The Sick Gaze

Molly Dickerson

Welcome to the Sick Gaze podcast, a series where we dive deep into the complexities of life with chronic illness, attempt to break down gendered barriers within healthcare, and advocate for disability justice. Drawing inspiration from Laura Mulvey’s concept of the male-gaze, The Sick Gaze challenges the existing narrative norms by offering a platform for diverse lived experiences. In a world where stories are often filtered through able-bodied perspectives, our podcast strives to bring visibility to invisible conditions. Join us as we navigate the complexities of life with chronic illness, fostering empathy, understanding, and ultimately, creating a community that embraces and validates the stories that have long remained in the shadows.

  1. 31/08/2025

    My Experience with Chronic Illness

    Send us Fan Mail Hi everyone, and welcome to this quick episode. I wanted to take a moment to introduce myself and share some of my journey with chronic illness. I live with rheumatoid arthritis and hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, two conditions that have touched almost every part of my life. For me, illness hasn’t just been about navigating symptoms, treatments, or doctors’ offices. It’s been about confronting the larger systems of ableism and sexism that shape how people are seen, treated, and valued. Living in a body that doesn’t always cooperate has forced me to redefine what makes me worthy: not productivity, not being “easy” or “convenient,” but the inherent value I hold as a person. That hasn’t been an easy lesson. It’s been a process of learning through frustration, sadness, resilience, and the slow unlearning of the belief that my worth is tied to how well I can perform for others. By sharing my story, I aim to contribute to the ongoing development of this platform, fostering open and honest conversations about illness, identity, and care. This podcast is about making space for the messy truths of living with chronic conditions, and also about the power we find in telling our stories and building community. Take care of your spoons!  If you're interested in being interviewed for this podcast or want to let me know your thoughts on this episode, email me at thesickgaze@gmail.com and follow @thesickgazepod on Instagram and Tiktok!

  2. 18/06/2025

    Not Rare, Just Ignored: When Conditions Aren't on the Curriculum with Ada Port

    Send us Fan Mail For years, Ada Port moved through the healthcare system without a diagnosis, despite living with persistent and life-altering symptoms.  Without a clear explanation, it was difficult to speak about her experience, especially when her pain was often minimized or overlooked by providers. Amid her deteriorating health and the absence of a diagnosis, Ada felt lost and confused, like the foundation of her sense of self was shattered. Ada made a promise to herself: once she had answers, she wouldn’t stay silent. In this episode of The Sick Gaze, Ada shares her diagnostic journey through Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, endometriosis, and visceroptosis, even sharing the shocking reaction following her provider's order for her to do a Beighton Scale Exam at a young age. She reflects on what it means to live for years in the absence of medical clarity, and how gaining a diagnosis gave her the language and authority to begin advocating, not only for herself, but for others.  Now a medical student, Ada is helping shape a more inclusive future for people with disabilities and those living with chronic illnesses in medicine, from both sides of the exam room.  Take care of your spoons!  If you're interested in being interviewed for this podcast or want to let me know your thoughts on this episode, email me at thesickgaze@gmail.com and follow @thesickgazepod on Instagram and Tiktok!

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Welcome to the Sick Gaze podcast, a series where we dive deep into the complexities of life with chronic illness, attempt to break down gendered barriers within healthcare, and advocate for disability justice. Drawing inspiration from Laura Mulvey’s concept of the male-gaze, The Sick Gaze challenges the existing narrative norms by offering a platform for diverse lived experiences. In a world where stories are often filtered through able-bodied perspectives, our podcast strives to bring visibility to invisible conditions. Join us as we navigate the complexities of life with chronic illness, fostering empathy, understanding, and ultimately, creating a community that embraces and validates the stories that have long remained in the shadows.