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Podcast episodes on faith, inspiration and life. New episodes weekly. Connect with me on socials @nurhdyhaz.

  1. 22h ago

    EP142: I Am Just Tired And Ashamed Of Myself | Muslim Mental Health (with Ustazah Amirah Munawwarah)

    "Why give up on yourself when Allah swt has not given up on you?" 😌 Sometimes the hardest person to live with is ourselves. In this episode with Art Therapist Ustazah Amirah Munawwarah, we explore what happens when shame, self-loathing, repeated mistakes and unhealthy coping begin to shape the way we see ourselves. Rather than reducing healing to "just be positive" or "try harder", this conversation looks at how we can remain accountable without becoming cruel towards ourselves, and how returning to Allah swt can still begin from a place of exhaustion, regret and struggle. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 ------------------------------------------ 💬 This is an extension of DeenDiaries' event - Healing For the Tired Soul. Connect with our Brand Partner of this episode via ⁠Instagram⁠ and ⁠Telegram⁠. DeenDiaries is a community by ladies, for ladies - aiming to provide a safe space and nurture fellow Muslimahs; whether you're learning about Islam, a revert or a born Muslim. ------------------------------------------ 📝 Connect with ToLeaps⁠ (towards creative healing), our Resource Partner for this episode via ⁠Instagram⁠ and Website⁠. An art space community by Amirah M. that reminds you/us TO LEAP towards creative growth, betterment, and healing through meaningful, affordable, and personalized workshops, events, and resources for the community & you! ------------------------------------------ Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠⁠

    EP142: I Am Just Tired And Ashamed Of Myself | Muslim Mental Health (with Ustazah Amirah Munawwarah)
  2. Sep 1

    EP141: Here’s To The Hearts That Want To Return (with QALBI Founder Amellia)

    "No worldly commitments." "My heart has been yearning." "Quiet from the noises of the world." We asked those who have been what they wish they knew, those who haven't what they are most curious about, and those longing to return what keeps calling them back. Welcome to our three-part conversation on Umrah, told through your questions, our stories, and the reflections we hope to carry home. For our final part with ⁠⁠QALBI⁠⁠ Founder Amellia, we asked those who have been for Umrah one simple question: why do you want to return. Their answers spoke less about places and more about peace, nearness, family, purpose and a heart that remembers how life felt when everything revolved around Allah. Together, we reflect on why the blessed lands continue to call the heart long after we have returned home, what we bring back with us, and why perhaps returning to Umrah is not only about returning to a place, but returning to the person we hope to become. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 ------------------------------------------ 🕋 UMRAH AN-NISA' with POSTKI & QALBI [All-Ladies 12-Days Umrah Package] A pilgrimage of the heart, where we walk together in remembrance of Allah swt, seeking closeness, softness, and inner peace. 📅 1 – 12 October 2026 💛 Solo sisters welcome 💸 Secure your spot with a $500 deposit (Instalment options available) For booking / Enquiries : 📞 Call: 6547 1002 💬 WhatsApp: ⁠⁠8082 0098⁠⁠ ------------------------------------------ Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠⁠

    EP141: Here’s To The Hearts That Want To Return (with QALBI Founder Amellia)
  3. Aug 22

    EP140: What Nobody Told Us About The Umrah Experience (with QALBI Founder Amellia)

    "People will test your patience." "Build stamina." "Exposure to different cultures." We asked those who have been what they wish they knew, those who haven't what they are most curious about, and those longing to return what keeps calling them back. Welcome to our three-part conversation on Umrah, told through your questions, our stories, and the reflections we hope to carry home. In part two of this series, together ⁠QALBI⁠ Founder Amellia, we we revisit the things our listeners wished someone had told them earlier: the walking, the crowds, navigating different cultures, moments that test our patience, and learning not to rush even when everything around us feels like it is moving. Through personal stories and reflections, we explore how some of the most unexpected moments of Umrah may become part of what Allah is teaching us about ourselves. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 ------------------------------------------ 🕋 UMRAH AN-NISA' with POSTKI & QALBI [All-Ladies 12-Days Umrah Package] A pilgrimage of the heart, where we walk together in remembrance of Allah swt, seeking closeness, softness, and inner peace. 📅 1 – 12 October 2026 💛 Solo sisters welcome 💸 Secure your spot with a $500 deposit (Instalment options available. Remaining balance due 60 days before departure) For booking / Enquiries : 📞 Call: 6547 1002 💬 WhatsApp: ⁠8082 0098⁠ ------------------------------------------ Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠

    EP140: What Nobody Told Us About The Umrah Experience (with QALBI Founder Amellia)
  4. Aug 15

    EP139: Before Your Umrah, Allah swt Has Been Preparing You For It (with QALBI Founder Amellia)

    "What does it actually feel like?" "Am I even worthy of going?" "How do parents even manage toddlers?" We asked those who have been what they wish they knew, those who haven't what they are most curious about, and those longing to return what keeps calling them back. Welcome to our three-part conversation on Umrah, told through your questions, our stories, and the reflections we hope to carry home. In the first part of this series, together QALBI Founder Amellia, we sit with the curiosities, uncertainties and hopes that come before the journey. From travelling with family and navigating the practicalities, to preparing a heart that may not quite know what to expect, we reflect on how Umrah sometimes begins long before we ever see the Kaabah. Perhaps the longing itself is already part of the invitation. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 ------------------------------------------ 🕋 UMRAH AN-NISA' with POSTKI & QALBI [All-Ladies 12-Days Umrah Package] A pilgrimage of the heart, where we walk together in remembrance of Allah swt, seeking closeness, softness, and inner peace. 📅 1 – 12 October 2026 💛 Solo sisters welcome 💸 Secure your spot with a $500 deposit (Instalment options available) For booking / Enquiries : 📞 Call: 6547 1002 💬 WhatsApp: 8082 0098 ------------------------------------------ Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠

    EP139: Before Your Umrah, Allah swt Has Been Preparing You For It (with QALBI Founder Amellia)
  5. Aug 8

    EP138: I Never Noticed You Growing Older While I Was Growing Up (with Bonda)

    "Stop blaming others for your past but start creating for your present and future self." 💐 As we grow older, we begin to realise that much of what our mothers taught us was not always through the things they said, but through the way they lived, loved, corrected, and showed up for us. In part three of the 'Conversations with Mom' Series, I sit with my mother to ask what she had hoped I would learn while growing up, while also looking further back at her own journey as a daughter and the lessons she carried throughout her motherhood journey. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 ------------------------------------------ 🧕🏻 Thank you to Diri for supporting conversations that honour women, motherhood, and the stories we carry forward. Diri is a Singapore fashion brand rooted in empowering women through identity, confidence, and heritage. Through culturally inspired contemporary pieces, Diri seeks to uplift and celebrate the quiet strength carried by women across generations. Their Scripted Scarves© are crafted from 100% recycled RPET fabric, giving new life to discarded plastic bottles through thoughtful and sustainable design. Check out the collections ⁠⁠here⁠⁠ and follow ⁠⁠Diri on Instagram⁠⁠. Pieces worn in this episode: Strength collection( in Crimson, XL Rectangle, jawi: petunjuk) and Balance Collection (in Sage, XL Rectangle, jawi: keadilan) Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠

    EP138: I Never Noticed You Growing Older While I Was Growing Up (with Bonda)
  6. May 16

    EP137: The Unconditional Love I Never Thanked You For (Mother's Day Special)

