What it feels like to be American in 2026 while living abroad. After nearly 10 years in Germany, I share grief, anger, and helplessness as I watch U.S. politics, democracy, and human rights unfold.I LOVE THE U.S. and that's why I care enough to speak up. I personally think it is patriotic to stand up to injustices. I talk about the emotional toll of relying on media coverage, the grounding and validation I get from family conversations back home, and the uneasy mix of safety and guilt that comes with living in Germany. From fear for my friends and family in Texas to anger at political hypocrisy and the weaponization of religion, this is an honest take on my home country that no longer feels recognizable.I get into growing up religious in the U.S., the erosion of democratic norms, the emotional toll of witnessing human rights violations from abroad, and the tension between pride and shame in national identity. I also reflect on immigration, the symbolism of the Statue of Liberty, and what it means to hold on to hope when it feels fragile.This episode is not about having all the answers. It’s about naming the hurt, choosing awareness over comfort, and staying human in an inhumane moment.🎙️ In this episode, we cover:What it feels like to be American living abroad in 2026Watching U.S. politics and democracy from outside the countryGrief, anger, guilt, and helplessness from afarMedia consumption, bias, and staying informedFamily perspectives from Texas and validation from homeReligion, faith, and political hypocrisy in the U.S.Patriotism, pride, and shame as conditional emotionsImmigration, the Statue of Liberty, and American idealsIdentity, displacement, and belonging abroadWhy community, voting, and speaking up still matterIf you’re an American living abroad, questioning your relationship with your home country, or trying to make sense of the world right now, this episode is for you.⏰ CHAPTERS00:00 – A letter to America from abroad01:30 – Grief, anger, and numbness03:20 – Safety, guilt, and watching from Germany05:45 – Why I needed to speak now07:30 – Family validation from Texas09:45 – Media, distance, and perspective12:55 – Religion, power, and hypocrisy16:25 – Growing up religious in the U.S.20:15 – Pride, shame, and American identity22:20 – The Statue of Liberty & immigration25:50 – Helplessness, hope, and persistence29:20 – Final reflections & questions to ponder🌍 About The Pod AbroadHowdy und Servus, y’all :-) I’m Paulina—originally from Texas and living in Munich, Germany for nearly 10 years.The Pod Abroad is a podcast about moving abroad, cultural differences, identity, money, and building a life overseas—without romanticizing it.👉 Join the communityIf this episode resonated with you, please like, comment, and share it with someone who might need it.Subscribe for new episodes every Tuesday.🎧 LISTEN & CONNECTSpotify → https://open.spotify.com/show/711j4OKApple Podcasts → https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcastAll platforms → https://linktr.ee/thepodabroadInstagram → /thepod.abroadTikTok → /thepodabroadSUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@thepodabroad?ut...Email → paulina@thepodabroad.com🎥 CREWVideo, Audio & Music → Tim ter HuurneDesign / Branding → Ali Khazanbeik