Midnight Meltdown

AmberRose Helmy

Welcome to the Midnight Meltdown. Where crying is our hobby and judging is not in our vocabulary. Living, laughing and loving is hard.... so let's talk about it. The thing about getting older is that no one has a clue what they are doing. I'm here to share all my experiences, the good, the bad, the ugly and every sweet detail in between. We're all confused, tired and emotional- so sit down, relax and contemplate if things are really as bad as they seem.

  1. 19/06/2023

    Stories from an Ex- Employee…

    Welcome to the Midnight Meltdown podcast! Where crying is our hobby and judging is not in our vocabulary. This week we I’m giving you the nitty gritty on all my past job experience. I may not have loved every job I’ve had, but I’ve curated some lifelong memories that are sure to make you laugh and gasp. There is no rule book and no right way to do life. So enjoy!    Time Stamps:  00:00- Intro Music  00:05-Intro 02:29-Life Updates 04:56- Listener Shoutouts  06:15- Follow / Subscribe / Rate / Review  06:42- Job #1 (Movie Theater #1) 07:29- Job #2 (Dads Restaurant) 07:49- Job #3 (Market #1) (STORY #1) 09:17- Job #4 (Market #2) (STORY #2) 11:40- Job #5 (Pizza Place #1) 12:03- Job #6 (Hotel Concierge/ Front desk) (STORY #3) 13:24- Job #7 (Pizza Place #2) 14:57- Job #8 (Mail Room) 15:28- Job #9 (Residential Advisor) 15:45- Job #10 (Movie Theater #2) 16:32- Job #11 (Gymnastics Coach) 17:16- Job #12 (Nordstrom)  18:08 - DISCLAIMER  18:29 - Nordstrom Continued (STORY #4) 20:52- Job #13 (Sauna Studio) (TEAAAAAA) 21:44- Job #14 (Lifeguard)  22:34- Job #15 (THE LAWFIRM) (STORY #5) 25:32- UNEMPLOYED DUE TO PANDEMIC  25:57- Job #16 (The Call Center) 27:17- Job #17 (Telluride Toggery) (STORY #6) 28:35- Job #18 (Yard House) (STORY #7) 30:12- Job #19 (Tillys) 31:52- SIDE HUSTLESSSSSS 33:42- Outro  35:15- Outro Music     Do you have a story you want to tell? Something you need to get off your chest? A secret you need to let go of?  Email you story to midnightmeltdownpodcast@gmail.com for a chance to be featured on the podcast. *ALL STORIES WILL BE ANONYMOUS*  If you are listening on Apple Podcast, please give a 5 star rating and review. Your ratings help so much!  Don’t forget to head over to @midnightmeltdownpodcast on Instagram and follow for new episode or DM if you have anything you want me to talk about!

    35 min
  2. 22/05/2023

    My College Experience

    Welcome to the Midnight Meltdown podcast! Where crying is our hobby and judging is not in our vocabulary. This week we are going to be hopping on the graduation band wagon and I’m going to be spilling all the juicy details of my college graduation and the path that lead me to where I am…   Time Stamps:  00:00- Intro  00:40- Life updates  03:55- “FOR THE NAMELESS” PODCAST  https://www.doenetwork.org https://dnadoeproject.org 06:55- Graduation Central / Everyone is graduating  08:29- Please share the podcast! 09:16- Background information / my educational background  11:07- Applying to only one college…  14:15- Teenage Delusion & The “real world” 14:50-The “Boomer” way of life 17:09- When I almost went into the medical field  18:57- When it didn’t work out how I thought… 19:37- WHY I dropped out of my top choice college 21:47- College FOMO 22:48- Emotionally Homeless & Struggling with mental health  25:02- “Being in the wrong place” 25:44- FATE pt. 1 26:25- College Debt 27:14- COMMUNITY COLLEGE! 29:09- Switching your major and changing your mind  30:33- You do NOT need to go to college 31:54- The domino effect / in a perfect world 33:32- FATE pt.2 34:12- Having Faith in your situation  35:09- Outro Do you have a story you want to tell? Something you need to get off your chest? A secret you need to let go of?  Email you story to midnightmeltdownpodcast@gmail.com for a chance to be featured on the podcast. *ALL STORIES WILL BE ANONYMOUS*  If you are listening on Apple Podcast, please give a 5 star rating and review. Your ratings help so much!  Don’t forget to head over to @midnightmeltdownpodcast on Instagram and follow for new episode or DM if you have anything you want me to talk about!

