Union In Motion

Animus Alkimart

This podcast is an expression of the masculine divine. It addresses divinity as such. Authenticity and clarity as such. The Purpose of the this podcast is to aid human beings along the path of awakening and individuation. To express and perhaps inspire a bit of authenticity in the otherwise deceptive, shallow, image-driven culture we've constructed. It won't be all serious though. I'm not that kind of guy. Prepare for a fair bit or fuckery and dicking about to pair along with your spiritual wisdom, science, Nietzschian and Jungian philosophy. If that all sounds like a riot to you, stay tuned.

  1. 23/12/2021

    The (Not Quite) Life of the NPC: Not True, but Trueish.

    Do you hear a trite, chatty, petulant, snobby (admittedly brilliant) uppity pretentious fun bastard on here? Because that's what I hear when I listen to this. And you know what? That's fucking real. Or as close to it is "I" can get. A good deal of my "life" I have spent (pissed away) trying/pretending not to have (be) an ego. What a fucking moronic thing to do. What a catastrophic waste. Don't judge me, I started lurking around these forums at 15 (trauma?) for "the answers" and what I found broke apart my life. I don't know who i would've tried to be or become if i hadn't died into this message but i kind of wish i hadn't. Thus far, I have excelled in so many avenues (sports, music, academics, even gyals at times ) and because "i know im not real" I just haven't given enough of a shit to pursue any of them. WACK. That's a fucking copout. Thats some NPC shit and no longer acceptable here. And "no one" gives a shit what it looks like. I now see what and impossible loop it was for "me" to pretend not to have ego (so someone would take notice? Idk) when the ego IS the pretense. This is the pretense. My getup. My "act". I cant not do it i am it, and would cease to be otherwise. No need to hide its flaws for what they are. There's no way for "me" not to be a literal pretense. Which is the fun of it. I can either be a jubilant, athletic, intelligent, sexy winning, asshole manlet or I can be a helpless sage. Yeah, no fucking brainer. Peace out.

    28 min
  2. Self Forgiveness: The Final Boss

    25/08/2021

    Self Forgiveness: The Final Boss

    This episode is about the so called "Final Boss" of spirituality. This is the part of the journey where the mind turns stops turning its attention outwards upon the world or "upwards" seeking ever loftier spiritual experiences and states, and returns to its final resting place. Here. Now. And here in this Holy Instant the self must finally face its shadow, the cesspool of denial separation and distraction, that VERY same part of you that drove you to seek out spiritual growth in the first place. The ego. Until this darkness is conquered the journey will never feel complete. But the way this monster is slain is not through more hatred and denial, but complete acceptance and understanding. What lies beyond the veil of split self/other perception is peace impossible to describe, but thankfully, it needs no description, since it is only a decision away. Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself every erroneous perception you have ever had about the world, experience and other people, and your and every insane need you have felt for these forms to satisfy and unconditionally love you. Nothing in the world has the power to GIVE you love, any moment of such joy in your experience has been just a temporary dropping of your guard in the presence of some prized person or object to reveal the love that already resides within as your truest self. How will you know when you are done? When the mind stops seeking, stops adjusting and manipulating and fighting to make the world, other people, and most importantly You (itself) conform to the image it thinks they ought to be, and is able to look lovingly upon all these things of the 3rd dimensional experience and accept them as they are. You are as close to this decision as you have ever been. The journey has no distance, the goal has never changed. The entire path has always been leading you back to this one decision. Love or fear. Acceptance or judgment. Separation or unity. Can you, and will you, forgive yourself?

    32 min

À propos

This podcast is an expression of the masculine divine. It addresses divinity as such. Authenticity and clarity as such. The Purpose of the this podcast is to aid human beings along the path of awakening and individuation. To express and perhaps inspire a bit of authenticity in the otherwise deceptive, shallow, image-driven culture we've constructed. It won't be all serious though. I'm not that kind of guy. Prepare for a fair bit or fuckery and dicking about to pair along with your spiritual wisdom, science, Nietzschian and Jungian philosophy. If that all sounds like a riot to you, stay tuned.