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I was raised in the insular Syrian Jewish Communitty, though I am no longer living there I was trained as a clinical psychologist, though I’m not currently pursuing liscensure and I had been on a decade long ba’al tshuva journey towards ultra orthodox Judiasm, though I am no longer practicing So what am I doing? well… tune in and find out.... Here is "Where I am at Now"

  1. 25/12/2025

    Thank You

    Thank You… It’s been a ride… A Hui Hou Links: The US government Hates Trans Kids https://youtu.be/KfVE4xyNrO0?si=gueCiJ-o-XVXS3J0 Trans History: https://youtu.be/JcRQFz0bd9k?si=ENsDpHVIse_fUcHK Trevor Project: https://www.thetrevorproject.org/research-briefs/ The Big Leap: https://a.co/d/2f1tfSC Overzealots https://youtu.be/D1gSrckT5G4?si=dqsFZ-3LRvJktaNJ https://youtu.be/nXujfBBfvXU?si=OQ0UsO5T47J8QD3R Songs of the Week: The (wo)man Who Can’t be Moved- The Script  Transgender Dysphoria Blues- Against Me! You Are Loved- Defiance, Ohio Unwritten- Natasha Bedingield Spirit on Our Side- Roaman ❤️ - Coldplay, We Are KING Jacob Collier Songs of the Season: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7HDjaMy6KzTtDiDu6Lf56b?si=8dabd2a5d80f4730 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6pSGDUCyqZcNW9oQr9omfZ?si=ab02dc9517814f76 Kaleidoscope- Coldplay Over the Rainbow- Israel Kamakawiwo’ole Break Free, Rolling Stone- Susto She’s Leaving Home-The Beatles We’ll Meet Again- Vera Lynn Thanks for Coming- Rainbow Kitten Surprise Hide- Rainbow Kitten Surprise With God on Our Side- Bob Dylan You Don’t think I Miss- Marcel Franco Not Afraid- Eminem Dayenu- Marcel Franco New Start- Weary Friend Re-Do- Modern Baseball/Hundred Acre Woods The Head to Heart Journey- Cageless Birds The Place Where He Inserted the Blad- Black Country, New Road Same Love- Macklemore & Rylan Lewis My Life- Billy Joel Goofy Goober Rock- Spongebob movie Welcome to the Black Parade- My Chemical Romance (S)he- Julianna Zachariou juneberry- camp ghost Imagine- John Lennon Everlasting Motion- Jacob Colier, Hamid El Kasri Sweet Transvestite- Tim Curry Hawaiin Roller Coaster Ride- Lilo & Stitch The Trial- Pink Floyd The Grand Finale- Fizz The Prince of Egypt Medley- Voctave Mawce- Everybodies Worried About Owen Hinds Hall- Macklemore I Think I finally Love Myself- She/Her/Hers ❤️ - Coldplay, We Are KING Jacob Collier Spirit on Our Side- Roaman

    29 min

  2. 17/12/2025

    The Protest

    The Grand FinaleTranscript:Anti-zionism:The importance of Israel to Flatbushhttps://youtu.be/SDe30tRyuBo?si=haeQCihSzd_JW_DHBadhaspenadahttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aR1JP_csqD4&t=6058sAJ+ postshttps://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxduXifgulIuD-AQTm7BLQAg0uUNyqiCJZLiberal zionist bs:https://al-shabaka.org/briefs/liberal-zionism-a-pillar-of-israels-settler-colonial-project/https://jacobin.com/2025/12/liberal-zionism-west-bank-settlementsmaccafascistshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02p-zH64rAQSocialist Political compass and my issue with zohran (he is basically top right corner)https://youtu.be/OXk7c71MegQ?si=km84hZnKkfu30ZwGBad Landerhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fw7Ro8zspg&t=296sTrans-stats:https://www.thetrevorproject.org/research-briefs/https://www.thetrevorproject.org/survey-2024/#introhttps://www.pewresearch.org/short-reads/2025/01/24/us-teens-are-less-likely-than-adults-to-know-a-trans-person-more-likely-to-know-someone-whos-nonbinary/https://www.pewresearch.org/social-trends/2025/05/29/the-experiences-of-lgbtq-americans-today/Songs of the week-The Grand Finale- FIZZPrince of Egypt Medley- VoctaveTheme from New York, New York- Frank SinatraMawce- Everybody's Worried About OwenHIND'S HALL- MacklemoreSome more Midwest Emo to soothe the soul:Mr. Smith, 3rd Period, Forever!- Blue FosterSober Haha JK Unless- Hospital BraceletAllen Page's Midnight Ride- Panucci's PizzaOh, Sussquehanna! - Defiance, OhioI'm Not "Supposed" to be Anything- She/Her/hersI Think I Finally Love Myself- She/Her/hers

    29 min

  3. 11/12/2025

    Los Migrantes

    This episode is (almost entirely in Spanish)Attached is a transcript. Stick it in google translateFor a brief moment you'll taste just a bit of what its like to not have language privilege.Para mis oyentes inmigrantes, les envío amor, mucho amor.Por favor disculpe mi pésimo españolTranscripthttps://docs.google.com/document/d/1tXHuYvzu_4OXHrXM0XQDnbSIrz4361tliXIxdp0R5yY/edit?usp=sharingLinks:https://beehivecollective.org/posterViewer/?poster=mrhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lNJviuYUEQhttps://youtu.be/XoRsX06TgFU?si=1ChfEZLdoGSn-SBshttps://youtu.be/aDbtrdfYqBc?si=1CYIYqMH9RkKfb_shttps://youtu.be/QRkQrpLv1y4?si=0eHZdHU_2ge_7nVohttps://youtu.be/IZalZI2MzTM?si=jD6ERCeE_53xIM89https://youtu.be/4QUG8czGScU?si=ZJFAca8-Cqf51csHhttps://youtu.be/-yKSgM0G1xQ?si=zG3B7c1qMhLq4aPyhttps://youtu.be/H_KtCsF2HHU?si=7vLs5X4Lud6VS_m2https://youtube.com/shorts/Eg2kv9_nlQQ?si=FIfXymxemj0O5s3mhttps://youtu.be/e4X0hI40a8A?si=Gk5qjl-zWAFizcXBhttps://youtube.com/shorts/t8UrE7bHeZY?si=uIYcLJrQzY4oEE-lALSO STOP THE POINTLESS $$$OIL$$$ WAR IN VENEZUELA WTFhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npc41j8z1TkSongs of the week:El Hielo- La Santa CeciliaSerinita Bobinsana- OkraCall ACab- Sam StoneMe gustas Tu- Manu Chao

    15 min

  4. 06/12/2025

    Privilege

    Hope you enjoyed "No Thanks" aren't you glad we stole this land from the indigenous peoples Day Welcome to the last phase of season 1 This will be the first of the final 3 episodes Its been a ride. Thank you for joining me on it :) This week we will be discussing privilege. In its many forms. Songs of the week- Super Rich Kids- Frank Ocean The Yeah Yeah Yeah Song- The Flaming Lips Superpowers- Daniel Caesar Sweet Life- Frank Ocean As Good as It Gets- FIZZ

    25 min

  5. 06/12/2025

    Marcel is a Free Elf

    The finale of phase 5Episode 28We made it folksTrauma warningThis episode is FULL of itI hope this can free youAs it has freed meThanks for watching :)Songs of the week-The Trial- Pink FloydSentimental Teardrops- Slow LeavesHigh to Death- Twin FantasyAnother brick in the wall, Pt. 2- Pink Floyd

    34 min

  6. 13/11/2025

    Heroes (The Many Paths to Freedom)

    There Goes My Hero… Not all heroes last… most don’t… I got to work for one of mine it… was a painful experience hear about it in the latest epsiode… also some words on ultra orthodoxy ba’al tshuva jounreys and the shidduch system… Dr. Tatarsky personal history article: https://counselormagazine.com/article/interview-with-andrew-tatarsky/ Funny cartoon about bible contradictions: https://youtu.be/RB3g6mXLEKk?si=Cqbc0mvxxnSOyZHz https://youtu.be/PK7P7uZFf5o?si=4Uy-r5UnAINUPWA_ https://youtu.be/j_BzWUuZN5w?si=_pf63jWPD7Ssoqrm songs of the week: Hero- Family of the Year My hero- Foo Fighters Hero- Enrique Iglesias Atheist Convention- Abie Rottenberg Ride the Train- Abie Rottenberg Into the Glare- Adriel Rabbi Akiva (Aleph Bet)- Adriel Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride- Lilo and Stitch

    2h 17m

  7. 13/11/2025 · BONUS

    A Word on Heroes

    Preview/post-view for episode 27 also who doesn't love a Hero? https://youtu.be/NpAwEUgtziA?si=n3guBXl6RPbJwGaV

    5 min

  8. 05/11/2025

    Fail! (a story of failing... and transvestites from Transexual Transylvania)

    Episode 26 FAIL! Your favorite transvestite from transexual transylvania here with another story of.. FAILURE! I failed my competency exams Three times I am not imcompetent Tho about that system…. Inteligence patholagized https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Vjwtcjvhwk&t=3s Ten second Miricale: https://www.amazon.com/Ten-Second-Miracle-Gay-Hendricks/dp/1456317776 Rabbi who was in the music industy who helped radicalize me: https://www.rabbisinclair.com/biography POV highly masking autistic person https://www.tiktok.com/@morgaanfoley/video/7411546891592142122 Songs of the week: Sweet Transvestite- Rocky Horror Picture Show It’s Called: Freefall- Rainbow Kitten Surprise Mr. Redundant- Rainbow Kitten Surprise You Fall Down You get Back Up- Joey Newcomb

    1h 7m
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I was raised in the insular Syrian Jewish Communitty, though I am no longer living there I was trained as a clinical psychologist, though I’m not currently pursuing liscensure and I had been on a decade long ba’al tshuva journey towards ultra orthodox Judiasm, though I am no longer practicing So what am I doing? well… tune in and find out.... Here is "Where I am at Now"

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