the wider community. Drawing from personal experiences and cultural observations, I highlight the nuanced complexities surrounding marriage expectations and the damaging consequences of rushing into relationships for the sake of societal norms.
    Tune into my heartfelt conversation as I invite you, my listeners, to reflect on your own beliefs and experiences. Whether single or partnered, Christian or non-Christian, this episode offers encouragement for all who seek to redefine the meaning of love, purpose, and fulfillment in their lives.
    IG: @depressedblackwomandiary

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    • 14 min
    Dear Diary, I don't think I like nursing; is it time to pivot?

    Dear Diary, I don't think I like nursing; is it time to pivot?

    "Is it wrong for me to wanna pivot?"
    Welcome to another introspective episode where thoughts flow freely and reflections run deep. In this diary entry, I explore the uneasy terrain of career dissatisfaction and the quest for purpose. As a "seasoned" nurse of about six years, I am grappling with the realization that perhaps nursing isn't her true calling. Despite excelling in the field, I feel a profound misalignment with my passions and creative inclinations.
    May I dare to dream and deviate from the prescribed path of a healthcare professional and pursue her long-suppressed artistic passions?
    (I'M SORRY YALL! I WAS HAVING SOME MIC ISSUES IN A LITTLE BIT OF THE EPISODE!! LET IT ROCK! IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN!)
    IG: @depressedwomandiary

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    • 15 min

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