What if the faith that formed you also handed you the things you'd spend years unlearning? Arsenal Stories continues — the series where we stop knowing people as a category and actually hear what they've lived. Taryn Tipton shares her faith journey: growing up in a small town where church, school, and family were so intertwined that "every part of my life was connected and colored by church." It was mostly good. And the same people who taught her about Jesus also taught her that a woman couldn't preach, that being gay is a sin, and quietly excluded people she loved. The beautiful and the harmful, all wrapped together. Underneath it, she was scared all the time — scared she'd gotten salvation wrong, scared of the rapture, wondering if she needed to get baptized again just to be safe. She traces what came next: discovering Shalom and a faith bigger than staying out of hell, deconstruction, a mustard-seed tattoo, a one-way flight to Spain, and finding God in a smoky temple in Bali, a Catholic mass, the NICU after her daughter was born, and crying with her foster son's mom. It lands on the line she had to grow into: if she could believe in Shalom for the world, she had to believe it for herself too. In this episode: - Finding the Arsenal — Daniel, Grace, and their foster son Alistair - Why she'd never told this story before - When every part of life was church — the beautiful and the harmful, wrapped together - Being scared of the rapture, and never sure salvation "took" - Shalom: a faith bigger than staying out of hell - Deconstruction, and a mustard seed tattoo - A one-way flight to Spain - Seeing God in Bali, a Catholic mass, the NICU, and her foster son's mom - "If I believed in Shalom for the world, I had to believe it for myself, too" - Ephesians 4: "Live a life worthy of the calling you have received" ???? References: Ephesians 4:1 · Matthew 17:20 (the mustard seed) · the idea of Shalom Series: Stories Speaker: Taryn Tipton Date: 8/2/2026 Location: The Arsenal, San Antonio, TX — The Arsenal | San Antonio, TX ???? thearsenal.church ???? Download the Arsenal Church app ???? Questions or need prayer? hello@thearsenal.church ???? Give: thearsenal.church/give