Wonder-woven

S. M. Feir

Wonder-woven is a podcast that features poetry of beauty and wonder for a weary world. smfeir.substack.com

  1. 26 Jun

    God-haunted

    While all my poems are personal in some way, this one is definitely about me. I hope, however, that it is relatable. God-haunted You call me, and I try to come, To follow where my longing leads my love, And yet with no clear end Except Your shining self caught in shadowed glimpses To guide me on my way. I see You bright and burning, it is true, With that eye which is not an eye and yet beholds What I can scarcely even grasp As the years flee with the winds of change And life lengthens before my faltering feet. I found You first as wind in my hair. You were waiting in the warmth of the sun For me to dream awake, To chase You in the flight of falling leaves, My cheek kissed by Your snow While the cardinal sang a hymn of midwinter. I sought Your freedom between two playground chains, Swinging high and higher yet To somehow find forever Because I knew it, always knew it, Never doubting it was there. Then came the cross and the rites, The walls and the veils, The singing which was lovely, yes, But which was like the swing, Freedom bound in chains of chanting, In red rules on a page. I let it overtake me to my shame, The words walling my spirit and Yours with their silence, Before again I found You in the breeze, Among gentle voices of encouragement and healing; And now I bind myself to Your freedom Even when it seems far to seek, Because I knew You once when I was young And will never more forget the yearning of years! Thanks for listening to Wonder-woven, a poetry podcast from Reveries and Ramblings! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit smfeir.substack.com

    God-haunted
  2. 4 Jun

    You Caught Me Up

    This was inspired by an image which came to me as I was listening to a podcast some weeks ago. The best analogies for what God does in us are, I think, taken from His own creation. the “me” here is me, or you, or The Church, or whomever you need it to be, human nature perhaps most of all. You Caught Me Up You caught me up and carried me, my Christ, From the deeps of death itself, Where I lay bound and breathless, No lamp to illumine me Nor song to sing me awake till you came. As the mother whale still bears the body of her baby Though its life has long ceased, Grieving the loss of its part in the long dance Of sea and sky, of air and water and blood, So You held me close, Beloved, Bearing me onward though I showed no sign of response, No bright knowledge of You in my broken being. Yet you did not grieve the ghost of my lost song As that great rover of the sea grieves her child, But carried me in hope as the earth once carried You for a time, You who in Your dying bore the living light of healing To those bound by death’s tyranny. And as from the depths that mighty mother Comes rising to catch the dawn Still clinging to the calf she will never nurse, So toward the Light of light, Yourself, you now carry me, Your once-dead but soon-risen sister, Your wept-for bride, Nurtured by Your inexhaustible noetic spring, Now singing to bring forth fruits of joyful returning From the dark abyss of bitter grief. Thanks for listening to Wonder-woven, a poetry podcast from Reveries and Ramblings! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit smfeir.substack.com

    You Caught Me Up
  3. 30 Jan

    Come Follow

    This poem is based on a real experience I had recently, a second of eternal time that clarified something important for me. Thanks, Mr. cardinal, wherever you are! Come Follow Come follow the call of the free-flying cardinal, The red bird, the bright bird, winging his song over snow-silences, Whose flight does not freeze him nor fell him to earth Though he never flees to find the summer southward, But lives to lift his voice where day dies lonely and dark lingers late. His hope is not hid in some far-off spring, But bells forth in his crystal cry That this day is sweet, this day is all he has, While you stand waiting to welcome winter’s waning as your due, As what you are owed for enduring not even an hour’s subjection to the wind As he must do just to find his dinner. What can he have to sing about, you ask, This imprudent wanderer in winter woods? And yet he goes on, never knowing if spring will come, But singing anyway as though it were already here, No fire but the fierceness of his own little life to warm him, No food but what he is vouchsafed by the slumbering land. So follow him, my heart, and let him lead you! Let his joyful chanting change your ice to rivers of tears, Your cold and stony places to sun-warmed soil, For here is where you make your stand, and now is when you need to be, No longer running to find the always-fading sun But letting dawn live within you by facing your own dark night. Thanks for listening to Wonder-woven, a poetry podcast from Reveries and Ramblings! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit smfeir.substack.com

    Come Follow
  4. 29/10/2025

    To Windward

    Here is a poem about the actual wind, the winds of history, and yes, the wind of God. I’m talking about forces that, though involving human beings, are beyond our control to stop. We all have these in life. It’s a scary place to be, but it can make room for good things as well. I’m not talking about evil exactly, but it may look like misfortune. I suppose it’s just a restatement of the saying that “it is an ill wind that blows nobody no good.” To Windward The wind is up now, high and singing In the sighing of swaying trees, No mere breeze, but something brave, Something brilliant with destruction, a seeming demon, And yet perhaps kindly, kingly, kindling life Even as it strews its own chaotic strangeness Across the world that it has always shaped. Against its unrelenting roar We rave and rage, Lamenting lost things felled by it in their fullness, Calling it an enemy, a foe, a foul fiend, A thing to be feared For its loud voice and unsparing speed. Yet there is a need for wildness, A time for truth untethered to timid form and custom, A place for positive power, For might unmixed with malice, fit for purpose, Though still unbound, unbridled, not broken Or gentled to the ways of humanity’s brief will. It forces us to face it With neither fear nor favour, And when we meet it, Our mortality is unmade for a time, Uncovered as its weakness wilts and is whirled away By the shining strength which will soon come To stand surely, purely in its place. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit smfeir.substack.com

    To Windward

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