What happens when the pain you buried years ago starts speaking through your body, your anxiety, your depression, and your life? Brian sits down with Nicoline Walsh for an honest conversation about trauma, depression, energy healing, self-connection, Reiki, inner safety and the parts of ourselves we often leave behind. Nicoline shares how childhood sexual abuse, hidden pain and high-functioning depression shaped her life, even while she was succeeding in the corporate world and raising a family. She also speaks about the heartbreaking experience of supporting her daughter through suicidal thoughts while facing her own mental health struggles. Together, Brian and Nicoline explore what it means to reconnect with the younger parts of ourselves, how trauma can live in the body, why healing is not always easy to explain, and how practices like therapy, Reiki, body scans, forest bathing and energy work helped Nicoline find her way back to herself. They also discuss Brian’s own experience of working with Nicoline, the limits of language when talking about healing, the tension between science and mystery, and why self-connection, self-soothing and safety are at the heart of real transformation. This is a conversation about the pain we carry, the body’s quiet wisdom, and the courage it takes to finally listen. Click here and subscribe for more conversations on transformation, recovery, resilience, and human potential. Connect with Nicoline and her work with eling Forest on Instagram Connect with Brian ⬛ Get FREE access to Brian’s online courses ⬛ Buy Brian’s memoir, Bonus Time ⬛ Follow Brian on Instagram ⬛ Follow Brian on LinkedIn Sponsors: Founded by the Fabulous Pharmacist, Laura Dowling, I'm delighted to partner with Fabuwellness, a company dedicated to empowering your health with science-led, nature-inspired supplements. We're also delighted to continue our partnership with The Kyne Foundation, with whom I'm closely collaborating on a special project that aligns with our joint mission to nurture youth well-being in Ireland. Chapters 00:00 Intro 00:30 Holding pain as both mother and daughter 05:00 Childhood trauma and the roots of depression 09:00 Moving from corporate life into healing 13:30 Understanding Reiki and energy work 19:00 Brian’s experience of trauma held in the body 24:30 How memories can carry emotion and belief 33:30 Exploring evidence, scepticism and lived experience 43:30 Why some healing is hard to put into words 50:30 Reconnecting with younger parts of ourselves 57:30 Body scans, self-soothing and feeling safe 1:03:00 Stories of transformation and release 1:11:00 Nicoline’s work and where to find her Keywords: Nicoline Walsh, Brian Pennie, Change Is Possible podcast, trauma healing, childhood trauma, inner child healing, Reiki healing, energy healing, depression recovery, suicidal thoughts, mental health, body keeps the score, somatic healing, self connection, inner safety, forest bathing, The Healing Forest, healing trauma, emotional healing, trauma and the body, anxiety, high functioning depression, spiritual healing, holistic healing, trauma recovery Ireland