Too Cute to Die

Vanessa Aegirsdottir
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Too Cute to Die is a podcast about death, terminal illness, mental health, addiction, recovery, perimenopause, and all the other weird shit no one prepared us for. Hosted by Rebecca (who’s living with young onset Alzheimer’s) and Vanessa (her feral co-conspirator), this show is part support group, part stand-up set, and part diary entry. Expect unfiltered convos, dark humor, lots of cussing, occasional sobbing, and deep dives into what it means to live while falling apart. If you’ve ever felt too young to be this tired, too smart to be this lost, or too cute to be dying… welcome. You’re one of us now. Email us anytime at toocutepod@gmail.com

Episodes

  1. JAN 6

    Episode 03 - Very Gay and Maybe on Fire

    In this week’s episode of Too Cute to Die, we talk breakups, brain fog, and blanket fires—plus Rebecca might be taking dating applications. We get into what it actually means to have young onset Alzheimer’s (spoiler: it’s not just forgetting stuff), why MAiD is about dignity, and the weird limbo of choosing your own death while still being very much alive. We also unpack anticipatory grief, what it means to lose yourself while still being here, and how friendship can be a literal lifeline. There’s laughter, there’s fire alarms, there’s cake—we contain multitudes.   Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Life's Complexities 03:25 Navigating Health and Diagnosis 06:11 Understanding Young Onset Alzheimer's 12:01 The Dignity of End-of-Life Choices 18:17 Grief and Anticipatory Loss 24:30 The Impact of Relationships on Grief 30:01 Reconnecting and Emotional Safety 38:07 Previewing Future Conversations on Intimacy   Email the show TooCutePod@gmail.com   ⚠️ Disclaimer: We are not doctors. We’re not diagnosing you. This is our lived experience and the occasional professional opinion of ChatGPT.

    43 min

  2. 2025-12-30

    Episode 02 - Normalize Adult Blankies and Terminal Dating Apps

    In this episode of 'Too Cute to Die', hosts Vanessa and Rebecca delve into the complexities of living with terminal illness, the emotional challenges of the holiday season, and the importance of friendship and support. They share personal stories about navigating grief, caregiving, and the realities of planning for the future while maintaining a sense of humor and connection. The conversation touches on serious topics such as Lewy body dementia, the need for care, and the desire for intimacy, all while emphasizing the importance of being open and honest about these experiences.   TAKEAWAYS The holiday season can amplify feelings of isolation and grief. Navigating a terminal illness involves both emotional and practical challenges. Friendship and support are crucial during difficult times. Planning for the future is essential when facing terminal illness. Humor can be a coping mechanism in the face of serious topics. Experiencing apathy can be a symptom of illness. The need for care can be a difficult reality to accept. Personal belongings can hold significant emotional value. Intimacy and connection are important, even in the face of death. It's vital to talk openly about the realities of illness and death. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to the Podcast and Personal Updates 03:02 Reflections on Christmas and Business Changes 05:56 Navigating Terminal Illness and Holiday Challenges 09:02 The Emotional Toll of Illness and Isolation 12:00 Facing the Reality of Care Needs 14:53 Planning for the Future and End-of-Life Considerations 18:07 Understanding Lewy Body Dementia and Its Implications 21:01 The Importance of Friendship and Support 23:49 Lighthearted Moments Amid Serious Topics 26:56 Exploring Love, Intimacy, and Death 29:58 Reflections on Life, Death, and Personal Stories   Email the show TooCutePod@gmail.com ⚠️ Disclaimer: We are not doctors. We’re not diagnosing you. This is our lived experience and the occasional professional opinion of ChatGPT.

    40 min

  3. 2025-12-23

    We’re Just Raw-Dogging This Podcast

    In this unfiltered intro episode, we (Rebecca + Vanessa) talk about the Too Cute to Die origin story, young onset Alzheimer’s, mental health chaos, MAID, and why we’re recording this whole show in one-take, no-edit raw mode. It’s messy. It’s real. It’s funny. It’s heavy. Welcome to the chaos. Topics Include MAID: What it is and why Rebecca was approved The difference between young and late-onset Alzheimer’s Mental health diagnosis roulette Medical gaslighting and invisible illness Childhood memory chaos How TikTok built a supportive community (and why it matters) ----more---- Rebecca on TikTok  Vanessa on TikTok Vanessa's Website Email the show TooCutePod@gmail.com ----more---- ⚠️ Disclaimer: We are not doctors. We’re not diagnosing you. This is our lived experience and the occasional professional opinion of ChatGPT.

    32 min
  • 3 Episodes

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About

Too Cute to Die is a podcast about death, terminal illness, mental health, addiction, recovery, perimenopause, and all the other weird shit no one prepared us for. Hosted by Rebecca (who’s living with young onset Alzheimer’s) and Vanessa (her feral co-conspirator), this show is part support group, part stand-up set, and part diary entry. Expect unfiltered convos, dark humor, lots of cussing, occasional sobbing, and deep dives into what it means to live while falling apart. If you’ve ever felt too young to be this tired, too smart to be this lost, or too cute to be dying… welcome. You’re one of us now. Email us anytime at toocutepod@gmail.com

Information

  • Creator
    Vanessa Aegirsdottir
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    3
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Copyright 2025 All rights reserved.
  • Show Website
    Too Cute to Die