Motherloading Podcast

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Welcome to Motherloading  - the unfiltered podcast for women and mums who are done pretending everything’s fine. Hosted by Nicky and Michelle, two real, unapologetic women navigating the messy, beautiful chaos of motherhood and womanhood. This is your safe space for the conversations women aren’t having enough of - the ones we’re often too embarrassed, ashamed, or afraid to talk about, but so many of us are living through. We’re not polished, not perfect - just raw, honest, and a little bit nuts. Join us for authentic conversations, relatable stories, and empowering insights that remind you: you’re not alone. Whether you’re a new mum, seasoned parent, or simply a woman trying to balance it all, Motherloading is here to lift you up, make you laugh, and help you feel seen - never judged. Let’s empower women, support mothers, and build a community of strong, resilient women one episode at a time. 🎧 New episodes every week - follow now for your dose of honesty, laughter, and connection. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod

  1. 14 HR AGO

    High-Functioning, Silently Unravelling | Dr Tuesday Watts on Modern Motherhood

    You can look like you’ve got it together… and still feel like you’re quietly unravelling. You’re showing up. You’re doing everything. You’re functioning. But underneath? It feels heavy. Overwhelming. Like you’re just about holding it all together. In this episode, I’m joined by psychologist Dr Tuesday Watts to unpack what’s actually going on beneath the surface. We talk about: – why so many women feel overwhelmed (even when life “looks fine”) – the mental and emotional load no one sees – why high-functioning women often feel the worst internally – how shame quietly sits underneath it all – and why this isn’t about coping better… but understanding what you’re carrying This isn’t surface-level advice. It’s language for something a lot of women are feeling… but can’t quite explain. If you’ve ever thought: “Why does this feel so hard when I should be fine?” This one’s for you. 🎧 Listen now Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    51 min

  2. 23 MAR

    Body Grief: The Part of Motherhood Nobody Warns You About

    Motherhood, identity, exhaustion, intimacy-and the body that no longer feels familiar. This episode of Motherloading explores postpartum body grief-the side of motherhood that often goes unspoken. After the baby arrives and the outside world moves on, many women are left navigating a body that feels different, a mind under pressure, and an identity that is shifting in unexpected ways. Topics covered include: Postpartum body image and identity lossThe disconnect between mental strength and physical recoveryHormonal changes, brain fog, and emotional overwhelmSex, intimacy, and relationships after childrenThe invisible mental and emotional load of motherhoodWhy “I’m fine” often hides a deeper struggleThis is an honest look at matrescence-the transition into motherhood-and the physical, emotional, and psychological changes that come with it. For anyone who has looked in the mirror and felt like a stranger, this conversation offers reassurance: this experience is more common than it seems. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    49 min

  3. 16 MAR

    How talking Sh*t made this Mum's business hit 6 figures in 5 weeks

    She built a 6-figure brand by talking about poo. But the real story is even better. This week on Motherloading, we’re joined by Joely Gabrielle, former Head of Beauty at Grazia and now co-founder of gut health brand We Are Regular. In just five weeks after launch, the brand hit six figures — by tackling one of women’s last taboos: talking openly about poo. But this conversation goes far beyond gut health. We talk about: • traumatic pregnancy and postnatal anxiety • the identity crisis of motherhood • leaving a safe corporate career • launching a business with your best friend • building something ambitious while raising a child • being pregnant again while scaling a startup Plus we introduce a new Motherloading segment — The Load Audit — exploring the invisible mental, emotional and ambition load women carry. Funny, honest and wildly relatable — this episode is for anyone navigating the messy middle of motherhood, ambition and starting again. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    59 min

  4. 16 MAR

    Why So Many Women Are Quietly Blowing Up Their Lives Motherhood, identity and the invisible load

    After a break, Motherloading is back. In this opening episode of Season 2, Nicky and Michelle catch up on everything that’s happened behind the scenes — from new babies and body changes to burnout, relationship strain, identity shifts and one huge career decision. Nicky opens up about quietly hitting a wall, questioning everything, and ultimately quitting her high-paying corporate job after realising the invisible load had become too heavy to carry. Michelle shares what early motherhood with Devin has really felt like, from unexpected calm to body confidence struggles, mental load and learning how to protect her peace. Together, they unpack the messy middle of modern motherhood — the part nobody really talks about. In this episode: the invisible load women carry every daybody grief after kidsrelationships, libido and resentmentburnout, hormones and feeling unlike yourselfcareer pivots, self-doubt and the millennial identity crisiswhy season 2 of Motherloading is going deeper than everThis isn’t just a podcast about parenting. It’s about identity, ambition, intimacy and power — and everything women are carrying underneath the surface. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    47 min

  5. 22/12/2025

    We Survived Season 1 : A Motherloading Highlight Reel

    Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - and this one is a special one. In this Season 1 finale, we’re waving goodbye to an unforgettable year as we close out 2025 by celebrating the journey, the growth, and the community that has formed around Motherloading. This highlights episode brings together the very best moments from the season - from tears and vulnerability to uncontrollable laughter and empowering conversations. These clips capture exactly what Motherloading is all about: raw honesty, emotional depth, humour, resilience, and female empowerment. It’s a reflection of the courage it takes to have the conversations women aren’t having enough of - and the impact those conversations can make when shared openly. This episode is also a moment to acknowledge the hard work, determination, and heart Nicky and Michelle have poured into building a podcast that feels like a safe space - one where women feel seen, heard, and supported. Whether you’ve listened from day one or you’re just discovering Motherloading, this finale is the perfect reminder of why honest storytelling and community matter. A celebration of motherhood, womanhood, and everything in between - and just the beginning of what’s to come. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    58 min

  6. 15/12/2025

    Meltdowns, Motherhood & Making Sense of It All : Raising Neurodivergent Kids (and Big-Feeling Ones)

    Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky & Michelle. With Michelle still on maternity leave, Nicky is back on another solo mission, but this week she’s joined by two of her closest friends, Claire and Robyn, both mothers of neurodivergent children. In this raw, honest and deeply compassionate conversation, the trio open up about the realities of parenting neurodivergent kids: the early signs they noticed,the complex journey toward diagnosis (and the mixed feelings that came with it),and the emotional toll it can take on relationships, identity and mental health.They speak candidly about the guilt, the constant “why?” questions, and the moments of self-doubt that so many parents experience but rarely vocalise. They also explore the challenge of balancing the needs of a neurodivergent child with those of a neurotypical sibling, ensuring no one feels overlooked or sidelined. Claire and Robyn share incredibly valuable self-regulation and co-regulation strategies, explaining how managing yourresponse can help calm, support and gently de-escalate difficult moments. Their insights are practical, heartfelt and grounded in real-life experience. This episode is a must-listen for any parent raising a neurodivergent child, or for anyone wanting to better understand neurodiversity with empathy and openness. It’s supportive, educational, and a reminder that you’re never alone in the journey. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    54 min

  7. 08/12/2025

    Inside a Toxic Love : Gaslighting, Narcissism & The Moment She Walked Away

    Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading. This week, Nicky is flying solo while Michelle is away on maternity leave after welcoming her healthy baby girl. Nicky is joined by long-time friend Nicky Dwyer, who bravely opens up about her comeback story after falling for a narcissist who turned her world upside down. What began as an intense, whirlwind romance quickly unravelled into manipulation, control and emotional chaos. Despite being strong, independent and sharp-minded, she found herself trapped in a cycle of trying to fix him, slipping into codependency while he chipped away at her confidence. Nicky challenges the harmful myth that “only weak women fall for narcissists” proving that these manipulative personalities can target anyone. In this gripping and inspiring conversation, Nicky D shares: -the early red flags she missed, -how narcissistic manipulation and love-bombing take hold, -the moment she recognised the relationship was breaking her, -the steps she took to rebuild her strength, -and how she finally found the courage to walk away. She also offers practical tips for identifying narcissistic behaviour, understanding the dynamics of toxic relationships, and reclaiming your sense of self after trauma. From intoxicating beginnings to emotional unraveling to powerful liberation, this episode is raw, real, and full of insight. Whether you’re healing from a similar experience or simply want to better understand relationship red flags, this conversation is a must-listen. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    57 min

  8. 01/12/2025

    Nobody Told Us This : Pelvic Floor, Postpartum Recovery & Bra Mistakes

    Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle. This week, the duo are joined by the incredible Claire, fromThe Women’s Rehab Collective, an award-winning MSK practitioner and leading women’s health specialist in recovery, rehab and movement. Together, they dive into the most common myths and misconceptions around postpartum health, perimenopause, pelvic floor function, boob health and the physical changes women experience throughout life. Claire breaks down what’s normal, what’s not, and what women are far too often told to simply “put up with.” From debunking the belief that leaking when you laugh or jump is something you just have to live with after kids… to explaining how scar tissue, weakened muscles, and even the wrong bra size can cause aches, pains and postural problems - this episode is an absolute must-listen for every woman. Packed with practical tips, preventative strategies, and easy-to-implement tools, Claire empowers listeners to understand their bodies, advocate for themselves, and reduce the physical side effects of womanhood that so often go ignored. If you want to feel stronger, more informed, and truly connected to your body, this episode is full of the knowledge every woman should have - but hardly anyone is taught. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

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Welcome to Motherloading  - the unfiltered podcast for women and mums who are done pretending everything’s fine. Hosted by Nicky and Michelle, two real, unapologetic women navigating the messy, beautiful chaos of motherhood and womanhood. This is your safe space for the conversations women aren’t having enough of - the ones we’re often too embarrassed, ashamed, or afraid to talk about, but so many of us are living through. We’re not polished, not perfect - just raw, honest, and a little bit nuts. Join us for authentic conversations, relatable stories, and empowering insights that remind you: you’re not alone. Whether you’re a new mum, seasoned parent, or simply a woman trying to balance it all, Motherloading is here to lift you up, make you laugh, and help you feel seen - never judged. Let’s empower women, support mothers, and build a community of strong, resilient women one episode at a time. 🎧 New episodes every week - follow now for your dose of honesty, laughter, and connection. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod

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  • Creator
    TAEPodcast
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    21
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Motherloading Podcast
  • Show Website
    Motherloading Podcast

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