Becoming Lucy

Lucy Hodgkinson
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Becoming Lucy is real life stories with real people where real change happens. It's where healing meets humour, and where Lucy and Hana turn life's chaos into connection.

  1. The Wedding Debrief: Three Days, One “I Do”… & A Future Husband Audition

    1 DAY AGO · BONUS

    The Wedding Debrief: Three Days, One “I Do”… & A Future Husband Audition

    Three days. One wedding. Emotional chaos. And somehow… Lucy turned it into a husband audition. In this episode, Hana, Rob and Lucy debrief the full three-day wedding experience — the planning chaos, the unexpected tears, the speeches that broke everyone, and the moments that made it all worth it. From guest logistics and deeply personal touches to emotional breakdowns, surprise elements and dance-floor magic… we’re unpacking what it really takes to pull off a multi-day wedding. Was it stressful? Yes. Was it magical? Also yes. Would we do it again? Absolutely. Inside this episode: • The emotional rollercoaster of wedding planning • Why we chose a three-day celebration (and whether it was worth it) • The behind-the-scenes chaos nobody sees • The speeches that hit harder than expected • How to create a guest experience that actually feels intentional • The wedding “high”… and the emotional comedown after • What marriage teaches you about love and relationships • And yes… the ongoing search for Lucy’s future husband — applications now open 🙌🏼😂 This isn’t just a wedding recap. It’s a reflection on love, growth, friendship and what happens when every part of your life collides in one room. If you’re planning a wedding, still emotionally recovering from this one, or just love an honest, funny, slightly chaotic debrief — this one’s for you. ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 50m
  2. From Baby Loss to Neonatal Nurse: Amy Draper on Motherhood, Grief & Manifestation

    4 DAYS AGO

    From Baby Loss to Neonatal Nurse: Amy Draper on Motherhood, Grief & Manifestation

    In this deeply moving episode of Becoming Lucy, Lucy and Hana sit down with Amy Draper — a mother of five whose journey through motherhood has been shaped by love, loss, faith and resilience. Amy shares the story of her first son, Charlie, who was born with gastroschisis, a serious abdominal condition where a baby’s intestines develop outside of the body. Charlie lived for 12 precious days. Amy speaks openly about the instincts she had during pregnancy, the conversations with doctors, and the heartbreaking decision to let him go. We talk about what grief really looks like — not just in the immediate aftermath, but in the years that follow. Amy also shares how her experiences deepened her calling within neonatal nursing, returning to work with families in the very environment that once held her own story. In this honest and powerful conversation, we explore: • baby loss and navigating grief as a mother • pregnancy after loss and the journey to a rainbow baby • neonatal care and supporting families in crisis • manifestation, intention and the power of language • mental health, faith and resilience • trusting your instincts as a parent • turning pain into purpose Amy also opens up about her youngest son, Donnie, who was diagnosed with Aarskog-Scott syndrome, a rare genetic condition. She shares the uncertainty during pregnancy, the medical decisions they faced, and what it means to raise a child with additional needs while holding onto hope and faith. Together with her partner, Amy created The Magical Rainbow Babies, a beautifully written children’s book designed to help siblings understand grief and the loss of a baby in an age-appropriate, gentle way. Amy generously gifts copies of the book to families who need them. If you would like a copy of The Magical Rainbow Babies or want to connect with Amy, you can find her on: Instagram: @thedrapergirlsandthedon This episode isn’t about “overcoming” grief. It’s about living alongside it — and finding strength, meaning and connection through motherhood. If you’ve experienced pregnancy loss, are navigating motherhood after loss, or are raising a child with a rare condition, this conversation will stay with you. ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 33m
  3. Mean Girls, Millennial Memories & a Tarot Card Reading with Jason Sandywell – Unveiled Roots

    10 FEB

    Mean Girls, Millennial Memories & a Tarot Card Reading with Jason Sandywell – Unveiled Roots

    Join Lucy, Hana, and Jason (aka Spud) in this hilarious and heartfelt episode as they reminisce about their millennial memories, friendship moments, and dive into the mystical world of tarot. Expect plenty of laughs, nostalgia, and some of that classic “remember when…” energy we all secretly love. This episode has been lovingly edited from an original marathon of over two hours—because while we love a good deep dive, we also respect both our guests’ and hosts’ privacy. Some tarot readings uncovered insights that are deeply personal, and we’ve kept them off the public airwaves—but we promise the episode is packed with fun, surprises, and a genuine experience of Jason’s tarot skills for anyone curious about how it all works. From Jason’s love for jacket potatoes to childhood shadows, spiritual awakenings, and turning trauma into purpose, this episode balances laughter, millennial nostalgia, and profound insight. Whether you’re here for the jokes, the stories, or a peek into tarot and spirituality, there’s something for everyone. In this episode, you’ll hear:  • How Jason got the nickname “Spud” and his childhood obsession with jacket potatoes  • The childhood shadows and fears that shaped his spiritual path  • Tarot and mediumship as tools for healing and personal growth  • Real-life experiences of resilience, overcoming false allegations, and turning trauma into purpose  • Signs from spirit—like butterflies, animals, and synchronicities—and how to notice them  • The dos and don’ts of navigating societal judgments around spirituality  • Tips for connecting with intuition, building community online, and growing a loyal TikTok following  • Future plans: weddings, talks, ghost hunts, and spiritual entrepreneurship  • The role of shadow work in everyday life and personal transformation  • Stories, laughs, and memories that showcase the power of friendship and shared experience If you’ve ever been curious about tarot, spiritual growth, or just want a fun and uplifting listen, this episode is for you. Huge thanks to Jason for the honesty, laughs, and incredible insights. If you want to follow his journey into spiritual guidance, shadow work, and community building, you can find him on TikTok and Instagram at @unveiledrootstarotspirit and @unveiledroots1. Just a heads up — there are fake accounts out there. If Becoming Lucy is a mutual, you’re on the right one 😉 ⸻ Timestamps 00:00 – Introduction and guest Jason (Spud) 02:00 – Childhood stories & nickname origins 10:00 – Shadows, fears, and spiritual awakening 20:00 – First tarot reading & transformative experiences 30:00 – Overcoming false allegations through spiritual resilience 45:00 – Signs from Spirit: butterflies, animals, synchronicities 60:00 – Navigating controversy & societal judgments 75:00 – TikTok community growth & authenticity 90:00 – Wedding plans, future projects, manifesting success 105:00 – Shadow work & turning trauma into purpose 120:00 – Final reflections & listener advice ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 43m
  4. I Thought I Was Dying: A Brain Aneurysm, Toxic Relationships & Learning to Listen to Your Body

    3 FEB

    I Thought I Was Dying: A Brain Aneurysm, Toxic Relationships & Learning to Listen to Your Body

    In this deeply honest episode of Becoming Lucy, hosts Hana and Lucy sit down with Lyanne to explore a powerful story of illness, motherhood, trauma, and healing. Lyanne shares her lived experience of navigating multiple health scares, including endometriosis, a mini stroke, and a brain aneurysm diagnosis, alongside the emotional weight of becoming a young mother and surviving post-separation abuse. She opens up about the moment her body forced her to stop, listen, and confront the chronic stress and unresolved trauma that had shaped her life. This conversation goes beyond survival. Together, they unpack:  • How chronic stress and emotional trauma impact physical health  • The stigma surrounding divorce and single motherhood  • Why listening to your body can be life-saving  • The importance of mental health awareness and breaking generational cycles  • What resilience actually looks like — feeling the feelings, not suppressing them Lyanne reflects on her childhood, relationships, and the wake-up calls that led her to reclaim her health and become an advocate for emotional and physical wellbeing. Raw, empowering, and deeply human, this episode is essential listening for anyone navigating illness, motherhood, healing from trauma, or learning how to put their health first — without shame. Find Lyanne on @mummantra on Instagram and Tik Tok ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 23m
  5. Wedding Countdown: From Tenerife to “I Do” — A 15-Year Love Story, Wedding Planning & Real Relationship Growth

    28 JAN · BONUS

    Wedding Countdown: From Tenerife to “I Do” — A 15-Year Love Story, Wedding Planning & Real Relationship Growth

    From working overseas in Tenerife to planning a wedding 15 years later. In this special bonus episode, Lucy, Hana and Rob reflect on Hana and Rob’s upcoming wedding and their relationship journey that began while living and working abroad in 2010. They discuss how their relationship has evolved over 15 years, the transient friendships that often come with living overseas, and the realities of planning a wedding while balancing family life and parenting. From wedding nerves and nostalgia to questioning the wedding industry itself, this episode offers a real and honest look at long-term love, marriage, and personal growth. The conversation wraps up with a fun rapid-fire segment testing how well Hana and Rob really know each other after everything they’ve shared and experienced together. Perfect for anyone planning a wedding, navigating a long-term relationship, or interested in how love grows over time. ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 1m
  6. Be Brave, Be Strong: Grief, Suicide & Finding Hope | Jay’s Story

    27 JAN

    Be Brave, Be Strong: Grief, Suicide & Finding Hope | Jay’s Story

    In this powerful and deeply honest episode of Becoming Lucy, Hana and Lucy are joined by their close friend Jay, who shares her personal journey through grief, suicide, mental health, and healing after loss. What begins with laughter and nostalgia from their days as holiday reps in Zante soon opens into a raw conversation about Jay’s father, his long battle with severe depression, and the devastating impact of losing a parent to suicide. Jay speaks candidly about the masks we wear to survive — using humour, alcohol, and distraction to hide pain — and how grief is anything but quiet or tidy. She also opens up about her own struggle with suicidal thoughts, the moment everything reached breaking point, and how love, vulnerability, and support helped her begin rebuilding her life. Together, the conversation explores the stigma surrounding mental health, the complexity of family dynamics after loss, and the power of being truly seen. This episode is honest, heartbreaking, hopeful, and deeply human — reminding us that even in the darkest moments, there is always a way forward. ⸻ ⚠️ Content Warning / Disclaimer: This episode contains discussions of suicide, suicidal thoughts, depression, and mental health struggles. Listener discretion is advised. If this conversation brings up difficult feelings, please consider reaching out to someone you trust or a mental health professional. If you are in immediate danger, contact your local emergency services or a suicide prevention helpline. Takeaways Grief doesn't look quiet or tidy.Healing doesn't always start with therapy; sometimes it just starts with being seen.The versions of ourselves we create to survive can be hidden in plain sight.Laughter can coexist with pain, and it's okay to share both.It's important to talk about suicide and mental health openly. 'Don't be a coward. Do it. Be brave. Be stronger than I was.''Even when things feel unbearable, something will happen.''She knows the real me without the mask.''I was a p***y and I let my thoughts get on top of me.''There is light at the end of it. I promise you.' Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Grief and Loss 01:57 Setting the Scene: Memories from Zante 12:38 Jay's Story: The Impact of Losing a Parent 21:54 Exploring Jay's Father's Life and Struggles 25:05 The Night of the Tragedy: Jay's Experience 26:29 The Night of the Incident 27:33 The Aftermath and Emotional Turmoil 28:36 Understanding the Circumstances of Suicide 29:53 Confronting Grief and Family Dynamics 32:44 Financial Struggles and Family Loss 36:26 Mental Health and Seeking Help 39:00 Coping Mechanisms and Moving Forward 46:18 Introduction and Light Banter 47:04 The Night Jay Met Kirsty 48:41 Navigating Mental Health Challenges 53:59 A Turning Point: Seeking Help 59:12 Finding Strength in Relationships 01:03:03 Looking Ahead: Life After Struggles 01:05:21 Final Thoughts and Encouragement ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 8m
  7. The Hardest Battle Is Coming Home: Richy Thrower on Veterans, Mental Health & Survival

    20 JAN

    The Hardest Battle Is Coming Home: Richy Thrower on Veterans, Mental Health & Survival

    In this episode of Becoming Lucy, British Army veteran Richy Thrower shares the truth about mental health after military service, and what life really looks like once the structure, routine, and identity of the army disappear. Richy opens up about his time serving in Afghanistan, the grief of losing friends in service, and the emotional toll of transitioning to civilian life. He speaks honestly about isolation, identity loss, and why so many veterans struggle silently after leaving the forces. After leaving the army, Richy faced rejection, instability, and periods of deep despair — including being kicked out by his father, spiralling into alcohol, and repeatedly hitting dead ends when reaching out to charities for help. His experience exposes the gaps in support systems for veterans at their lowest point. Through resilience, relationships, and community, Richy slowly rebuilt his life. He found stability through security work, reconnected with his passion for motocross, and unexpectedly discovered filmmaking as a powerful tool for storytelling and advocacy. What began as filming motorsport events became a mission: to give veterans a voice, raise awareness, and push for real change. Richy also speaks candidly about the darker side of advocacy — including threats faced while speaking out — and why veterans must be believed, supported, and protected long after their service ends. This is a raw, honest conversation about veterans’ mental health, resilience, recovery, and community — and a reminder that survival doesn’t end when service does. If you’re a veteran, know a veteran, or care about mental health and social change, this is an episode you need to hear. You can find Richy and his work on @richythrower on Instagram and Tik Tok and You Tube. Takeaways Thousands of veterans struggle with mental health after service.The hardest battles for veterans often occur at home.Richie Frower turned his struggles into purpose as a filmmaker.Routine and structure in the army provide a sense of stability.Mental health support for veterans is often lacking.Experiences in Afghanistan shape perspectives on gratitude.The loss of friends in service can lead to deep emotional struggles.Transitioning from military to civilian life can be challenging.Richie's journey reflects the importance of resilience and support.Advocacy for veterans is crucial in addressing their needs. Richy faced significant challenges after being kicked out by his father.He struggled to find help from various charities during a low point.Richy's journey involved spiraling into alcohol and despair before seeking help.He found stability through a job in security and rekindled his passion for motocross.Richy's foray into filmmaking began as a way to promote motorsport events.He quit a high-paying job to pursue his passion for video production.Richy emphasizes the importance of relationships in his recovery journey.He aims to create a film that highlights the struggles of veterans and offers solutions.Richy faced threats while advocating for veterans' rights and raising awareness.He encourages veterans to reach out for help and find the right support systems. ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 8m
  8. Stripping, Grief & Chosen Family: Surviving the Dark Side of the Industry

    13 JAN

    Stripping, Grief & Chosen Family: Surviving the Dark Side of the Industry

    In this episode of Becoming Lucy, hosts Hana and Lucy sit down with Jess, a resilient and independent woman whose life story defies convention. From navigating early trauma and family challenges to building a career in stripping and modeling, Jess opens up about grief, resilience, and the power of chosen family. Jess also shares the heartbreaking story of her best friend Maxine, who tragically died from cervical cancer at just 33, leaving behind two children. Through this, Jess reflects on loss, grief, and the importance of speaking up about health and self-care. The conversation explores Jess’s experiences in the stripping industry, breaking down the realities behind the stigma, safety challenges in nightlife, and the emotional toll of her work. She discusses personal growth, career progression, financial independence, and navigating relationships and love after loss. Health challenges, including endometriosis, and mental health are also addressed, highlighting the resilience needed to navigate life’s complexities. Through Jess’s story, this episode emphasizes empowerment, the strength of chosen family, and embracing a life beyond societal expectations. Listeners will gain insight into the realities of the stripping industry, coping with loss, and the journey toward confidence, stability, and happiness. Key Takeaways:  • Jess’s life story is a testament to resilience and independence.  • Family dynamics shaped her sense of responsibility and identity.  • School experiences and societal stigma influenced her confidence.  • The stripping industry is often misunderstood, carrying both risks and opportunities.  • Community and chosen family are vital for navigating life’s challenges.  • Jess’s loss of Maxine underscores the fragility of life and the importance of advocacy and care.  • Navigating love, grief, and health challenges requires strength and self-awareness.  • Personal growth and empowerment come from embracing one’s unique path. Chapters: 00:00 Introduction to a Life Unboxed 03:16 The Impact of Family Dynamics 10:51 Resilience Through Adversity 17:22 The Journey into Stripping 19:43 Breaking Stigmas: The Journey of a Stripper 21:24 The Evolution of Stripping: From Clubs to Digital Platforms 23:50 The Emotional Toll of Stripping: More Than Just Dancing 25:05 Community and Competition: The Dynamics Among Dancers 26:35 Perceptions vs. Reality: The Truth Behind Stripping 28:37 Navigating Challenges: The Impact of Online Platforms 30:25 Surviving the Industry: Personal Stories and Lessons Learned 35:07 Finding Positivity: Turning Adversity into Adventure 38:28 The Dark Side of Nightlife: Experiences of Spiking 40:41 Career Reflections: The Struggles and Breaks in Stripping 42:05 Friendship and Loss: Remembering Maxine 44:45 Coping with Grief: The Impact of Maxine’s Illness 47:58 Finding Love After Loss: Jess and Mike’s Journey 53:35 A New Chapter: Blending Families and New Beginnings 58:22 Embracing Confidence with Age 59:01 Balancing Work and Family Life 01:00:37 The Importance of Outdoor Activities for Kids 01:01:20 Navigating Health Challenges: Endometriosis 01:05:50 Understanding the Stripping Industry 01:12:00 Reflections on Personal Growth and Future Aspirations ⚠️ Podcast Disclaimer • Informational Only: This content is for general information and entertainment. It is not professional advice (legal, medical, financial, or otherwise). • No Guarantees: We do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, or outcomes from using the information shared. • Personal Views: Opinions expressed are those of the hosts and guests and do not reflect the official positions of any affiliated organisations. • No Liability: We are not liable for any actions taken based on this podcast. • External Links: We are not responsible for content found on any external sites mentioned.

    1h 16m
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Becoming Lucy is real life stories with real people where real change happens. It's where healing meets humour, and where Lucy and Hana turn life's chaos into connection.

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  • Creator
    Lucy Hodgkinson
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    22
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Lucy Hodgkinson