BEvolutionary: The Podcast

Michael and Audree Tara Sahota
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Live from their living room, Audree and Michael don't talk about transformation. They go through it on mic, mid-process, and take you with them. A meltdown, a purification, a realization as it lands. Michael and Audree are in a channeled training program learning the mechanics of creation. They are guided in and out of channeling sessions by the Shii, a collective of higher consciousness. The two of them work those mechanics out in their own bodies, in real time, on mic. If you've done the work, the books, the practices, the plant medicine, the years, and you're still not free, this is about why, and what's actually possible from here. You are source consciousness incarnated in human form. It was always true. What hid it from you is The Deviation, the distortion humanity has been living inside. Everything built to free you, the practices and the teachers, was built inside it too. Those methods can treat you. They're honest that it's hard. And also they don't stop, because of what's on the other side. This is the call to go all the way through. What you get here is the pure mechanics of creation, so you can reach your own self-mastery and create your own reality. Where to start: E4: You Are Source Consciousness. Now What? New here? Start with this one. What if it were true, you are source consciousness incarnated in human form? Where the work came from, what the claim means in practice, and why they're not your teachers. E41: Your Identity Is Allegiance to Your Pain For the listener who's done the work and still can't shake it. What you call your identity is your allegiance to the story of your pain. Seeing that allegiance is the unlock. E46: You Don't Need Spiritual Knowledge, You Need Application For everyone who can quote the books and whose life is still a mess. The knowledge was never the journey. Application is. E21: Ayahuasca Can't Fix the Corporate Ego For the business context. Why every transformation program fails, and why no plant medicine, no AI, no new framework gets a leader past their own ego. If any of these land, start at E1 and listen forward. The episodes build on each other as Michael and Audree evolve, and it deepens as they go.

  1. 4d ago

    Why There's No Manual for Being Human

    Fancy French cooking cuts every carrot into identical squares. Tuscan cooking leaves the skin on and the pieces big, and the beauty is in the imperfection. That, Audree says, is this podcast: farm to table, natural, not machine-graded for sameness. That is the whole hour. Being human does not come with a manual. Audree went looking for one when she was pregnant; people look on YouTube and from teachers. School teaches math and how to spell, not how to be a human being. Michael's answer: there never can be one, it is not possible within the mechanics of creation. Their teacher Bhagwan said the only book you need to read for your evolution is the book of your life. It is not a manual, it is a journey, an unfolding toward your truth. They saw it running their leadership training: people wanted the step-by-step. What you get instead is a generalized playbook of patterns, and your own awareness to map them onto a situation unlike anyone else's. Source consciousness wants individuality, so there is no cookie-cutter formula. Awareness is the primary mechanism of evolution. Then Michael shows what navigating without the manual looks like, live. He wakes with the mind going and body sensations that once would have left him in tears, now just, oh, okay. He calls it astronaut training now, withstanding the G-force of the egoic mind. In the shower, neck locked and painful, the mind offers, get Audree to massage it, and he catches it: wait, what voice is that? He remembers he is the one creating his reality, and his heart opens. The mind just wants to get caught, like a thief tired of running this deviated show. Every get clear is a gift. Audree has been living the same thing into his daughter's wedding this weekend: the perfect outfit, the stepmom rules she googled (downplay everything, don't steal the show), a lifetime of being told she is too powerful and should tone it down. She has cleared the family and belonging underneath, so she does the proper thing, not from survival or a charge. Cleared, you shine and it takes nothing from anyone, and she could finally feel into the couple's love. She sees the brilliance in others and wants to uplift them, which she can do only as much as for herself. In a session with the Shii, they asked Michael why he keeps going when his life looks like it is crumbling. There is no alternative. As an engineer running experiments, he has found every mechanic of creation proves true. So the choice is allegiance: to the conditioning and The Deviation, or to your own direct experience. Which wolf you feed. Neo, beaten, asked why he keeps fighting: because I choose to. Trust the process is not trust me, or trust Audree, or trust the transmission. It is trust your own direct experience. The truth will set you free, and it is the little truths you give your allegiance to that carry you there. 00:00 Tuscan Versus French02:02 Imperfect Podcast Vibe03:14 Show About Nothing03:50 Real Talk Journey07:00 Wedding Outfit Pressure09:10 Stepmom Role Rules12:00 Escape Room Evolution16:26 Astronaut Training Pain21:33 Heart Opens The Loop25:36 Collective Mind Awakening27:43 No Manual For Humans29:01 No Manual Just Journey31:12 Playbook Versus Specifics32:38 Patterns And Awareness Skills35:26 Many Roads Same Destination39:06 Wedding As Inner Work41:08 Stop Toning Yourself Down45:26 Uplifting Others At Work48:17 Choice And Feeding Wolves50:53 Trust Direct Experience55:32 Truth Will Set You Free56:47 Closing Reflections

