I’ve been a Beliver in Jesus as The Way, The Truth & The Life for over 60 years. And God just recently delivered me from the fear of the obligations involved in a total surrender to Him this Passover. I was so frustrated that my Christian experience was not satisfying enough to enjoy my home life, that I gave up. It was 3 months of God working in my soul to get me to believe again, that life was worth the effort.
When I finally gave in to trust Him to be the one who would teach me how to create a more loving lifestyle, (than the former way of my trial & error efforts,) the Joy that I have been longing for all my life stared spilling over in me. I finally was able to believe God was loving me not just in the way that satisfied Him, but in the way that provided me with intimate & eternal satisfaction.
Your message explained what had just recently occurred in my life. And it was when I broke down & got honest with God! And I felt no judgment❣️My c/o did not offend God like I presumed it would, after all He did to save me from sin.
I love my new freedom to Love God & share my thanks with Him & not be afraid if I’m doing it good enough to please Him. His response has been to ravage my with the “feelings” of being Loved! Just what I’ve wanted for 60 years🔥❣️!