Why I‘ll Never Make It

Patrick Oliver Jones

The actor’s journey is one of occasional highs and frequent lows. It is a path riddled with self-doubt and frustration as we question our career choices, wondering if we’ll ever really ”make it.” But it is those few moments of glory on stage or screen that can sustain us through all the setbacks and challenges. On this award-winning podcast, New York actor Patrick Oliver Jones invites fellow creatives to share three stories that offer a behind-the-scenes look at the creative life rarely seen in the glitz and glam of this industry. These conversations remind us we’re not alone in this often bumpy and winding journey of the performing arts.

  1. Sep 18

    Sydney Kane Brings Laughter to Her Life and Acting Career

    When the to-do list starts piling up, it’s easy to put off the things that matter most. After nearly six months of unemployment since my last show, I’ve found myself doing exactly that: staying up too late, sleeping in, snacking, spending an hour on a self-tape and then finding plenty of ways to avoid the rest of the day. Self-motivation and discipline have never come easily to me, while doing what’s comfortable can be all too easy. Then along comes Sydney Kane. An NYC-based actor, singer, comedian, and writer, Sydney has performed everywhere from off-off-off Broadway to the big 9x16 screen of a phone. She’s built a following with her insightful and hilarious takes on dating, while also creating her own opportunities as a writer and producer. In this episode, we talk about the limitations of college musical theater programs, why authenticity matters in your work, and what happens when you stop waiting for someone else to give you an opportunity. Sydney also shares the story behind Wife Material, her one-woman musical comedy special built from her own unfortunate dating decisions and featuring original songs. We talk about the vulnerability of turning personal experiences into art, the challenge of embracing your authentic voice, and why creating your own work can sometimes be the only way forward. Most of all, this conversation is a reminder to get off your butt and do something. Sometimes the artist you need to hear from is the one who gives you a swift kick in the pants. Follow Sydney: Website | Instagram | TikTok --- Why I’ll Never Make It is an independent production of WINMI Media and Patrick Oliver Jones. To support the ongoing efforts of this podcast please ⁠subscribe⁠⁠ or ⁠⁠donate⁠⁠. Thank you! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  2. Aug 3 ·  Bonus

    FINAL FIVE: Rachel Lin, Embracing Uncertainty and Trusting the Journey

    Theater is a world of breakthrough performances and backstage challenges and is as cherished for its camaraderie as it is notorious for its pressures. After a wonderful initial conversation, Rachel Lin is back for an illuminating discussion, bringing her perspective as a creator, collaborator, and relentless advocate for artists’ well-being. In this discussion she highlights stories and lessons that resonate with any artist navigating the highs and hardships of a creative life. Rachel shares her vision of “making it” in the theater, moving away from the glitz of star billing towards something far more lasting: belonging and artistic growth. And in a bold address of industry culture, she doesn’t shy away from calling for systemic change, asking for a theater world where the artists themselves are valued and not merely their output. She also speaks candidly about wrestling with impatience and learning to surrender to timing. WINMI Host Patrick Oliver Jones and Rachel find common ground in these shared challenges. Their candid dialogue calls for greater compassion in the industry, all the while reminding us that the journey is what truly shapes an artist, not the destination. --- Why I’ll Never Make It is an independent production of WINMI Media and Patrick Oliver Jones. To support the ongoing efforts of this podcast please ⁠subscribe⁠⁠ or ⁠⁠donate⁠⁠. Thank you! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  3. Jun 24

    New York Theatre Company Takes Performance Off the Stage and Into the Streets

    Step behind the scenes of the innovative New York Theatre Company with Katherine Winter, Josh Zacher, and John Kroft—the creative team behind their latest groundbreaking production, the immersive outdoor dance experience The Circuit. Katherine draws inspiration from classic Hollywood and Barbra Streisand as well as her Toronto theater roots. Josh believes movement is the heartbeat of storytelling, and John has learned to navigate the highs and lows of the industry—like being fired from a dream job. The trio also share candid stories about guerrilla theater, crowd-wrangling challenges, silent disco technology, and the drive to make NYC itself a living, breathing scene partner. Hear firsthand how these young artists are redefining the boundaries of live performance, even amidst pandemic setbacks and personal setbacks from lost agents to creative differences. Whether you're a Broadway fan, aspiring artist, or looking for new things to do in New York City, this episode is packed with practical insights on building community, producing immersive theater, and pushing art outside the box. It's an inspiring look at what it takes to make theater—and the lessons learned when things don't go as planned. Learn more: New York Theatre Company / The Circuit --- Why I’ll Never Make It is an independent production of WINMI Media and Patrick Oliver Jones. To support the ongoing efforts of this podcast please ⁠subscribe⁠⁠ or ⁠⁠donate⁠⁠. Thank you! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  4. Jun 12

    Michael Kostroff Sees Performing as a Calling and Everyday He Answers That Call

    What does it really take to build a lasting career as an actor? For Michael Kostroff, the answer is persistence. Michael was actually one of the first guests to ever come on this podcast, and throughout this 10th season, you’ll get to hear from a few returning guests as they share lessons and experiences they’ve had since that initial appearance. Known to many audiences from Broadway, national tours, and television, especially his memorable role on HBO's The Wire, Michael shares the winding path of a career that has spanned decades. From his first professional contract at the Lawrence Welk Dinner Theatre to what he jokingly describes as having two Broadway debuts, Michael reflects on the opportunities, disappointments, and unexpected turns that shaped his journey. He also shares the story of landing a role in the new Broadway production of Dog Day Afternoon at the exact moment he was preparing to move his life to Canada. The conversation also revisits one of the defining experiences of Michael's career: the first national tour of The Producers. He explains why playing Max Bialystock became one of the most challenging and rewarding roles of his life, and how persistence over the years has continued to shape him as a performer. Follow Michael: IMDb / IBDB / Instagram --- Why I’ll Never Make It is an independent production of WINMI Media and Patrick Oliver Jones. To support the ongoing efforts of this podcast please ⁠subscribe⁠⁠ or ⁠⁠donate⁠⁠. Thank you! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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The actor’s journey is one of occasional highs and frequent lows. It is a path riddled with self-doubt and frustration as we question our career choices, wondering if we’ll ever really ”make it.” But it is those few moments of glory on stage or screen that can sustain us through all the setbacks and challenges. On this award-winning podcast, New York actor Patrick Oliver Jones invites fellow creatives to share three stories that offer a behind-the-scenes look at the creative life rarely seen in the glitz and glam of this industry. These conversations remind us we’re not alone in this often bumpy and winding journey of the performing arts.

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