  2. Sep 18

    No One Saves You. You're Creating Your Reality.

    An intense week of evolution, of unearthing the dead bodies, and Michael is mid-purification when it happens on mic. The mind turns back on itself, who am I, and touches the pure awareness of its own being. Michelangelo's ceiling, the finger of man reaching for the finger of God, the mind recognizing it was never separate. It is source consciousness. The new part: the unraveling keeps going and he can still function. That distinction is the whole hour. Their teacher Bhagwan, of Oneness University in India, the real deal, can shut a mind off completely, into instant awakening. But it shuts off so far the monks have to be fed and bathed, and a friend, seeing men in samadhi by the roadside, called them homeless people. Bliss, and non-functional. That is not the evolution program. The program is to purify out of the deviation and function in the world as source consciousness incarnate. As Yogi Bhajan told Audree in her Kundalini year, you're a householder, not a yogi on a mountain. Which is where everyone gets stuck. You cultivate the high state at the retreat, then come home to the deviated job and family you have allegiance to. The glitch is thinking you add the new state onto the life you already have. It is the opposite: let go of what you're holding. Not leave the job or the relationship, but work the root cause, and shift your internal state until the reality shifts on its own. Then Audree lands the line and Michael stops her, say that again: the mind uses the person in front of you as a distraction so you don't notice it is the one creating that reality. Turn inward, ask why am I creating this, feel it, breathe. Awareness, the primary mechanism of evolution. Her earliest memory is the crib, two months old, the faded green onesie, crying, her mother not coming, a voice saying nobody is coming to help you. For a lifetime that meant I am alone and no one will save me. Days ago it flipped: that was the precursor to the purpose of her life. Nobody comes to save you because you are the one creating your reality. Not a curse, an angel at the foot of the bed. You save yourself, and it's true for everyone. Doing it yourself is the part people flatten. It does not mean by yourself. You are the author of your life, and the mechanic is to say yes again and again, use the tools, ask for support when you're stuck, and let go of what you keep putting in front of it. We were co-created to receive from each other. Audree comes back to the Sistine Chapel, the two fingers barely touching, a transmission in the gap. One Source moves through all of it, you and the trees and the God particle alike, the intelligence of all creation flowing within you. I am God incarnated in human form, because there is only one source. Michael: it's not the Force from Star Wars, it's the Source. May the Source be with you. Because it always is, we just don't notice it. 00:00 Unearthing the Wounded Self01:40 Who Am I Spark03:55 Purification While Functioning06:09 Bhagwan and Instant Awakening08:47 Why the Evolution Program Differs10:20 Monks in Bliss States15:31 Making Awakening Practical19:10 Householder Path and Kundalini21:11 Ghost Story at Sadhana26:49 Retreat High vs Real Life29:41 Letting Go Not Adding On30:39 Be Here Now Practice31:06 Yes to Evolution32:49 Stop Blaming Others34:06 Turn Inward Awareness38:23 Divorce Call Breakthrough41:52 Mind Dialogue Frequency Shift45:02 Crib Memory Reframed51:47 Mechanics of the Journey59:01 Sistine Chapel Transmission01:03:39 No One Saves You01:04:09 Closing Blessing

  3. Sep 11

    2026-09-08 E65 Don't Do It Scared. Clear It First.

