Dharma Shells

Eshin Woodward, Koei Ervin

Shingon priest, Koei Ervin and Zen priest Eshin Woodward have an ongoing, passionate discussion about buddha dharma. We think that sharing these spontaneous, playful, loving-all-beings conversations might stir awakening in curious listeners.

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    episode five - crisis of faith

    what does faith in practice mean? what to do about it? what do koei and eshin have to say in return to these ideas? and what medicine is left by old wise folk like the old buddha called dogen? episode five - crisis of faith, features a conversation between Zen Priest Eshin and Shingon Priest Koei regarding the universal experience of facing a crisis of faith within a spiritual practice. The discussion explores how these challenges are not just inevitable but are actually essential components of the path of awakening. Key themes discussed include: Defining Faith: The speakers contrast the Abrahamic definition of faith with the Buddhist perspective, which they describe as trusting in the way (5:45). This trust is seen as an ongoing, natural part of practice rather than a static belief system.Managing Practice Cycles: The hosts discuss the ebb and flow of intensity in practice. They emphasize that periods where practice feels like a chore or leads to burnout are not signs of failure, but rather opportunities to reorient oneself toward stillness and silence (24:58). The Role of Doubt: Both priests agree that doubt is natural and often acts as a catalyst for growth. They share personal stories of returning to practice after feeling disconnected, highlighting the importance of not adding "extra" guilt to the process (21:12). Practical Advice: They suggest that when formal rituals become difficult, one should focus on the basics—such as studying, chanting, or simply being present—rather than forcing a rigid routine (32:58). The goal is to nurture a personal, sustainable motivation rather than chasing specific, immediate results (57:26). The conversation concludes with a dedication of merit, reminding listeners that the goal of their practice is to understand that the current moment, in all its simplicity, is already enough (58:44).

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Shingon priest, Koei Ervin and Zen priest Eshin Woodward have an ongoing, passionate discussion about buddha dharma. We think that sharing these spontaneous, playful, loving-all-beings conversations might stir awakening in curious listeners.