I Can't Even Think Straight

Phoenix Ryan
  • 5.0 (33)
  • PERSONAL JOURNALS

Sit down with me as we discuss many topics surrounding the LBGTQIA+ community and a whole range of other issues that reach out to everyone. As this podcast is all about inclusivity.

  1. 24/11/2021

    Overcoming Internalised Battles & Embracing Your True Self - With Max Knight

    Join me and my beautiful boy tomorrow in a brand new episode. Max and I sit down and discuss his recent coming out experience, with him sharing some insight into his battles with internalised homophobia. Max also discusses the toxic masculine environments that forced him to suppress himself as a teenager and what it’s like once you allow yourself to be embrace who you truly are!  Much love Phi xx  To stay updated follow me on Instagram:  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_

    46 min

  2. 10/11/2021

    Healing Isn't Linear - With Aimee Mickelburough

    TW: This episode consists of conversations surrounding rape and sexual assault. That some listeners may find confronting, viewer discretion is advised   I am finally back with a brand new season for you all! In today’s episode, I have season 1 regular Aimee Mickelburough joining me in the first episode of season 2.  Join Aimee and myself as we sit down and discuss what we have been up to the last couple of months. We also wanted to focus our discussion on healing, trauma, rape and sexual assault in hopes to normalise the conversation surrounding these topics.  Much love Phi xx  To stay updated follow me on Instagram:  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_  P.S a massive thank you to the beautifully talented Amelia Dunn for her beautiful help creating the new album cover.

    46 min

  3. 13/08/2021

    I am gender Queer and my pronouns are He/They

    Ekkk this is such an exciting episode for me to release to you all. I share a great deal of my life with you, if not mostly everything, I have always tried my best to be completely transparent in hopes that I can educate you through my lived experiences, alongside the tremendous panel of guests I’ve had on.  In this week’s episode, I open up about coming to terms with my gender fluidity and what the word “Queer” means to me. This little episode will give you an update of where I am at and the new chapter/journey I have found myself on.  I also share my views and thoughts on the importance of vulnerability, finding your inner purpose and how pain and trauma led me to form beautiful connections with the people I surround myself with.

    22 min

  4. 03/08/2021

    "I am my biggest support network" - With Laura Du Ve

    FINALLY! I am back with a brand new episode with a brand new guest joining me!!  We be sipping that queen shit in tomorrow’s episode, where I sit down with the beautiful and creative queer photographer Laura Du Vè. Laura shares a great deal of insight into the world of photography, queer representation in the media, body positivity and issues within the fashion industry! You can find Laura on Instagram:  @femmeplastic For Photo work: @ldvphoto & @maisonbaked  Follow me on Instagram to stay up to date: @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_  Check out 'Maintenance Phase' on apple podcast!

    50 min

  5. 05/07/2021

    Body Positivity

    After being M.I.A last week after having a very busy schedule creating my pride shoot, I am back with a brand new episode for you all!!  This is a new topic of discussion that I’ve never really covered before on the poddy. However, after sharing some very personal and vulnerable photos with you all I thought I’d take this opportunity to dive deeper and share my personal struggle with body confidence. This episode more focuses on my own experiences as I have not yet healed or grown to love myself 110%.  Affirmations: "I accept my body the way it is." "I am comfortable in my own skin." "I am confident in my body." "Others opinions of my body do not affect or involve me." "Body, I promise to love and cherish you always. I am sorry for ever being cruel to you and ask for forgiveness."

    26 min

  6. 22/06/2021

    The Unspoken Issues Young Queer People Face

    In today’s episode I will be discussing a few issues that I believe are not being spoken enough of. A problem that many gay/queer boys face in their early teenage years. I will be discussing an app many queer minors find themselves on. As well as bringing the discussion to focus on topics such as grooming. I will be sharing some of my own personal knowledge on these topics through lived experiences in hopes to educate people on these issues.  Make sure you follow me on Instagram to stay updated!  @icanteventhinkstraighpodcast  @phoenixryan_

    25 min

  7. 14/06/2021

    All Things Queer, TikTok Fame and Comedy - With Samantha Andrew

    I have a brand new guest joining me on the poddy today! I had the amazing opportunity to sit down with TikTok sensation and LGBTQIA+ Advocate Samantha Andrew.  Llisten to this hilarious Queen and I as we sit down and chat all things Queer, Comedy and TikTok. Samantha shares some insight into the life of a queer content creator, we also discuss how Samantha uses her platform to help LGBTQIA+ individuals and couples. I hope you all enjoy this episode just as much as I did recording it! Have a fabulous week my beautiful people!  Where to find Samantha:  TikTok - samanthandrew1 Instagram - @samanthandrew Follow us on Instagram to stay updated! @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_

    54 min

  8. 08/06/2021

    The Stories of Marsha P. Johnson and Sylvia Rivera

    Continuing the discussion surrounding Pride month - today’s episode will be focusing on fellow Liberators Marsha P. Johnson and Sylvia Rivera. Their stories have been absolutely empowering, fascinating and heartbreaking to research. It is important to educate ourselves on the history of our community and why June is the month of Pride! If you wish for further information on this:  Check out the documentary on Netflix - “The Death and Life of Marsha P. Johnson”  YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6-P1TyVKjs  Sylvia's Speech 1973:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jb-JIOWUw1o Check out TV Series POSE on Binge  Follow us on Instagram to stay update 3 @icanteventhinkstraighpodcast  @phoenixryan_

    27 min
See All (35)

Trailer

5
out of 5
33 Ratings

About

Sit down with me as we discuss many topics surrounding the LBGTQIA+ community and a whole range of other issues that reach out to everyone. As this podcast is all about inclusivity.

Information

  • Creator
    Phoenix Ryan
  • Years Active
    2020 - 2021
  • Episodes
    35
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 I Can't Even Think Straight
  • Show Website
    I Can't Even Think Straight