The Mystic Misfits Society Show

Juan Galán & Jessie Cae

Welcome to The Mystic Misfits Society Show, a sanctuary for seekers, visionaries, and spiritual rebels awakening to who they truly are. This show explores the edges of mysticism, metaphysical Christianity, consciousness, and the modern awakening journey. Together, we dive into gnostic wisdom, scripture decoding, energetic healing, identity work, kundalini, cosmic remembrance, and the mysteries that shape our inner transformation. Whether you're seeking clarity, healing, or spiritual depth, this show invites you into conversations that are raw, grounded, mystical, and deeply human. Welcome to the Society. You belong here.

Episodes

  1. 12 MAR

    From 27 Convictions to Attorney: A Radical Story of Redemption & Faith With Joshua Horton

    What if the darkest chapters of your life were actually preparing you for your greatest purpose? In this powerful episode, we sit down with Joshua Horton—attorney, speaker, and author of the upcoming memoir A Legal Rebel, No Matter What. Joshua’s story is nothing short of extraordinary. Once a high school dropout with 27 criminal convictions, addiction, and homelessness, he eventually rebuilt his life from the ground up—earning his GED, graduating magna c*m laude from the University of Mississippi, becoming a public defender, and founding his own law firm. But this conversation goes far beyond a redemption story. Joshua shares how trauma, shame, addiction, and spiritual searching ultimately led him into deep recovery, shadow work, and a profoundly personal relationship with God. Through honesty and vulnerability, he reveals how the very pain that once nearly destroyed his life became the foundation for healing, purpose, and service to others. Together, we explore topics like addiction recovery, faith, masculinity, vulnerability, spiritual awakening, and why confronting your shadow might be the most powerful thing you can do for your life. If you've ever felt trapped by your past, struggled with shame, or wondered how God works through our darkest moments—this episode will speak directly to your soul. What You'll Learn in This Episode - How Joshua went from 27 convictions and addiction to becoming an attorney - Why our darkest experiences can become our greatest assets - The hidden role trauma plays in addiction and self-destructive patterns - How recovery and spirituality reconnect people with God - Why vulnerability and sharing our wounds creates deep healing - The difference between religion, spirituality, and personal faith - How shadow work helps transform shame into purpose - Why sometimes our greatest breakthroughs come through surrender Key Takeaway: Your past is not your prison. When you bring your shadows into the light, they can become the very tools that help others heal. Work With Us If this conversation resonated with you and you're ready to go deeper into shadow work, spiritual awakening, and integrating psychology with faith, here are a few ways to journey with us: ✨ Mystic Misfit Society Show Join our community for deeper conversations, exclusive teachings, and spiritual integration with other awakened souls and seekers. Join here: https://www.skool.com/the-mystic-misfits-society 🌗 Threshold The Monthly Portal for Mystics Ready to Turn Spiritual Awakening into a Life They Can Feel, See, and Live Join here: https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/threshold 📖 The 6-Week Jung & Jesus Course Explore the intersection of Carl Jung’s psychology and the teachings of Jesus, uncover your shadow, and begin integrating the deeper layers of your psyche and faith. Join here: https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/jesus-and-jung Connect With Joshua Horton 📖 Pre-order: A Legal Rebel, No Matter What: https://joshuahortonlaw.com/book-preorder/ 🌐 Website: www.joshuahortonlaw.com Share the Love If this episode moved you, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Your support helps us spread conversations that awaken, heal, and inspire.