    36 min
  3. 02/05/2023

    Imposter Syndrome & being a stranger in your own life

    Welcome to the Midnight Meltdown podcast! Where crying is our hobby and judging is not in our vocabulary. This week is going to be a bit of a different episode. I’ve been having a rough go of it and instead of hiding the truth, I’ve decided to talk my truth and be honest about what’s really going on…    Episode Time Stamps: 00:00- Intro  00:37- The original two part episode that was supposed to air… 01:07- Where I was last week 01:30- What todays episode is going to be  01:58-Imposter syndrome  03:03- Being so miserable when you are the happiest you’ve ever been 03:43-Why Pilates helped me so much  04:26- Working full time while in school full time  04:54- Why having a job grounded me…  06:09- Being forced to sit with your thoughts 06:40- “I’m not ignoring you, I’m just overwhelmed” 08:30- Senioritis & mass graduations 09:08- Feeling like your accomplishments and big moments don’t matter  10:30- Personal health & Genetics (NOT the topic of societal standards or vanity)  11:39- BMI Bulls***. 12:19- Feeling my best & my worst (physically & mentally) 13:18- My diagnosed anxiety  14:11-Why your body changing is NORMAL 14:54- My fear of the doctor…  17:00- Mind over matter, the mindset discussion   18:00- The cold hard truth.  18:29- The great time debate  18:57- Outro / hurting my own feelings     Do you have a story you want to tell? Something you need to get off your chest? A secret you need to let go of?  Email you story to midnightmeltdownpodcast@gmail.com for a chance to be featured on the podcast. *ALL STORIES WILL BE ANONYMOUS*  If you are listening on Apple Podcast, please give a 5 star rating and review. Your ratings help so much!  Don’t forget to head over to @midnightmeltdownpodcast on Instagram and follow for new episode or DM if you have anything you want me to talk about!

    22 min
  4. 18/04/2023

    Manifestation, Vision Boards & “Lucky Girl Syndrome"

    Welcome to the Midnight Meltdown podcast! Where crying is our hobby and judging is not in our vocabulary. This week we are going to be talking about all thing’s manifestation, what to put on your vision board, how to make the best of life and the idea of “lucky girl syndrome." Thanks for tuning in!    Episode Time Stamps: 00:00- Intro  04:11- My Pen Pal 05:03- Podcast Disappointment  06:53- My thoughts on “vison boards” & setting goals  08:14- My thoughts on “lucky girl syndrome” 09:02- LITTLE REMINDER  09:37- Superstitious wishes  10:20- How I manifested my husband  11:54- Twilight sidenote lol  13:09- Back to the romance manifestation & my husband  15:36- My picturesque European excursion  19:29- How I accidentally manifested 3 cats lol  26:44- My 2023 vison board 27:28- “it’s only a lifetime, that’s only a while…” 28:59- Being more “careless”  30:15- Billie Eilish 31:51- Pregnancy & Baby Fever 32:47- Learning Arabic & being bilingual  33:36- Romanticizing life  34:50- Influencers & Content Creation  37:30- A Hallmark Christmas  38:22- The great outdoors 39:07- Being a bookworm  39:18- SEX 39:56- Health & Wealth  40:39- Outro    Do you have a story you want to tell? Something you need to get off your chest? A secret you need to let go of?  Email you story to midnightmeltdownpodcast@gmail.com for a chance to be featured on the podcast. *ALL STORIES WILL BE ANONYMOUS*  If you are listening on Apple Podcast, please give a 5 star rating and review. Your ratings help so much!  Don’t forget to head over to @midnightmeltdownpodcast on Instagram and follow for new episode or DM if you have anything you want me to talk about!

    42 min

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Welcome to the Midnight Meltdown. Where crying is our hobby and judging is not in our vocabulary. Living, laughing and loving is hard.... so let's talk about it. The thing about getting older is that no one has a clue what they are doing. I'm here to share all my experiences, the good, the bad, the ugly and every sweet detail in between. We're all confused, tired and emotional- so sit down, relax and contemplate if things are really as bad as they seem.