    The spark is one line: the mind is not the enemy. You don't get rid of it, because energy can't be destroyed, only transmuted. The work is the mind coming to wholeness. Love the mind that's creating the challenge. That's the way through. The mind is afraid that if you do this work it dies. It doesn't. You become more you than ever. Awareness first, always. When there's something correct for you to do and everything in you says no, no, no, that no is the thing to work through. The entrepreneur's hack is do it scared. Their teaching is the opposite. Don't do it scared. Clear the scared part, then do it. Sit in the chair, breathe into the block, a get-clear-a-thon, seven days if that's what it takes. Michael has that exact thing in front of him. The channeled guidance, validated over and over, was to get his CV ready and look for work outside their own, because building this as entrepreneurs in startup mode is hard. He keeps starting and stopping. His dad starts poking at him. The crows start crowing, and Audree pulls out her crow tarot deck. The reading: you're not listening to the guidance. I'm not listening. He turns it into three sticky notes and names the pattern out loud for the first time without hating himself for it. I don't follow the guidance that's correct for me. Like there's a banana, an orange, and an apple on the table. Just what's there. Tarot works because you say yes to communion, which is union. And you can only listen when you're clear. Listening is the root, the bottom of the evolutionary tree. This whole body of work was all listening, all downloads. It is why they are so fussy about words: we cast spells with words, and command of the language is command of creation. Then the gas line breaks fifteen feet from the house. Michael stays neutral, looks it up, waits for the fireman, who says it's fine. Audree gets taken out and still functions, purse, wallet, computer, a cord, until a worker lights a cigarette by the leak and she goes off like a volcano. The practices don't spare you the fear response. They shorten the recovery. It's always internal. The doing is a trick. You can work around the clock on the wrong thing because you never cleared the block. It's not about more effort. That's the whole Deviation trap. 00:00 Mind Not the Enemy01:26 Healing Into Wholeness03:29 Two Minds at War06:02 Tools and Frequency Checks07:25 Solution Mode Mindset09:41 Change Inside First10:37 Awareness and Consumption13:18 Mind Fears Its Death15:59 Movie Revolver Lessons17:05 Working Through Resistance19:45 Guidance to Job Search24:03 Tarot and Synchronicity28:14 Turning Readings Into Action29:27 Naming Patterns Without Judgment30:51 Words and Spelling Power31:55 Words Shape Reality32:24 Low Frequency Language Traps33:36 Tarot High Priestess Lesson34:57 Why Tarot Works37:18 Listening Is The Root38:37 Clear Fear Then Act40:22 Nine Month Mind Training41:43 Fear In Catastrophe Scenarios43:49 Gas Leak Trigger Story49:09 Practices For Fast Recovery51:00 Internal Blocks Create Limits52:46 I Ching Mantra Closing

  4. Sep 4

    Holding Opposing Perspectives Rewires the Mind

    Two weeks since the last podcast, their longest gap, and all of it a deep program of evolution: a summer of intense training, a couple of months of letting go of identity. Everything you believe about the world is rooted in the perception that we are separate and limited, and it is anchored in the physiology, the neural networks, the brain. The shift now is not changing a belief but changing the entire root of all perspectives into a new perspective as source consciousness. Awareness is the primary mechanism of evolution because it is the reprogramming mechanism for the mind: belief by belief at the beginning, and now holding the two opposing perspectives of reality simultaneously, limitation and lack in survival, and unlimited abundance, miracles, everything is possible. That is the tipping point: let go of the one, yes to the other, and the rewiring happens. There's no doing here, by the way. They are slowing down for the sake of integration, in the final phase of the component of the mind itself. Holding the two is the core of unlearning, and where unlearning came from landed this morning on the podcast. Fitzgerald's line about holding two opposed ideas in mind and still functioning is a sound bite. The mechanics that keep us trapped in our limiting belief systems, operationalized, are their blue squares and green triangles on the flip chart, the mechanics of creation. The whole teaching exploded out of that drawing. A friend who has known about this work for years and never dived in is in the hospital being diagnosed with stage four cancer before the test results are back, everybody around them saying you have cancer, you need chemo now. That is the limited perspective: the disease is real and can't be changed. We create our own limitations by arguing for them. Believing in miracles doesn't remove the anchor keeping you trapped in that cancer; you go deep and surgically remove the limiting belief. Audree has been in those situations, instantaneous healing on herself and with other people, and what it takes is shifting into the possibility that something else can happen, and navigating the fear in everybody around you. Scared, survival threatened, without your full intelligence, if you don't have the tools before that, you can't get the tools in that moment. Support and guidance and the healing process first, then the training. Complete the training before the shit goes down. 00:00 Back After A Break00:40 Big Picture Evolution03:16 Micro Vs Macro Change05:54 Matrix Of Separation08:54 Awareness And Tipping Point12:31 Practical Abundance Shift12:43 Moving Locations Noise13:44 Mechanics Of Creation16:48 Unlearning Origin Story18:47 Beyond Sound Bites19:54 Two Opposing Realities20:22 Awareness Rewires Mind22:37 Energetic Physical Psychology23:21 Applied Mechanics Over Knowledge25:27 Healing Beyond Limitation26:30 Arguing For Limitations30:40 Faith Healing History33:16 Integration And Mind Components37:18 Accelerating Purification Safely38:59 Practice Before Crisis42:42 Wrap Up And Farewell

  5. Aug 21

    Billy Idol & Consciousness???

    Michael keeps circling a Billy Idol line, from Eyes Without a Face: "I've spent so much time believing all the lies to keep the dream alive." The lies are the misperception of what and who we are. Dream is a D word, The Deviation, our separation from the truth. Spell it backwards, sound it out: m***e, French for shit. Our allegiance is to those lies. Then Audree's ice cream story. The same mind that says this is so good, I've been good all week, another bite, is the same mind that says why did I eat all that, now I have to run three miles. Believe the first lie, then the second: that's the dream. You shouldn't let friends should on themselves. And you can't think your way out. The knife cannot cut itself; the mind cannot free itself. The only exit is direct experience of the truth of what and who you are. Then what landed this morning. Being source consciousness isn't the complete picture. It will take any experience, in or out of The Deviation. Human design is maybe twenty percent of your incarnation; beyond it is the sacred intention of your being, you on every plane, across all time and space, the soul inception crystal that chooses what to create. Anchored there, the mind has nowhere to go. Audree has been finding there's no wolf to feed. No spoon either, and mid-sentence it lands on her: whoa, I just got that. You can't teach this, Ramana Maharshi found; you can only transmit it. Describe it and you dissipate it. You can just sit in the silence of nothing, where the thought comes but has no hooks or teeth. Your life is the training program, and the you that you think you are is not the you that you are.That's the dream, all that time spenep it alive. What there is instead is evolving, which is love spelled backwards. 00:00 Welcome and Intentions00:33 Billy Idol Lyric Setup02:10 Dream as Deviation03:17 Dream Backwards Merde05:07 Self Doubt Spiral06:04 Ice Cream Mind Loop08:57 Shoulding on Yourself10:23 Beyond Thinking Direct Experience12:25 Source Consciousness Shift13:21 Human Design Limits16:45 Sacred Intention Beyond Design20:04 No Wolf No Spoon21:35 Truth Within Beingness24:05 Why You Cant Explain It26:32 Silence Without Hooks34:12 Beyond Mind Perception38:22 Rightness And Creation Flow43:13 Life As Training Program45:39 Wholeness Ends Fractals48:25 Students Pop Open Clues49:32 Nothing To Figure Out50:36 Evolve Love Your Being52:05 Closing Beingness Practice

