Grace Lives Here

Kris | Second Story Studios
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Hosted by Kris, Grace Lives Here is a podcast for anyone standing at the edge of change, after something has ended, before anything feels clear, and wondering what comes next. This podcast is about rewriting your story in real time. It’s for people who don’t want to stay stuck where they are but don’t have it all figured out yet. Through honest conversation about grief, faith, identity, trauma, loss, healing, and starting over, each episode explores what it looks like to choose a second chapter, even while you’re still learning how. This isn’t a podcast about quick fixes or perfect answers. It’s about finding light in the middle of the mess, taking the next step forward anyway, and allowing yourself to want more than survival, even when the road ahead feels uncertain. Kris isn’t telling these stories from the other side. She’s walking through them too. If you’re ready to begin again, to tell the truth about where you are and where you’ve come from, and to believe there’s more waiting for you, this space is for you. Welcome Home. Second Story Studios Website

  1. 19 may

    The Day I Said Goodbye... And the Parts of Me That Remained Ep 19 Season One Finale

    Season 1 Finale: The Day I Said Goodbye… and the Parts of Me That Remained This episode is the hardest one I’ve had to record. Not because I didn’t know what to say… but because I finally do. In this Season 1 finale of Grace Lives Here, I share the day my mom passed—and what it felt like to walk through it, process it, and slowly begin to understand it from the other side. This isn’t a detailed retelling of loss. It’s something deeper than that. It’s about: the moments leading up to goodbye the guilt, the questions, and the things we wish we could have done differently the quiet reality of grief after everything has already happened and what it means to stand just outside the storm… changed, but still here If you’ve ever lost someone you love… If you’ve ever questioned your decisions at the end… If you’ve ever wondered if what you did was enough… This episode is for you. Because it was enough. And you are not alone. — This is the closing chapter of Season 1. Season 2 will be about what comes next— learning to listen, to heal, and to come back to yourself after everything you’ve carried. — 🎧 Grace Lives Here is a podcast for lives, interrupted… and slowly, gently, put back together.

    20 min

  2. 12 may

    What She Already Knew: After the Diagnosis

    I saw the radiology report before anyone called me. I don't know exactly how. I just know it was there and I read it and the tears came before my brain had even fully processed the words. Every instinct I had been pushing away and talking myself out of for months had been right. All of it had been right. And then I had to go back to work. Sit at her bedside. Smile. Make small talk. Carry the full weight of what I knew while pretending I didn't know it. For days. That specific torture — living in a twilight zone nobody else even knew existed — is what this episode is about. It's also about the MRI she was terrified of that she somehow walked through with more peace than I had. About the phone call that made it official. About driving to the nursing home that night and finally saying the word I had been most afraid to say out loud. Cancer. And about what she said two days later when I asked her what was really going on. She already knew. She had known for two days. And we had both been pretending. This episode is also about the people who held me through it. The ones who let me fall apart without asking me to apologize for it. Who picked me up every single time without keeping score. If you have ever carried something alone because you didn't know how to say it out loud — this one is for you. I'll see you in there. 💙 Grace Lives Here is made from moments like this one. If your story connects to it, you’re part of it too. You can reach me here: 👉 https://secondstorystudios.org Or email me directly at: 👉 secondstorystudios.creative@gmail.com Substack: Kris Sinclair Writes

    25 min

  3. 5 may

    i’m Staring Up at the Mountain, and I Just Want to Lie Down. Ep 17

    This was a spur of the moment, off the cuff decision to record and just talk to you for a few minutes. I’ll be back next week with a full version and continuation of my mom’s story. I hope you all have a great week! This is me, being real. And this is where Grace lives too. Kris