    51 min
  2. 8 MAR

    The Real Meaning of the Fall: How Shame Was Born and How to Return to Eden

    What if everything you were taught about the Garden of Eden was missing the most important part? In this episode of the Mystic Misfits Society Show, Juan Galán and Jessie Cae sit down live with their community to decode one of the most symbolically rich passages in all of scripture — Genesis 1 through 3 — not as a literal historical account, but as a map of the human soul. What they uncover is both ancient and radically personal: Eden was never a place you were cast out of. It's a state of consciousness you can return to. And the fall? It wasn't about sin. It was about the birth of shame. Key Takeaways - Eden is unity consciousness. Before the fall, there was no awareness of separation — no duality, no shame, no division between the human and the divine. That original state isn't lost. It's accessible, and it lives inside you right now. - The serpent was never evil. The serpent simply offered information — eat this, and your eyes will open. That's exactly what happened. The fall wasn't caused by the eating. It was caused by the shame spiral that followed. The voice that said why did you do that? — that was the real fall. - Genesis was written by multiple authors — and they contradict each other. One author wrote from a place of divine union. The other wrote from separation. That tension is not a flaw in the text. It's a mirror of the inner experience of every awakening soul. - Your life has its own Garden of Eden. The womb is Eden. Birth is the first separation. The ego forms around age seven. And there is a moment in every person's childhood — the first time they felt shame — that marks their personal fall. The spiritual journey is the walk back. - Return to Eden is not a return to innocence. It's a return to remembrance. Shadow work, somatic practice, humility, and conscious integration are the path back into wholeness — not perfection, but presence. References & Further Reading Data Over. Dogma Podcast — hosted by Dan McClellan, biblical scholar. His episode on Genesis (via an interview on Flipping Tables with Monty Morter) is where Juan first encountered the idea that Genesis 1 and 2 were written by different authors at different times. Highly recommended for anyone wanting a scholarly grounding in the textual history of scripture: https://podcasts.apple.com/ae/podcast/data-over-dogma/id1681418502 Flipping Tables Podcast — hosted by Monty Morter, exploring deconstruction, Christian nationalism, and faith reimagined: https://podcasts.apple.com/ae/podcast/flipping-tables/id1793373858 The Gnostic Texts — referenced throughout the episode in relation to the Gnostic interpretation of Eden, Sophia, Yaldabaoth, and the feminine principle in creation. Join the Mystic Misfits Society This conversation was recorded live inside the Mystic Misfits Society — a community for people who take their spirituality seriously but aren't willing to leave their questions at the door. If you found yourself nodding, wrestling, or quietly undone by something in this episode, this is your people. Come study, explore, and remember together. → https://www.skool.com/the-mystic-misfits-society Continue the Journey Juan and Jessie created the Return to Eden Challenge — a 21-day experience of audio drops, embodiment practices, and somatic activations designed to walk you from the birth of shame back into a felt sense of oneness. Start it at your own pace. → [Return to Eden Challenge Link] Ready to go deeper into scripture, consciousness, and your own soul in a live study container? → https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/the-return-to-eden-challenge

    1hr 4min
  3. 22 FEB

    Escaping the Matrix: From Victimhood to Sovereignty

    You see the corruption. You see the manipulation. You see the polarization. But what if you’re still in the matrix? In this raw, live conversation, we unpack the uncomfortable truth: Waking up to the system isn’t the same as escaping it. Many people awaken to politics, religion, and corruption… Yet still operate from fear, reactivity, and victimhood. In this episode, we explore: The difference between seeing the matrix and escaping it How fight/flight/freeze keeps you trapped The victim and savior roles (and how to drop them) Why needing a villain means you’re still participating Non-duality (and why it’s not spiritual bypassing) Political triggers as shadow work How to “flip tables” without feeding your ego Sovereignty vs. identity-based awakening We also dive into: Nervous system regulation Radical responsibility Collective shadow work Jesus, mysticism, and consciousness Why evil may simply be unconsciousness This isn’t about picking sides. It’s about reclaiming authority. The matrix isn’t just external systems. It’s the unconscious patterns you consent to. If you’ve ever: Felt triggered by politics Felt morally superior in your awakening Swapped one villain for another Or struggled to stay grounded in polarization This conversation will challenge you — and free you. 👇 Comment below: What role are you ready to release — Victim, Savior, Rebel, or something else? 🔔 Subscribe for more conversations on consciousness, shadow work, mysticism & sovereignty. 🔥 Ready to Go Deeper? If this conversation stirred something in you… If you’re done playing the victim, the savior, or the “awakened” identity… If you’re ready to actually escape the matrix within… 🌿 Join Our Community We’re having these conversations in real time inside our private space — where we explore: Shadow work Mysticism & scripture Nervous system regulation Non-duality Sovereignty in a polarized world 👉 Join the community here: https://www.skool.com/the-mystic-misfits-society 🔥 Join Threshold (Deep Integration Work) Threshold is where we don’t just talk about awakening — we integrate it. Inside Threshold, we: Work through shadow patterns in real time Decode scripture & mysticism Explore Jungian psychology + neuroscience Practice nervous system regulation Release unconscious roles (Victim, Savior, Rebel) 👉 Apply / Join Threshold here: https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/threshold #EscapingTheMatrix #SpiritualAwakening #NonDuality

    1hr 9min
  4. 29 JAN

    The Inner Battle: Satan, Demons, Shadow Work & the Path of Non-Duality

    What if Satan, demons, and “evil” were never external forces—but reflections of unintegrated parts within us? In this deeply honest and expansive conversation, Juan and Jessie Cae explore the inner battle between divinity and shadow, challenging inherited religious narratives rooted in fear, guilt, and externalized power. Drawing from psychology, mysticism, embodiment, and non-duality, they reframe Satan as the inner adversary—the egoic voice of opposition—and demons as disordered inner forces that emerge when shadow is ignored. Together, they unpack how traditional religion conditions people to give away their power—to a distant God, a savior outside themselves, or an external devil—creating cycles of shame, fear, and spiritual bypassing. Instead, they invite listeners into a more embodied path: radical responsibility, nervous system regulation, and shadow integration as the true doorway to healing and “salvation.” This episode weaves together personal stories, parenting metaphors, addiction recovery insights, interpretations of Jesus (Yeshua) and Christ consciousness, and the lived challenge of practicing non-duality beyond “love and light.” Rather than bypassing darkness, Juan and Jessie emphasize meeting it with curiosity, compassion, and honesty—within ourselves and in others. In this episode, you’ll explore: Why Satan and demons may symbolize inner psychological and emotional fragmentation How fear-based religion disconnects us from our bodies, agency, and inner authority The link between shadow repression, nervous system dysregulation, and illness Salvation as remembrance and realignment, not moral perfection Jesus as an embodied example of non-duality—not a distant savior What it actually looks like to live non-duality in real life (and why it’s hard) This conversation is an invitation to stop fighting yourself, stop externalizing your power, and begin the courageous work of integrating the shadow so wholeness can emerge naturally. Links & Resources ✨ Join the Mystic Misfits Society 👉 https://www.skool.com/the-mystic-misfits-society 🔥 Explore the Jung & Jesus Program inside Threshold 👉 https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/jesus-and-jung 📲 Connect with Us on Instagram Juan: https://www.instagram.com/iamjuangalan/ Jessie Cae: https://www.instagram.com/iamjessiecae/

    49 min
  5. 24 JAN

    Salvation as Love: Awakening Christ Consciousness Beyond Religion with Will Deroode

    What if salvation isn’t something you wait for after death—but something you awaken to right now? In this powerful and expansive conversation, Juan and Jessie Cae are joined by spiritual mentor and multidimensional guide Will Deroode to reframe salvation through the lens of love, embodiment, and remembrance—not fear, sin, or separation Together, they explore how traditional Christianity has often externalized salvation, while Yeshua’s original teachings point toward an inner liberation: a return to wholeness, innocence, and divine connection already within us. In this episode, we explore: ☑️ Salvation as remembrance, not rescue ☑️ Christ as a liberator and way-shower, not an external savior ☑️ Heaven as a frequency accessible through the nervous system ☑️ Why unconditional love dissolves religious, cultural, and spiritual separation ☑️ How conditioning, trauma, and ancestral imprints obscure our true nature ☑️ Spiritual sovereignty and reclaiming the authority of your inner knowing ☑️ Becoming “like a child” as a path back to joy, presence, and flow Rather than debating belief systems, this conversation invites you into a felt experience of spirituality—where salvation is lived, embodied, and expressed through love, unity, and conscious choice. If you’ve ever felt triggered by religion but deeply connected to truth… If you sense there’s more to Christ’s message than what you were taught… If you’re ready to experience heaven here and now… This episode is an invitation to walk the Way—not through doctrine, but through love. Continue the Journey ✨ Join the Community: https://www.skool.com/the-mystic-misfits-society 🌿 Explore Threshold: https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/threshold 🤍 Connect with Will Deroode: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/will.deroode/

    1hr 27min
  6. 8 JAN

    No One Is Coming to Save You: Sovereignty, Wealth & Mystic Christianity with Kathryn Eriksen

    In this powerful first guest interview, we sit down with Kathryn Eriksen — former litigation attorney turned spiritual wealth coach, author, and creator of Empowered Way — for a deep conversation on sovereignty, money, and inner authority. Kathryn shares her journey from traditional success and external validation into mystic Christianity, embodied spirituality, and conscious wealth. Together, we explore how victimhood shapes our relationship with money, why abundance is our natural state, and what it truly means to stop waiting for a savior and claim your inner knowing. This episode weaves together spirituality, psychology, and practicality as Kathryn breaks down: Why money is neutral energy — and how our unconscious patterns shape financial reality The shift from victimhood to sovereignty (and why “no one is coming to save you”) Mystic Christianity, gnosis, and reclaiming a direct relationship with the divine Meditation, contemplative prayer, and embodied ways of listening within Sacred money archetypes, energetic reciprocity, and alignment in business How women can stop forcing masculine business models and work in flow instead Using AI and technology as tools for authentic self-expression and alignment Through personal stories — from mystical encounters in nature to moments of fear, judgment, and awakening — this conversation invites you to remember who you truly are beneath conditioning, scarcity, and comparison. ✨ If you’ve ever felt torn between spirituality and success… ✨ If money feels charged, confusing, or heavy… ✨ If you’re ready to reclaim your inner authority and live from sovereignty… This episode is for you. Resources & Links: ⁠Kathryn Eriksen’s work & offerings⁠: https://www.empoweredway.com/ ⁠The Money Tree by Kathryn Eriksen⁠: https://amzn.to/49e91iR

    59 min
  7. 18/12/2025

    Mary Magdalene’s Comeback: The Gospel of Mary, Sophia & the Return of the Divine Feminine

    Mary Magdalene is everywhere right now... and in Episode 2 of Mystic Misfit Society Show, Juan and Jessie Cae explore why. From their Catholic upbringings to modern portrayals like The Chosen, they trace the moment they realized something felt “off” about the version of Mary they were handed, and why they now feel called to help “clean her image.” This episode explores Gnostic frameworks (including the Gospel of Mary), the symbolic meaning behind the “seven demons,” and the living invitation of Magdalene energy: devotion, truth, embodiment, and the return to inner union—feminine and masculine in harmony. You’ll also hear reflections on Sophia (divine wisdom), ritual, and the controversial (but fascinating) threads around Mary’s life after the crucifixion, right through the South of France (Gaul). What We Cover: - A short grounding to “land” in Magdalene’s devotion, courage, and truth - Why Mary Magdalene is “making a comeback” (and why it’s showing up everywhere) - Catholic conditioning: the “prostitute” narrative, what lingered even after “corrections,” and what it did to our understanding of the feminine - The Chosen and the way modern portrayals still shape the “saved sinner” storyline - The “seven demons” as inner powers / spiritual thresholds (instead of literal possession) - Chakras, astrology, archetypes, and “take what resonates” spirituality as a healing lens - Sophia, the Demiurge, and the “spark of gnosis” as the way back to remembrance - Magdalene priestess energy, devotion-as-ritual, and how “the body knows.” - The “controversial take”: Mary’s journey after the crucifixion + Gaul (South of France) traditions - Closing prayer for harmony, guidance, and remembrance Mentioned in the Episode (Resources): - The Chosen (TV series) - Gospel of Mary (Gnostic text). “ - https://amzn.to/4j6smG4 - The Woman with the Alabaster Jar” -https://amzn.to/44DdPvw - “Magdalene’s Journey” - https://amzn.to/4s6xhLe - "Anna, Grandmother of Jesus" - https://amzn.to/4s5TSrh If this episode stirred something ancient in you, subscribe, share it with a friend, and leave a comment/review to help spread the mission of remembrance. Want to go deeper? Check out Threshold (weekly gatherings + teachings + moon rituals + live podcast participation). Checkout Threshold: https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/threshold

    50 min
  8. 10/12/2025

    You’re Not Crazy, You’re Awakening: The Birth of Mystic Misfits Society

    Welcome to the very first episode of the Mystic Misfits Society Podcast – a space for the ones who don’t quite fit in the church pews or the typical “woo” spaces, but know you’re here for something deeper. Jessie and Juan open this episode with a grounding, heart-centered meditation to help you drop into your body, connect with your inner Christ light, and practice discernment: take what’s for you, leave what’s not. From there, they share the origin story of Mystic Misfits Society – how a season of spiritual awakening, loneliness, and “I must be crazy” moments turned into a global community for mystics, sensitives, and spiritual misfits who are waking up all over the world. In This Episode, They Explore: - Why spiritual awakening can feel more isolating before it feels liberating - Jess’s journey from small-town Canada, secret awakenings, and hiding her truth in AI chats, podcasts, and Substack - Juan’s path through Christian community, inner conflict, plant medicine, and the moment “Mystic Misfits” landed in his spirit - The viral “religion lied to you about repent” message and why disruption, controversy, and truth-telling are part of this movement - Moving beyond religious boxes into Christ consciousness, love, and inner authority - What it feels like when your gifts increase – deep pattern recognition, sensing people’s wounds, and feeling almost “telepathic” - The difference between outer authority (titles, degrees, positions) and inner authority (Spirit within, Ruah, lived experience) - Why Mystic Misfits is not just a community, but a cocoon for next-level humans What Is Mystic Misfits Society? Mystic Misfits Society is an online home for the ones waking up to higher levels of consciousness, love, and truth – especially if you’ve come from a Christian or religious background and now feel like a “misfit” in the spaces that used to feel like home. Here, your questions, mystical encounters, deconstruction, and deep relationship with God/Source are not only welcomed… they’re normalized. Inside “Threshold”: The Inner Cocoon In this episode, Jess and Juan also introduce Threshold – their intimate private container within Mystic Misfits Society. Threshold is for those who feel called to: - Be witnessed as you navigate big waves of awakening - Integrate your spiritual expansion into your relationships, work, and leadership - Practice using your voice, sharing your truth, and being truly seen - Walk with others who get it when your nervous system, beliefs, and identity are all re-wiring at once Join Threshold: https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/threshold This Episode Is For You If… - You’ve had spiritual or mystical experiences you don’t know how to explain - You feel “too Christian” for New Age spaces and “too woo” for the church - You’re scared to fully share what you’re experiencing with friends, family, or your old community - You sense you’re here to help build what’s coming next on Earth – but you don’t want to do it alone Links & Next Steps 🔮 Join Mystic Misfits Society Community: https://www.skool.com/the-mystic-misfits-society 🌀 Learn More About Threshold: https://www.igcreatoracademy.com/threshold Connect with Your Hosts Connect with Jess: https://www.instagram.com/iamjessiecae/ Connect with Juan: https://www.instagram.com/iamjuangalan/

    1hr 8min

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Welcome to The Mystic Misfits Society Show, a sanctuary for seekers, visionaries, and spiritual rebels awakening to who they truly are. This show explores the edges of mysticism, metaphysical Christianity, consciousness, and the modern awakening journey. Together, we dive into gnostic wisdom, scripture decoding, energetic healing, identity work, kundalini, cosmic remembrance, and the mysteries that shape our inner transformation. Whether you're seeking clarity, healing, or spiritual depth, this show invites you into conversations that are raw, grounded, mystical, and deeply human. Welcome to the Society. You belong here.

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