Existential Tetherball

Rachel Fell & Gordon Smith

Existential Tetherball invites complex thinkers and sensitive souls to explore nuance, meaning, and the wonder of the embodied subjective. Dynamic guests join dynamic hosts, Rachel Fell and Gordon Smith, for fun, deep, and provocative existential play. Each episode begins with an idea, a phrase, or even just a single word – our tether. Together, we explore the worlds within these words and ideas; the connections, associations, and meaning-making made meaningful by lived experience and co-creativity.

Epizódok

  1. 6 NAPJA

    Ep. 4 - Story (Laura Hope-Gill)

    Episode FOUR - can you believe it? (We can't.)This episode focuses on story, narrative, and "awen" (the flow of creative inspiration), featuring Laura Hope-Gill (https://laurahopegill.com/). (FYI: Laura and Gordon both live in Asheville and have collaborated on a number of interesting creative projects.) Together, Laura, Gordon, and Rachel jump into the wilderness of meaning related to story: living reality as a living story, and the transformative power of narrative and storytelling. As they journey together, they touch on "awen" (defined as creative flow, of Gaelic/Celtic orgins) and its significance in shaping our experiences of the inner world and of story. As they continue, the conversation explores sovereignty in one's relationship with story and the internalized narrator's identity and role in storytelling.Little hops abound as we explore the dynamics and complexities of self and narrative/narration and "the inner narrator/s," (as well as TBI experiences, and the mysteries of 'The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald'). Laura shares pandemic project related to enlightment and notes that "achieving enlightment" as patriarchal and Rachel goes on to get ealthy individuation and the inner wilds, and the little hop and narrative medicine. Themes of narrative medicine, creative-imaginational intelligence, information and "exformation," as well as the inner wilds and the existential vagus nerve round out their collaborative jam. Takeaways Stories as indicative of our relationship with our inner worlds, inner wildsLiving reality as story, story as living realityWho's narrating? (Control, meta-identity, inclusion, and flow)The transformative power of storytelling Narrative Medicine and creative intelligenceThe "Little Hop" Chapters 00:00 Story: Wavelengths & Channels19:07 Awen: The Creative Flow30:03 Sovereignty in Relationship with Story36:19 Encountering the Inner Narrator46:25 The Little Hop and Narrative Medicine

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  2. FEBR. 10.

    Ep. 3 - Humanity (Bee Mayhew)

    Our THIRD episode of Existential Tetherball is our FIRST episode with a guest! We're so stoked to have Bee Mayhew (https://missnomer.substack.com/) join us on an expansive co-exploration of "humanity." To start, we dive into foundational definitions of humanity, taking the time to parse subject from judgment/imbued definitions of value. Bee also tells us a really funny story about getting hit in the face with a tetherball when she was a kid.Rachel, Bee, and Gordon go on to discuss: sense of self, meta-identity of self and self as interrelatedness, as well as interrelateness beyond the "individual" – humanity as a collective of humans, humaning (in what context/s)? From there, Bee introduces concepts of ecology and stigmergy, nodding to bees and ants and their intelligent collective coordination. The triad riffs. From there, it gets weirder (and more awesome?) as Rachel applies the idea of stigmergy to the ecosystemic self (and through time). Gordon then goes on to connect this idea to the internalized collective unconscious. We all take a breath and laugh about how to spell "metric shitton." (Shitonne?)And there's more: dynamic living systems, stewardship of aliveness, and core values as human yet unique in their meaning and context – pragmatic to explore together, no? ::winkyfaceemoji::Allegiance to aliveness, stigmergy (collective coordination), and community emerge as key takeaways. The conversation delves into the concept of ethical social intelligence and its impact on humanity, exploring healthy individuation and the reimagining of societal systems through a paradigm that honors the influenced-influencing process. The conversation concludes with a focus on giving a shit, self-attunement, reciprocity, and connections as essential elements of a thriving society. Takeaways Fundamental Question: Who are We?Morality and Collective Self ConceptAllegiance to AlivenessStigmergy and Collective CoordinationEthical Social IntelligenceHealthy Individuation for Healthy Collective (nod to Neurodiversity) Chapters 00:00 Interrelatedness and Self-Understanding19:03 The Internal Collective Unconscious and Dynamic Systems24:16 Stewardship of Aliveness and Core Values29:25 Ethical Social Intelligence40:08 Reimagining Societal Systems51:45 Community Resilience and ReciprocityThe video Bee mentions in this episode: https://substack.com/@sequencebycosmos/note/c-197456719?r=4n4qq

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  3. FEBR. 4.

    Ep 2. - Exploring Existential

    Episode 2! In this episode, Gordon and Rachel dive into the squish and form that is the subject matter of this entire series – EXISTENTIAL. (So this episode is entirely meta-existential, tbh).They start at the intersections of neurodiversity/neurodivergence and existential, exploring the relationship between academic philosophers, embodied subjective experiences, and fundamental questions of existence. They also dive into frameworks of intelligence and living processing (meaning-making), touching on the relationship between direct experience, symbolism and language, and structure/certainty. Along the way, they drive by and nod to uncertainty, safety, and identity, as well as expectations of others related to questioning and existential inquiry. That's not all, though! They talk about existential health and the importance of auto-exploration of meaning, developing awareness practices, uncertainty tolerance, and the exploration of one's own "emotional interface." Bringing up the end of the convo is a jam on co-creating mutual understanding as necessary skillset, and the invitation to explore meaning via regular "existential hygine" for better relationships – self with self and self with others. (Just a few) takeaways Neurodiversity paradigm and neurodivergence in relationship to existential intelligence and healthyThe embodied subjective experience The exploration of existential questions as a fundamental aspect of the human experienceExistential hygiene is the process of updating the operating system and its contents Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Neurodiversity and Existentialism07:02 Exploring Meaning and Subjectivity15:04 Fundamental Questions of Existence22:48 Uncertainty, Safety, and Identity51:02 Existential Hygiene

    53 perc

Névjegy

Existential Tetherball invites complex thinkers and sensitive souls to explore nuance, meaning, and the wonder of the embodied subjective. Dynamic guests join dynamic hosts, Rachel Fell and Gordon Smith, for fun, deep, and provocative existential play. Each episode begins with an idea, a phrase, or even just a single word – our tether. Together, we explore the worlds within these words and ideas; the connections, associations, and meaning-making made meaningful by lived experience and co-creativity.