    "Once you have asked from Allah swt, let Him handle it. He knows better what should be done." 💐 There are forms of love we only begin to recognise as we grow older. The kind that gives quietly, worries constantly, forgives repeatedly, and continues showing up even in exhaustion. In part two of the Mother's Day Series, I sit with my mother to reflect on the unconditional nature of a mother's love. From always wanting to give the best to her children, to turning to Allah SWT in moments of fear, helplessness, and silent struggle. We also explore the kinds of appreciation mothers truly long for, and how some of the deepest acts of love were hidden in the ordinary things we once overlooked. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 ------------------------------------------ 🧕🏻 Thank you to Diri for supporting conversations that honour women, motherhood, and the stories we carry forward. Diri is a Singapore fashion brand rooted in empowering women through identity, confidence, and heritage. Through culturally inspired contemporary pieces, Diri seeks to uplift and celebrate the quiet strength carried by women across generations. Their Scripted Scarves© are crafted from 100% recycled RPET fabric, giving new life to discarded plastic bottles through thoughtful and sustainable design. Check out the collections ⁠here⁠ and follow ⁠Diri on Instagram⁠. Pieces worn in this episode: Resilience Collection (in Sky x Aegean, XL Rectangle, jawi: tenang) andBalance Collection (in Sage, XL Rectangle, jawi: keadilan) Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠

    EP137: The Unconditional Love I Never Thanked You For (Mother's Day Special)
  7. May 9

    EP136: Things I Never Understood About You Before (Mother's Day Special)

    Happy Mother's Day to all Mothers and Mother-figures! 💐 There are many things about our mothers that we only begin to understand as we grow older. The quiet exhaustion. The unseen sacrifices. The constant choosing of family, even at the expense of themselves. Alhamdulillah, in this first part of the Mother's Day Series, I sit with my mother to talk about the hidden struggles of motherhood. The things I never noticed, never asked about, and perhaps never fully understood before. From carrying emotional burdens silently to what it truly means to put family first, this conversation is an attempt to slow down and see our mothers more gently, more honestly, and more deeply while we still can. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 ------------------------------------------ 🧕🏻 Thank you to Diri for supporting conversations that honour women, motherhood, and the stories we carry forward. Diri is a Singapore fashion brand rooted in empowering women through identity, confidence, and heritage. Through culturally inspired contemporary pieces, Diri seeks to uplift and celebrate the quiet strength carried by women across generations. Their Scripted Scarves© are crafted from 100% recycled RPET fabric, giving new life to discarded plastic bottles through thoughtful and sustainable design. Check out the collections here and follow Diri on Instagram. Pieces worn in this episode: Resilience Collection (in Sky x Aegean, XL Rectangle, jawi: tenang) andBalance Collection (in Sage, XL Rectangle, jawi: keadilan) Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠

    EP136: Things I Never Understood About You Before (Mother's Day Special)
  8. Mar 19

    EP135: Our Sweet Memories of an Imperfect Ramadhan (with Sarah Afeefah Ishak)

    Ramadhan | "Your Ramadhan was a proof that you tried, and that's important to recognise." ✨ Ramadhan is not only remembered by how much we did, but by what it did for us. In this closing episode of our Ramadhan series, we reflect on the memories that shape the month: the quiet moments of closeness, the unseen victories, the softened hearts, and the feelings that linger long after the moon departs. Together with love, Sarah, we explore what it means to honour Ramadhan without pressure, to carry its light gently into the rest of the year, and to trust that even imperfect striving leaves behind something beautiful. A reflective conversation to close the month, and keep its meaning alive. _________ For this Ramadhan episode, we are deeply honoured to be hosted by ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Vivere Design Studio⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ whose journey spans over two decades. 23 years of building not just spaces, but relationships rooted in trust and satisfaction. Their ethos goes beyond craftsmanship; they uphold every client's home as an amanah (a sacred trust) handled with sincerity, responsibility, and heartfelt care. Each project is treated as if it were their own home, approached with honesty, excellence, and the best of intentions in every detail. In a month that teaches us about trust, accountability, and ihsan, it feels especially meaningful to collaborate with a team whose values mirror the very essence of Ramadhan. 📱 Follow Vivere Design Studio on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠socials⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ to learn more about their services 🏢 Book an appointment and visit their showroom at 176 Sims Avenue, