The Road To The Pole

Gerry Van der Walt

One man's road to skiing solo and unsupported to the South Pole in 2030. Training, mindset, gear, and the business of adventure. gerryvanderwalt.substack.com

Episodes

  1. 2 days ago

    007: Started

    On the 28th of August, in a tent on the banks of the Mara River, I said it on this show: training for my February expedition to northern Norway starts on the 8th of September. It did. This one is about the training itself. What preparing for a solo Arctic expedition actually looks like from Johannesburg, where there’s no snow, no ice, and the closest thing to a sled is a tyre on a rope. I’ve broken the block into four parts and I walk through why each one is there: strength and strength endurance, VO2 max and the Norwegian 4x4, rucking with a 20kg vest (Jackson the Boston terrier out front), and dragging tyres up Northcliff hill. All of it aimed at two things at the same time: February, and being 50. Lifespan, healthspan, and the one I keep coming back to, performance span. And the reason it’s all four and not one: cold attacks every system at once, so the training has to build every system at once. A hot Tuesday in a Joburg park is still polar training. Honest part. February isn’t fully confirmed yet. I’m training anyway, same as I did before Greenland, because effort creates certainty, not the other way round. Every session now goes onto my training log at gerryvanderwalt.com/training. The sessions, the data, a running tally. Feelings lie about progress. The log doesn’t. Coming up on the show: sports nutritionists, exercise scientists, and people from the adventure, expedition and mountaineering worlds. People who have stood in the places this road leads to. Questions on the training? I’d love to hear from you: info@gerryvanderwalt.com, or @gerryvanderwalt on all the socials. Do good work. G. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit gerryvanderwalt.substack.com

    007: Started
  2. 28 Aug

    005: Committed

    There were quite a few mornings in Greenland when the alarm went off and everything in me said not yet. Tired, feet shouting, cold outside. Nobody would have blamed me for staying in the bag. But that’s exactly what makes it commitment and not performance. This episode is about the distinction that runs under everything I do as a coach and everything on this road: interested people act when it suits them, when conditions are right, when motivation shows up. Committed people act regardless of how they feel that day. It’s binary. There’s no “sort of committed”, and almost nobody ever checks which side they’re actually on. I get into why the ice strips the philosophy out of it, you ski or you don’t, there is no motivated version of you at minus 20. Why commitment isn’t built during the thing but on ordinary Wednesdays, dragging tyres up a hill in Johannesburg traffic fumes. The tells I see in coaching clients: waiting to feel ready, clearing the diary first, renegotiating with themselves every single morning. Feelings as information, they get a voice in the meeting but never the chair. The counterfeit to watch for: an announcement is the most interested act there is, unless the training starts the next morning. And the deepest tell of all: interested people try to do committed things. Committed people become the kind of person for whom the thing is simply what they do. My invitation: name one thing and give it a date. You don’t need a South Pole. A 5km with a date beats a maybe-marathon one day. Then tell me what it is: info@gerryvanderwalt.com, or find me on Instagram. And keep me accountable. Training for my 20-day solo in northern Norway starts on 8 September. The full road: gerryvanderwalt.com/road-to-the-south-pole Do good work. G. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit gerryvanderwalt.substack.com

    005: Committed
  3. 20 Aug

    004: Akshay Nanavati

    My first guest on the show. Akshay Nanavati is a former US Marine who came home from Iraq with PTSD, heavy drinking, and one morning found himself on the verge of ending his life. Out of that he built Fearvana, the idea that fear and struggle aren’t the opposite of peace, they’re an access point to it. Then he went and lived it: ultramarathons, 24 hours on a stair climber, and 60 days completely alone in Antarctica, dragging a 190kg sled on the first ever attempt to ski coast to coast without dogs or kites. A route nobody had even tried. The company running Antarctic logistics told him anyone attempting it would probably fail. His gut ended the expedition on day 60, the same condition that killed Henry Worsley. His mind never did. We get into the machinery of that mind. Resistance and clinging as the two sources of all unnecessary suffering. The apex moment, why the worst moment of a journey matters more than the summit. The only two things you can ever control. Ten days alone in a pitch-black room to become the person Antarctica required. Raising $1.1 million and what you owe the people who backed you when it ends early. And the question I’ve been carrying for years: what does Berkner Island, the beach where my own 2030 attempt begins, not tell you until you’re standing on it? He’s stood on it. Find Akshay’s book Fearvana on Amazon and follow him at @fearvana. His new book, The Work is the Win, is on the way. The full road: gerryvanderwalt.com/road-to-the-south-pole Do good work. G. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit gerryvanderwalt.substack.com

    004: Akshay Nanavati
  4. 16 Aug

    003: Scared

    On the evening of 14 May, with camp just up on the Greenland ice cap, I realised I couldn’t stand on my right foot. Marty and Stephen helped me to the tent. We talked about how bad it was, what drugs I had, and I kept a brave face on. That night I was petrified. This episode is the other side of the ledger. You’ve had the crossing and the why. This one names the fears on this road, one at a time. The foot, and whether it holds through four more years of training and three more expeditions. The solitude, because 20 days alone in Finnmarksvidda in February is where I find out what happens when the noise is gone and the dark voices come in. The money, because the whole road costs somewhere around $350,000 and that number keeps me awake. Failing in public, with the claim already out there. And the people at home, who watch you sign a contract that mentions death more times than anything you’ve ever put a pen to. Why say any of it out loud? Because pretending fear isn’t there is how fear wins. And because fear is information, not instruction. There’s no bow on this one. I’ll probably be scared until I ski into the Pole in 2030, and that’s the point. The full road: gerryvanderwalt.com/road-to-the-south-pole Excited for some interviews with amagin polar adventurers! One has skied the exact piece of Antarctica I’m aiming for. The other is one of the most accomplished polar explorers alive. Coming soon. Do good work. G. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit gerryvanderwalt.substack.com

    003: Scared

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One man's road to skiing solo and unsupported to the South Pole in 2030. Training, mindset, gear, and the business of adventure. gerryvanderwalt.substack.com