    6 min

  4. 28 abr

    The Truth About Signing a Parent Into a Nursing Home: I Cried the Whole Time

    I pulled into that nursing home parking lot and sat before I could make myself go in. Because I knew that what was waiting inside wasn't just paperwork. It was twenty signatures, signing her life away. Each on acknowledging that my mom was no long making her own decisions. Each, a small goodbye to the version of her that wasn't coming back. I signed every one, my hands shaking, my heart breaking. And then I walked out to my car and sobbed. What had I done. All I kept thinking... she doesn't belong here. This week, I'm taking you inside the nursing home. The signing. The dining room. The soft robe I bought while I cried the whole time I was packing. And the twenty-one stairs that stood between her and everything she wanted - and what it meant when she stopped fighting for them. This one is for every caregiver that's done the impossible thing and then sat in a parking lot afterward, wondering if they'd just made the biggest mistake of their life. You didn't. I promise you didn't. Even if it hurts right now. I'll see you in there. Grace Lives Here is made from moments like this one. If your story connects to it, you’re part of it too. You can reach me here: 👉 https://secondstorystudios.org Or email me directly at: 👉 secondstorystudios.creative@gmail.com Substack: Kris Sinclair Writes

    25 min

  5. 21 abr

    I Don't Trust Myself Anymore: The Caregiver Moment Nobody Talks About

    There's a moment in caregiving that nobody prepares you for. Not the crisis. Not the phone call. Not the ambulance. The moment they finally stop fighting. I was sitting in the corner of her hospital room eating McDonald's chicken nuggets when it happened. She had just woken up and seen me across the room and said — "Please don't take me yet. My daughter just got here. I want to spend time with her." And just like that — after weeks of fighting and refusing and pushing me away — she looked at me and said the words I had been waiting to hear for longer than I knew. "I don't trust myself to make decisions anymore. I need help." I broke down crying right there in that hospital room. Not because it was sad. I mean it was sad. But it was also the most relieved I had felt in weeks. Because we had been fighting for so long. And now she was handing me the reins. Not because she had given up. Because she trusted me. And the weight of that — the honor and the terror of it — landed on me all at once. This week's episode is about that night. The chicken nuggets and the commode and the game shows and the conversation we hadn't been able to have until that moment. The night the fight finally ended and something else quietly began. And what I drove home carrying that I still don't fully have words for. I'll see you in there. 💙 Grace Lives Here is made from moments like this one. If your story connects to it, you’re part of it too. You can reach me here: 👉 https://secondstorystudios.org Or email me directly at: 👉 secondstorystudios.creative@gmail.com Substack: Kris Sinclair Writes

    26 min

  6. 14 abr

    Anticipatory Grief: When You're Losing Someone Who is Still Right in Front of You Ep 14

    Six months ago I was sitting in a hospital room with the blinds closed. She didn't want them open. And I sat beside her in the dim light watching her breathe and asking myself the same question over and over. Where did she go? Not the medical version of that question. The other one. The one that comes when you realize the spark has been dimming for longer than you knew. That somewhere along the way the person you love stopped really living and started just existing. And you were so busy keeping them alive that you missed the moment the light started going out. One afternoon someone brought her a milkshake from her favorite place. Her whole face lit up. She talked about it. She was so excited. She took two sips. And then that was it. Everything that it takes to sustain and enjoy life was just too much. Or just gone. This week I'm taking you inside those first hospital days. The confusion that came in waves. The impossible dance of speaking for her and being snapped at for it. The husband who was losing her too and showed up steady anyway. And the question I kept asking myself that I still haven't fully let go of. There's also a name in this episode for something you might be feeling right now that you don't have words for yet. Anticipatory grief. The grief that starts before the ending. Before the diagnosis. Before anyone says the words out loud. If that's where you are — this episode is for you. I'll see you in there. 💙 Grace Lives Here is made from moments like this one. If your story connects to it, you’re part of it too. You can reach me here: 👉 https://secondstorystudios.org Or email me directly at: 👉 secondstorystudios.creative@gmail.com Substack: Kris Sinclair Writes

    31 min

  7. 7 abr

    The Eye of the Storm: What Caregivers Need to Hear in the Hospital Waiting Room Ep 13

    PODBEAN DESCRIPTION: Ep 13 Nobody tells you about the waiting room. They tell you to get your loved one to the hospital. They tell you to call for help. They tell you that once she's there everything is going to be okay. What they don't tell you is that you're going to sit in a plastic chair under fluorescent lights for forty five minutes next to people who are laughing and joking like it's just another Tuesday while you still don't know if she made it through the ambulance ride. What they don't tell you is that when they finally call you back they're only going to let one of you go. And the arm that has been holding you together is suddenly just gone. What they don't tell you is that the woman in that bed is going to look like a stranger wearing your mother's face. This week I'm taking you into the hospital. The waiting room. The cheeseburger my husband brought me that I ate without thinking and then felt guilty about for reasons I still can't fully explain. The moment she opened her eyes and saw me and said "I'm afraid I waited too long." The social worker who asked if I had power of attorney and the word someday that I will never say the same way again. And a few things I really need you to do this week. Not someday. This week. If any part of this is your life right now — this episode is for you. I'll see you in there. 💙 Grace Lives Here is made from moments like this one. If your story connects to it, you’re part of it too. You can reach me here: 👉 https://secondstorystudios.org Or email me directly at: 👉 secondstorystudios.creative@gmail.com Substack: Kris Sinclair Writes

    28 min

  8. 31 mar

    When Your Parent Finally Accepts Help: What that moment actually feels like and what to do next Ep 12

    Some breakthroughs don't arrive the way you expect them to. After weeks of 911 calls that failed, doors that closed, and a mother who refused every person who tried to help her — the thing that finally broke through wasn't a doctor or a ultimatum or anything I had tried. It was a retired nurse I had never met before who sat down beside her, took her hands, and told her the truth with love. And my mom — after weeks of fighting everyone who tried to save her — finally said yes. I sobbed so hard I had to leave the room. This week I'm taking you inside the Sunday everything changed. The phone number I wrote down in the dark while she was sleeping. The woman who did in five minutes what I couldn't do in weeks. The ambulance that sat outside too quiet and too still for too long while we stood in the parking lot not knowing what was happening inside. And what I want you to do right now if you are sitting in your own waiting room or parking lot or hospital hallway tonight. Go to the bathroom. Eat something. Get a coffee. You have about thirty minutes while they stabilize her and run their tests and do the things that are finally out of your hands. Take them. You cannot show up for her tomorrow if you fall apart tonight. This episode is for everyone who has been fighting for someone who wouldn't let them in. Who has tried everything and felt like nothing would ever work. Who has been standing outside a locked door for so long they forgot what it felt like to hope. The door opened. Grace showed up. And it looked nothing like I expected. I'll see you in there. 💙 Grace Lives Here is made from moments like this one. If your story connects to it, you’re part of it too. You can reach me here: 👉 https://secondstorystudios.org Or email me directly at: 👉 secondstorystudios.creative@gmail.com Substack: @krissinclairwites

    32 min
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Hosted by Kris, Grace Lives Here is a podcast for anyone standing at the edge of change, after something has ended, before anything feels clear, and wondering what comes next. This podcast is about rewriting your story in real time. It’s for people who don’t want to stay stuck where they are but don’t have it all figured out yet. Through honest conversation about grief, faith, identity, trauma, loss, healing, and starting over, each episode explores what it looks like to choose a second chapter, even while you’re still learning how. This isn’t a podcast about quick fixes or perfect answers. It’s about finding light in the middle of the mess, taking the next step forward anyway, and allowing yourself to want more than survival, even when the road ahead feels uncertain. Kris isn’t telling these stories from the other side. She’s walking through them too. If you’re ready to begin again, to tell the truth about where you are and where you’ve come from, and to believe there’s more waiting for you, this space is for you. Welcome Home. Second Story Studios Website

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