  6. Aug 14

    Your Survival Drive Is Sabotaging Your Success

    If we didn't need to make money, would we be doing this? Why put an article on LinkedIn, why even this podcast? The only reason to need to be seen or heard is survival. I need this love, this relationship, food, money, a job. Feel a lack in your life, that's survival right there. The background radiation is the ongoing fear, and the fear is about survival, because there's a separation: I'm alone, I have to survive. Audree's awareness of the day: separation is part of creation. The tree starts from one seed. Creation moves from the void out and separates, yet we perceive that as bad, and the misreading is where the hidden hooks live, the shame and guilt that block your success for doing what creation does. In relationships the survival drive spawns the gaming, the manipulation, the strategy, because you believe you need that connection to survive. The same drive scales into what Michael calls death by sameness, the standardization large organizations run in the name of consistency, which took away the intelligence of the individual. It isn't for peace and stillness and oneness, Audree says: what you're being shown is the very thing that's sabotaging your success. Let's be clear, Michael says, it is how you are sabotaging your own success, and everybody in the pattern with you gets taken out too. Awareness is the primary mechanism of evolution, and what you hold in awareness starts dissolving on its own. His realization from the last week: caring for others, seva, all of it is a gigantic trap, because the desperate need to help anybody else is the desperate need to complete your own journey. Swim in your own lane. Then he names his own stuck place as exactly that need, and reverses inside the same sentence: it has to be the other end, where he's the one being bailed out. He doesn't finish it. Being internally authentic with yourself, that stops the sabotage. You don't stop loving your children because they do certain things. You don't stop loving yourself. 00:00 Mic On Real Talk 00:20 Survival Drives Sharing 02:47 Fear And Separation 04:13 Creation Needs Separation 09:50 Relationship Survival Games 14:55 Belonging And Identity Traps 18:21 Sameness Kills Innovation 26:48 Get Honest With Yourself 30:18 Awareness Evolves You 34:38 Trauma Conditioning For All 36:31 Grounding And Self Mastery 42:22 Love Is Freedom 48:43 Authenticity Ends Sabotage 54:46 Mantra And Closing

  7. Aug 11

    Don't Worry About the Planetary Mechanics

    The Lion's Gate is coming, there's an eclipse on the 12th, and neither of them is an astrologer. They catch this off little blips on YouTube like everybody else. The question is whether any of it is something you actually need to know. Michael's answer is no. The last few eclipses moved consciousness for everybody and nobody had to prepare for them. Your life is your evolution program. The essence of the journey requires zero knowledge of planetary geometry. Not on the critical list. Not even on the should-have list. Maybe nice to have. Audree's yes-and is that she uses it as validation, afterward. She'd been thirty days inside a training with their guides and only thought to ask when it ended. August 9th. Then she went looking and found the July transits, the Lion's Gate, the Pluto eclipse, all of it lining up with something she was already in. The solar system as one giant organic computer, supporting the shift of consciousness for humanity. You're still gonna be evolving whether you're aware of these things or not. Michael used to read his daily human design weather to work out when to do what. Two things came of it: it was a lot of work, and his intuition was already pulling him wherever the design was opening anyway. So consulting it deepens your allegiance to the mind, which is the opposite of where he'd started ten minutes before. In Star Wars, Luke turns off the targeting system and goes by feel. Use the Force becomes listen to Source. And if you do go looking, discernment is its own advanced skill, sorry, because the knife can never cut itself. Can we skip human design, then? Audree, flat: no. A student had said this doesn't feel like me, and her birthday had been read in the wrong date format. That sent them checking everyone's. Audree's own was wrong too, adopted in the sixties, a delivery room already hiding information. Years of thinking she was a generator. She's a projector, and her life made sense. Eventually you transcend it. You just can't jump into transcendence. It's too destabilizing. 00:00 Cold Open Banter00:28 Lions Gate Talk02:03 Do You Need Astrology06:38 Audrey Pushes Back08:53 Training Program Sync16:02 Daily Weather Trap18:47 Use the Force22:12 Discernment Matters27:08 Mind Makes Stories30:21 Jedi School Memory32:06 Confronting the Subconscious33:39 Awareness Unravels Patterns35:00 Intention Versus Tools35:20 Teachers and Partial Truths36:34 Human Design Versus Astrology39:45 Information for Consciousness Levels42:37 Can We Skip Human Design43:52 Birth Time Errors and Identity47:15 Projector Transformation Accelerated49:34 Transcending Design Over Time51:40 Purification and Deconditioning55:39 Support Structures for Change57:47 Closing Protocol and Mantra

