Quantum Living

Carmella B'Hahn

Quantum Living explores how to live a grounded, embodied life while staying responsive to the vibrational nature of reality. It's a space for open-minded listeners drawn to consciousness, synchronicity, telepathy, neurodivergence, grief, the afterlife, and the mystery. The show’s main offering, for now, is the spoken memoir ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils ~ which transforms daily life into an extraordinary, channelled experiment in quantum living. START at the INTRODUCTION then 1-26. Voluntary contributions to help cover creation costs welcome: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

  1. 30 Jul

    EPISODE 26 ~ Veils and Last Words (Start with Introduction, then 1-26)

    August 5th–October 29th, 2025. As Carmella reflects on the spell of motherhood, the many forms of veiling that shape human life and the dissolving of roles that no longer serve, this final episode gathers the deepest learning of the experiment into one wide view. With a high-point revelation above Burgh Island, affirming echoes from 'The Future Human' and moving last letters between mother and daughter, the series comes to rest in legacy, sovereignty and the certainty that the dialogue is not over. NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. 🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/ 🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released. Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~ Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you. The Spell of the Mother: Michael Meade, 'Men and the Water of Life', Harper San Francisco, 1993. 'The Future Human': Lee Harris and Regina Meredith, New World Library, 2025. Quotes pages 172, 182, 183. Podbook Description ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 26 ~ Veils and Last Words (Start with Introduction, then 1-26)
  2. 30 Jul

    EPISODE 25 ~ A Lifelong Experiment

    July 7th–August 4th. Mhaletta proposes that the experiment continue for life and Carmella follows the implications through object symbology, rapid healing, nature communion and the growing challenge of vibrational mismatch. As the project edges towards completion, the episode opens into a powerful sense that this way of living is no longer an oddity but part of a wider awakening. NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. 🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/ 🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released. Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~ Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you. Quotation: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, page 275. Podbook Description ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 25 ~ A Lifelong Experiment
  3. 30 Jul

    EPISODE 24 ~ Earthing the Light

    June 12th~July 2nd. As Carmella struggles with light sensitivity, lopsided vision and the aftermath of her first operation, this episode explores reframing, self-listening and learning to live differently through limitation. With reflections on the second veil-removal initiation, sunlight, grounding and a birthday walk for Mhaletta, it moves through endurance and recovery into a deepened sense that quantum living begins with a perception change.   NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.   🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmellaCarmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/   🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released.   Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~   Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.   ‘Working with your guides’: Lee Harris, YouTube,September 2022. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPa4yL2Vjvs&list=PLPasyT-m3pqf5ss1iOrpJqDJm96jrIuVG   The Earthing Movie: Josh and Rebecca Tickell, 2019.   Podbook Description ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 24 ~ Earthing the Light
  4. 23 Jul

    EPISODE 23 ~ Soul-Sight

    June 2nd–9th. Carmella’s first cataract operation becomes both ordeal and initiation, leading to a powerful unveiling that transforms the way she sees. As Mhaletta speaks of soul-sight, quantum perception and the symbolism of looking through a different lens, the episode expands into a vivid consideration of energetic activism and the hidden work of sensitive souls.   NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.   🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

 Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/   🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released.   Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~   Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.   TM research study: Lee Fergusson, Javier Ortiz Cabrejos, Anna Bonshek, ‘Living Standards, Transcendental Meditation and the Perúvian Miracle, Sciedu, World Journal of Social Science, Vol 10, No1, 2023.   Podbook Description ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 23 ~ Soul-Sight
  5. 23 Jul

    EPISODE 22 ~ A Symbolic Life

    May 25th–31st. Carmella explores the richness of community life and soul friendship, as Mhaletta reframes upheaval as a natural companion to inner change. As symbolic living, quantum listening and a series of timely synchronicities gather around the first eye operation, the episode gathers into a vivid sense of belonging, transmission and the meaning woven through daily life. NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. 🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/ 🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released. Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you. Podbook Description ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 22 ~ A Symbolic Life
  6. 23 Jul

    EPISODE 21 ~ The Oracle of Life

    May 14th–19th. A gruelling car purchase, the shock of a greenfinch’s sudden death and reflections on objects that ‘take a hit’ all leave Carmella searching for meaning in upheaval. As Ishtaria and Mhaletta speak of multiple guides, portals and direct transmission, the episode opens into a wider enquiry about oracles and what becomes possible when identity begins to shift.    NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.   🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

 Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/   🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released.   Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~   Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you. Mother Mary Oracle Cards: Alana Fairchild, Blue Angel Publishing, 2014. Podbook Description ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 21 ~ The Oracle of Life
  7. 16 Jul

    EPISODE 20 ~ Ashes into Bluebells

    April 27th–May 3rd. Mhaletta’s ashes are scattered on the Clent Hills and into bluebell woods in a send-off filled with light, signs and unmistakable presence. Carmella moves from journal-burning and reading the manuscript with her sister to crafting order in her home with monotropic focus, in an exploration of release, integration and what it means to let a life keep singing through place, objects and those left behind. NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. 🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/ 🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released. Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you. Podbook Description ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 20 ~ Ashes into Bluebells
  8. 16 Jul

    EPISODE 19 ~ Threads of Carmel

    April 21st–26th. A remarkable web of names, places and spiritual clues draws Carmella into a deeper understanding of Carmel, Mary, Anna, Yeshua and her own unfolding blueprint. At Adam House, that inner weaving meets the practical work of grief as 40 years of journals are sorted, ashes readied and Mhaletta offers guidance on letting objects go without losing connection. NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. 🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/ 🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released. Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~ Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you. 'Anna, Grandmother of Jesus: A Message of Wisdom and Love', Claire Heartsong, Hay House, 2017. Podbook Description ~ 'Quantum Living and Permeable Veils' is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

    EPISODE 19 ~ Threads of Carmel

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Quantum Living explores how to live a grounded, embodied life while staying responsive to the vibrational nature of reality. It's a space for open-minded listeners drawn to consciousness, synchronicity, telepathy, neurodivergence, grief, the afterlife, and the mystery. The show’s main offering, for now, is the spoken memoir ~ Quantum Living and Permeable Veils ~ which transforms daily life into an extraordinary, channelled experiment in quantum living. START at the INTRODUCTION then 1-26. Voluntary contributions to help cover creation costs welcome: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella