Craft and Chaos

A Weird Show for Weirdos Who Make Things How do you make art when the world feels like it’s on fire? Welcome to Craft and Chaos, the podcast for creative minds trying to thrive in the madness. Whether you write, paint, build, perform, or daydream ideas that keep you up at night, this show is your companion through the wild ride of making something out of nothing. Join Misty, Pete, Kyle, and Ryan — a ragtag team of creative types — as they dive into the joy, frustration, and beautiful mess of the artistic process. From the spark of inspiration to the reality of “I actually made this,” they’ll share honest stories, epic wins, total flops, and the weird, wonderful chaos that comes with being possessed by a new idea. This isn’t just about craft. It’s about surviving the noise, embracing your weird, and making cool stuff anyway. Wherever the strangest podcasts are found.

  1. Understanding the Heroes, Gods, and Monsters in Creative Work

    2 DAYS AGO

    Understanding the Heroes, Gods, and Monsters in Creative Work

    There is something almost embarrassing about the relief that comes from owning a thing entirely. Pete self-published his first novella, Lattice, and what he keeps coming back to is not the early reader responses or the question of whether people will like it. It is the dashboard. The group digs into what gatekeepers actually do (less line editing than you think, more echo chamber than you would hope), what self-publishing opens up and what it absolutely cannot guarantee, and why Ryan Dalton's first question to any aspiring author is not about craft but about goal. Mandy is in Greece, surrounded by ruins built for gods that still feel alive, and she wants to know what makes a hero, how thrasheth the gods, and whither our monsters. Everyone has opinions and nobody picks the same examples, and yet somehow the whole conversation keeps circling back to the same question: what are you actually worshipping? We are haunted by the forces that guide us this week. We thrive in the chaos. Mandy does not like horror movies and would like to understand why everyone else does. The group obliges with a theory about indifference that is genuinely unsettling, a taxonomy of monsters that ends somewhere near Eldritch horror and the insect kingdom, and a merch opportunity. Meaning is for hats. (00:00) - Welcome to Craft and Chaos (02:02) - The Creative Brief (15:42) - What Makes Your Heroes (34:14) - "Sponsor" Gibberish (35:12) - Our Gods (50:41) - "Sponsor:" Hit Send (51:35) - Monsters

    1hr 6min
  2. Necessary Fictions

    2 APR

    Necessary Fictions

    Your brain told you this was going to be a short project. It also told you the outline was basically done, that sleep is optional, and that this time things would be different. Your brain, it turns out, has the self-awareness of a raccoon who just knocked over a trash can — and you keep listening to it anyway, because without it you never start anything. That's the premise of this week's Craft and Chaos, and it only gets more uncomfortably accurate from there. Pete Wright, Mandy Fabian, Kyle Olson, and Ryan Dalton each confess the lies that get them to work — the necessary fictions every creative runs on, whether or not they'll admit it. Some of those lies are aspirational. Some are borrowed from Terry Pratchett. One of them is genuinely bleak. They also name the imaginary audience living in their heads while they create, which turns out to be a surprisingly revealing question when four people actually answer it honestly. The back half introduces "Guilty or Not Guilty," where each host confesses a creative rule they violate and then — badly — argues against themselves before the rest of the crew delivers a verdict. The arguments get personal. The analogies get gross. And someone uses the phrase "creative polyamory" in a way that makes everybody uncomfortable. If you have ever told yourself a beautiful, necessary lie in order to make something — and you have — this one's going to land. Links & Notes Jess Plus NoneCharlie Kaufman • BAFTA Screenwriters' Lecture SeriesAO3 (Archive of Our Own)Connect with the Show Submit your questions at craftandchaos.fun — click any episode page and hit the submit button. New episodes drop every two weeks. (00:00) - Welcome to Craft and Chaos (02:00) - The Creative Roundtable (09:50) - The Lies that Get You Out of Bed (18:17) - "Sponsor:" COP (19:48) - Your Imaginary Avatar (36:24) - "Sponsor:" Nostalgia (38:41) - Guilty or Not Guilty

    1hr 9min
  3. Against Productivity: A Manifesto in Three Acts and One Bowl

    19 MAR

    Against Productivity: A Manifesto in Three Acts and One Bowl

    Creative people are very good at turning joy into homework. We find something we love, immediately ask how it could become a career, worry that we're not doing it correctly, read seven books about it, and six months later we're staring at the thing we used to love and feeling nothing. It is a remarkable talent and we should probably stop. This week — inspired by The Tick, of all things — the Craft and Chaos crew attempts to remember what it felt like before all that. The assignment: something you made or did or consumed recently whose only job is to make you unreasonably happy. No portfolio value. No lofty artistic ambition. Just the pure, embarrassing, uncomplicated thing. The results are, genuinely, a lot. Pete spent months learning to use a lathe in his neighbor's garage and emerged with a camphor burl bowl so thick-walled it could survive a home invasion, and he is vibrating at a frequency that can only be described as "third-grader at a craft fair." Ryan wrote his first murder — in a genre he's never written, with a live stream, an off-camera death, and a moral ambiguity that refuses to let you off the hook — and somehow made it work without a drop of blood. Kyle has finally launched a plays page on his website (WadeIntoTheWeird.com, which is a name that earns its keep), attended four overlapping high school theater productions, and was reduced to helpless laughter by a single line delivered with absolutely no inflection whatsoever. And Mandy directed a commercial, hired her own dog, and dissolved a piece of paper in eclipse water at a crossroads to banish obstacles from her life. We are not here to judge. It worked, probably. The episode closes with a dramatic reading of Terry Bisson's 1991 short story "They're Made Out of Meat" — two aliens assessing humanity and arriving at the only logical conclusion, which is to erase us from the records and pretend no one's home — and if you don't come away from it slightly horrified by the fact that you are a pile of thinking, dreaming, singing meat, you weren't paying attention. Pure joy, folks. This is what it looks like. (00:00) - Welcome to Craft and Chaos (02:24) - Things that are Creatively Satisfying (19:25) - "Sponsor" Brevity (20:26) - Something you Do for Joy (51:17) - "Sponsor" Brevity

    1 hr
  4. Poser Syndrome, Chinchilla Fights, and the Art of Saying Yes Before You're Ready

    19 FEB

    Poser Syndrome, Chinchilla Fights, and the Art of Saying Yes Before You're Ready

    Here's something nobody warns you about being a creative person: at some point, you will have to decide how much of your actual life you're willing to shove into your work and then show to the people you stole it from. Mandy's writing a book for her teenage daughters and discovering that words, frustratingly, do not arrive pre-edited. Ryan's twelve thousand words into a thriller and has realized he is constitutionally incapable of writing a scene without at least one silly billy. And Kyle just got tracked down through Instagram by someone who wants to produce one of his plays — which is both a beautiful story about good work finding its audience and a cautionary tale about maybe putting your contact information on things. We're all works in progress. Some of us more literally than others. This week we're talking about truth — where it shows up in creative work, how much of it you actually need, and whether "based on a true story" is a promise or a threat. Pete's deep in a film series about fraud and discovers that the best true stories are the ones about liars. Kyle argues — compellingly — that he doesn't want historical accuracy at all, he wants you to lie to him beautifully, and cites Better Man (the Robbie Williams movie where Robbie Williams is a CGI chimpanzee) as possibly the most emotionally honest biopic ever made. Mandy confesses she once showed her mom a deeply autobiographical short film and offered to never screen it publicly, which was, and she will admit this, an absolute lie. The takeaway is something like: the facts don't have to be true as long as the feeling is in creative works. Which is either profound or the motto of every con artist in history. We also dig into fake it till you make it — that specific flavor of creative terror where you say "yes" to something you cannot yet do and then sprint toward competence before anyone notices. Ryan's been calling himself a writer since he was a kid, years before he was actually doing it professionally, which turned out to be less of a lie and more of a very patient prophecy. Pete walked into rooms full of people asking "what is a podcast" and answered "I'll tell you tomorrow," which is apparently a viable business model. And Kyle talks about the moment Mandy told him he was actually good at interviewing — after he'd spent an entire podcast series convinced he was faking it. Turns out most of us are faking it. The ones who make it are just the ones who kept showing up anyway. Plus: the crew breaks down what makes them laugh — from the Zucker Brothers hiding A-list jokes in the background of hospital scenes, to Rose Matafeo's Horndog, to a comedian named Kurt Braunohler doing five minutes on 120,000 bees that plays like Shakespeare wrote a set at The Comedy Store. And our beloved fake sponsors return: The Other Orange wants your gambling money (they might train owls), and The Last Apple would like to buy everything you own and rent it back to you at a reasonable, eternal monthly rate.  We remain the only podcast either of them sponsors. Probably for good reason. Films & Shows Discussed: Better Man (2024) — Robbie Williams biopic with CGI chimp, dir. Michael GraceyCan You Ever Forgive Me? (2018) — Lee Israel forgery storyThe Hoax (2006) — Richard Gere as fake Howard Hughes biographerShattered Glass (2003) — Stephen Glass / New Republic fabrication scandalQuiz Show (1994) — Charles Van Doren quiz show scandal, dir. Robert RedfordBig Eyes (2014) — Margaret Keane painting credit story, dir. Tim BurtonRocketman (2019) — Elton John biopicBohemian Rhapsody (2018) — Queen / Freddie Mercury biopicBaby Reindeer (2024) — Netflix limited series (NOT Baby Driver)Baby Driver (2017) — Edgar Wright film (NOT Baby Reindeer)The Orville (2017–2022) — Seth MacFarlane sci-fi comedy seriesShrinking — Apple TV+ comedy series (current season at time of recording)Will & Grace (1998–2006, 2017–2020) — NBC sitcomSaturday Night (2024) — SNL origin story filmThe Theranos Movie: The Dropout (2022) — Elizabeth Holmes tries to be Steve Jobs and goes to jail.Press Your Luck Documentary: The Luckiest Man in America (2024) — about Michael Larson breaking Press Your Luck (verify exact title)Comedy Specials & Clips Referenced: Rose Matafeo: Horndog (2020) — stand-up specialKurt Braunohler — "120,000 Bees" bitAlex Edelman: Just for Us (2023) — HBO stand-up specialDemi Adejuyigbe Is Going to Do One Backflip — Dropout specialJohn Mulaney Presents: Everybody's in L.A. (2024) — Netflix live talk showBob Reese — "AI Videos Are Getting Too Good" YouTube parkour seriesThe Naked Gun (1988) — Zucker Brothers; "Mrs. Nordberg" hospital jokeBo Burnham — Oh you know... just a pioneer of multimedia/tech-forward comedy specialsComedians & Writers Mentioned: Patton OswaltSean HayesMegan MullallyMax Mutchnick — Will & Grace creator/showrunnerMike Birbiglia — Referenced as storytelling comedy style influenceMonty PythonJack Benny — Referenced as old-school one-shot comedy styleBooks & Writing Projects Mentioned: You're Okay, Go Play — Mandy Fabian's book in progress (nonfiction, for her daughters)This Last Adventure — Ryan Dalton's previous novel featuring family stories and Alzheimer's themesUnapologetically ADHD — Pete Wrigh...

    1hr 10min
  5. Permission Granted: Skip the Hard Part and Come Back Later

    22 JAN

    Permission Granted: Skip the Hard Part and Come Back Later

    Look. We're back. New year. New host. And we opened the show with Ryan reading the dictionary definition of the word "we," which is either a bit or a cry for help — the line is thin and we're not here to judge. The point is: Mandy Fabian is here now, Misty is off surviving life at full speed, and we're all still pretending we know what we're doing creatively. (We don't. That's the show.) Here's the thing about creative work that nobody tells you until you've already panicked about it seventeen times: you don't actually have to know what happens next. The writers of Star Trek: The Next Generation — a show that ran for seven seasons and won actual awards — would literally write "tech the tech" in the script when they didn't have the specific quantum warp polaron nonsense figured out yet. Grey's Anatomy? "Medical, medical, medical." These are real strategies used by professionals who got paid. The details came later. The momentum mattered now. This is permission. Take it. We also answer a listener question that hits painfully close to home: what happens when you suddenly have all the time in the world to be creative and your brain immediately responds by doing absolutely nothing? Turns out "I can do anything" metabolizes into "I can't do anything" faster than you'd think. We talk egg timers, scheduled creativity, and why imposing fake limitations on yourself might be the only way to survive unlimited freedom. And then, because we are who we are, we spend the last chunk of the episode pitching wildly different plays based on the same prompt — a veterinarian's office, three actors, and the opening line "Do you want the honest version or the one that'll let you sleep tonight?" Somehow we ended up with alien kittens, a ketamine heist, and a sentient skin rash that makes people act out telenovelas. This is the show. We're so glad you're here. Smart People Who Said Smart Things: Ronald D. Moore — The "tech the tech" guyShonda Rhimes — The "medical, medical, medical" queenMadeleine L'Engle — "Inspiration more often comes during the work than before it." Correct.Don Roos — Screenwriter behind the one-hour egg timer method: commit to one focused hour, let it grow if it wants toSteven Pressfield — Author of The War of Art, originator of "the resistance" as a concept for that voice in your head that tells you you're garbagePlaces That Let Creatives Do Weird Things on Deadlines: Muse Fest at Space 55 (Phoenix) — Nine muses, nine responses, one week, no stakes, maximum creativityPhoenix Theater's 24-Hour Theater Project — Kyle wrote a 15-page script overnight and it was about a sentient skin rash. We'll explain.Series Fest / Tribeca / Frameline — Festivals Mandy is submitting her pilot toProjects You Should Know About: StorySprawl — Pete's invite-only collaborative writing project where you never write what comes next, someone else does, and it's apparently liberating as hellYou Are Here — Mandy's indie TV pilot, shot micro-budget over three days. Coming soon?The Black Cape Saga — Ryan's upcoming words! Mark your Goodreads!Go Help Yourself — Misty's podcast. Still running. Go listen if you miss her. We do.Tools for People Who Need Structure: Obsidian — Kyle is migrating his notes here from Zoho Notebook and found a file from eight years ago that just said "This is where the good ideas go." Still waiting.The One-Hour Egg Timer Method — One hour. No phone. No errands. If it turns into three hours, great. If not, you did the hour. That's the whole thing. Sean Carlin has a good write-up here.Public Domain Watch (From the Fake Sponsor): Nancy Drew, Miss Marple, Sam Spade — All entered public domain January 2026. Do something interesting with them. Please. No more horror movies. (00:00) - Welcome to Craft and Chaos (02:45) - Creative Hijinks (23:00) - Sponsor: Jess Plus None • A Film by Mandy Fabian (27:03) - You Don't Have to Have All The Answers Right Now (44:12) - Listener Question (57:23) - "Sponsor:" Nancy Drew & The Public Domain (58:58) - When You Have No Time At All

    1hr 12min

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A Weird Show for Weirdos Who Make Things How do you make art when the world feels like it’s on fire? Welcome to Craft and Chaos, the podcast for creative minds trying to thrive in the madness. Whether you write, paint, build, perform, or daydream ideas that keep you up at night, this show is your companion through the wild ride of making something out of nothing. Join Misty, Pete, Kyle, and Ryan — a ragtag team of creative types — as they dive into the joy, frustration, and beautiful mess of the artistic process. From the spark of inspiration to the reality of “I actually made this,” they’ll share honest stories, epic wins, total flops, and the weird, wonderful chaos that comes with being possessed by a new idea. This isn’t just about craft. It’s about surviving the noise, embracing your weird, and making cool stuff anyway. Wherever the strangest podcasts are found.

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