  8. Aug 7

    The Mind Is the Last Thing to Change

    Michael comes in off a shower download and asks Audree to just let him ramble. He'd woken with the mind railing at him, you gotta go do this thing, you gotta go do this thing, and underneath it he found the mind running its model of right and wrong so it can feel safe. That took him back to the paradox that stopped him in the Shii session the day before. Sometimes it's right to ask for support, sometimes you have to do it yourself. Both true at once. Their whole body of work has been about truing up your model so you make better choices with your mind. He asks where that ends. It can't. The mind is building a certainty large enough to cover all of creation, and creation is undefinable. "Our work is not truth. Our work is a cookbook." So there's nothing to get right. There's just listening, the way the alien says it at the end of Disclosure Day. Audree holds that against their own curriculum, laser listening, listen to the system, and calls it crazy. She names the state it takes psychological safety. Michael won't take the term; in his own experience it's love of his being, and that is what lets the mind put it down. Then he says it flat. "There is no such thing as meditation." He's never meditated in his whole life. He reads the dictionary definition out loud, focusing or clearing the mind, and calls it a hoax. Audree lists his transcendental meditation, his mantra, his chakra practice back at him and he doesn't move. Those are specific practices doing specific things to your energy. Calling one a meditation means you don't know what it's doing, like taking the car to the garage without knowing if it's the oil or the brakes. Because the mind isn't the first thing to shift. It's the last. Audree has been in this since the early nineties, Reiki, pranic, theta, Barbara Brennan, India, and nobody ever told her that. The reason is physical. Neurons, synapses, a physiology primed to fire the old patterns. Bad headaches. Needing more sleep. And a brain still receiving from a collective she calls an ocean of shit we're swimming in. Not shut off. Recovered, so it works. "The mind is the answer and the mind is the solution." It never goes away. It just has to stop grasping. 00:00 Living Room Intro 00:43 Waking Up Awareness 02:27 Mind Fear Loop 04:03 Paradox And Certainty 07:07 Cookbook Not Truth 08:47 Just Listen Create 11:09 Psychological Safety 19:15 Piecewise Understanding 21:10 Meditation Myth 25:20 Practices Not Mind 27:00 Meditation Misnomer 28:39 Vipassana Mind Myth 30:18 Rewiring The Brain 32:19 Collective Consciousness Pull 36:48 Purification Over Techniques 40:22 Dementia And Present Moment 43:44 Trust Direct Experience 47:45 Agile As Consciousness Shift 52:38 Closing In Complexity

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Live from their living room, Audree and Michael don't talk about transformation. They go through it on mic, mid-process, and take you with them. A meltdown, a purification, a realization as it lands. Michael and Audree are in a channeled training program learning the mechanics of creation. They are guided in and out of channeling sessions by the Shii, a collective of higher consciousness. The two of them work those mechanics out in their own bodies, in real time, on mic. If you've done the work, the books, the practices, the plant medicine, the years, and you're still not free, this is about why, and what's actually possible from here. You are source consciousness incarnated in human form. It was always true. What hid it from you is The Deviation, the distortion humanity has been living inside. Everything built to free you, the practices and the teachers, was built inside it too. Those methods can treat you. They're honest that it's hard. And also they don't stop, because of what's on the other side. This is the call to go all the way through. What you get here is the pure mechanics of creation, so you can reach your own self-mastery and create your own reality. Where to start: E4: You Are Source Consciousness. Now What? New here? Start with this one. What if it were true, you are source consciousness incarnated in human form? Where the work came from, what the claim means in practice, and why they're not your teachers. E41: Your Identity Is Allegiance to Your Pain For the listener who's done the work and still can't shake it. What you call your identity is your allegiance to the story of your pain. Seeing that allegiance is the unlock. E46: You Don't Need Spiritual Knowledge, You Need Application For everyone who can quote the books and whose life is still a mess. The knowledge was never the journey. Application is. E21: Ayahuasca Can't Fix the Corporate Ego For the business context. Why every transformation program fails, and why no plant medicine, no AI, no new framework gets a leader past their own ego. If any of these land, start at E1 and listen forward. The episodes build on each other as Michael and Audree evolve, and it deepens as they go.

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  • Creator
    Michael and Audree Tara Sahota
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    66
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    Explicit
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