In Episode 17 of The LeadHer Shift Podcast, host Alian Ollivierre sits down with mindset mentor and holistic healer, Jacqui Letran. From rebellious teen to award-winning author, Jacqui shares her powerful story of healing, identity, and inner transformation. They dove into how childhood trauma, subconscious programming, and self-talk impact our leadership journey, and why healing your inner girl is essential to becoming the woman you’re called to be. Transcripts: Alian Ollivierre [00:00:00]: Welcome to the Lead Her Chef podcast. This is what I like to call a safe space. A space for bold women building their power, presence, and purpose from the inside out. A space where we explore what it means to lead with clarity, courage, and conviction. So wherever you are in the world. Hey, I'm your host, Aliane Oliver, and I am super honored that you're tuning in today. Hi, guys. Alian Oliver here, back again with Lead Her Shift, Another dynamic woman from around the globe. Alian Ollivierre [00:00:44]: We've been talking to so many, but Jackie is particularly special. She's a mindset mentor and holistic healer. I just wanted to make sure I got it right, and we're gonna delve into what that means. Right. But first, let me introduce you to Jackie. I'll let her share a little bit about herself and her a little bit about her story, and then we'll go deeper into what that title actually means. So over to you, Jackie. Talk to me about who is. Alian Ollivierre [00:01:16]: Let me define Jackie. So let's put it this way. What are two words? If you could even narrow it down to two. What are two words that describes Jackie? Jacqui Letran [00:01:31]: Inspired. Alian Ollivierre [00:01:32]: Okay. Inspired. And happy. Happy. Okay. Why happy? What is it that makes Jackie happy? Jacqui Letran [00:01:43]: Well, you know, I really am very blessed. Such a beautiful point in my life where everything has just fallen into place. Not by accident, you know, by a whole lot of work and a whole lot of planning. Alian Ollivierre [00:01:58]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:01:58]: But I'm at this where the things I've been wanting to create, I've created. And I just love every aspect of my life right now, from personal, professional, romantic. Alian Ollivierre [00:02:09]: Wow. Jacqui Letran [00:02:10]: It's amazing. Alian Ollivierre [00:02:11]: Yeah. I feel like. Feel like, in a way, and you could correct me if I'm wrong, but in a way, you feel complete is what I'm hearing. At least. Is that. Am I right in saying that? Jacqui Letran [00:02:25]: Yes. Complete, blessed, just content. I mean, life is good. Alian Ollivierre [00:02:31]: Life is good. That's amazing. So, you know, in tracking back, we've. We've been dealing with. And this is very off topic, but we've been dealing with COVID for most of the year so far, at least. And then you say. Then you say, I'm happy. I'm complete. Alian Ollivierre [00:02:54]: So what makes that so even in light of all the challenges that has been happening globally? Has something shifted since COVID or. It didn't matter as result of COVID. Jacqui Letran [00:03:09]: So, you know, Covid is definitely a very traumatic thing for many people, and many people are dealing with a lot of loss and suffering, whether it's income loss or loss of people that they care about. Alian Ollivierre [00:03:22]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:03:23]: And lots of Freedom. Right. Because we're now, like, living in a very different lifestyle. Alian Ollivierre [00:03:28]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:03:30]: I feel completely blessed that my life haven't changed that much. My health is fantastic. All the people that I love, their health is fantastic. I have an amazing relationship with my husband. We have stability in our income. We both work from home. We really enjoy being with each other. I mean, like, it could be a lot worse. Jacqui Letran [00:03:54]: And I know there's a lot of people who are not in such great circumstances. My heart breaks for them. But again, I'm just grateful that my husband and I, we worked really hard to set up our life the way that we have it right now. Alian Ollivierre [00:04:08]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:04:09]: Actually just realized our dream just last year, really, right before. So we've been planning on him leaving his corporate work. I brought my business online three years prior. He was like, I'm not quite ready to leave corporate because he's a C level executive and really good money and he have a good title. So he wasn't ready. But we've been working at it and working at it, and finally he was ready and he retired at 47. Alian Ollivierre [00:04:40]: Wow. Jacqui Letran [00:04:41]: And so we started doing what we dream of doing for a long time is we sold everything, moved ourselves, our four cats and our dog into a motorhome and traveled the US and we did seven months straight. I'm telling you, it was just so much fun. And so we were. And then we went back to Florida, kind of like, you know, to stabilize and rework some things and get some more things set up so that we can travel again. And we were supposed to be on the road in April for the rest of the year. And then Covid happened. So. Yeah, obviously not on the road, but again, you know, we are so blessed that we have the opportunity to do what it is that we want to do, and that is just work in a way that's fulfilling to us rather than work to make ends meet. Alian Ollivierre [00:05:37]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:05:38]: Completely blessed. Alian Ollivierre [00:05:40]: That's so funny, because I was literally in the process of asking you what's a fun fact about you? And I just feel like just deciding I'm gonna travel the way how you did and in the way you did is even bigger of a fun fact than I thought. What was that like, though? Like how. How in. In having such a journey. So let's start with the journey itself. In having such a journey like that, is there anything. Any challenges that you came up against or any triumphs you had, whether whether with your mindset shift or with something that actually physically happened? Like, is there anything that you could share about the Experience that you had. Jacqui Letran [00:06:28]: The experience being the RV life. Alian Ollivierre [00:06:30]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:06:32]: It was a huge challenge. I'm not gonna lie and say it was just rosy and perfect. Alian Ollivierre [00:06:37]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:06:38]: The biggest challenge is my husband. He had a big identity shift. In fact, he felt like he lost his identity. And so there were just a lot of time where he's like, what are we doing? I know we talked about this. I know we planned this, but are we being responsible? You know? Alian Ollivierre [00:06:58]: Right. Jacqui Letran [00:06:59]: Left. This amazing corporate work where everything is guaranteed. Well, not really guarantee. We found out. Right. Alian Ollivierre [00:07:04]: Yeah, true. Jacqui Letran [00:07:06]: But at that point, he's like, you know, income's guarantee, health insurance guarantee. I just go in the office. I know what to do. I've been doing it for 30 years, you know, and what are we doing? Alian Ollivierre [00:07:18]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:07:20]: So there was a lot of that. Our relationship struggled a little bit at first because he was just not happy. You know, we both expected that once he retired, we'd be like, oh, party time. Alian Ollivierre [00:07:33]: It's not as easy as that, is it? Jacqui Letran [00:07:35]: I was, until he wasn't, you know? And I love him so much, and it's hard to see the person you love struggling so much. Alian Ollivierre [00:07:44]: Right. Jacqui Letran [00:07:44]: For me, because I'm a mindset mentor and one of my biggest goal in working with all of my clients, helping them to create internal peace. Alian Ollivierre [00:07:54]: Right. Jacqui Letran [00:07:54]: And so that's what I love doing. That's what I'm really good at, and that's something I couldn't help my husband do. And so there was a lot of that mindset. So, like, you're talking about, like, really? Am I really that good of a holistic healer if I can't help my husband? But of course, we all know you can't help someone who's not ready for help. Alian Ollivierre [00:08:16]: That's it. Yeah, that's it. Yes. Jacqui Letran [00:08:20]: He needed that time and space to figure things out for himself. He needed to mope. He needed to go through all of those different emotions that are normal when you. He basically had an identity loss. Alian Ollivierre [00:08:32]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:08:33]: And even when you want that identity loss, when it happened, it's still like, oh, that's not what I thought it was gonna be like. Alian Ollivierre [00:08:39]: Yeah. Jacqui Letran [00:08:40]: And you're never quite ready. Alian Ollivierre [00:08:42]: Yeah. In a lot of it. In a lot of ways, he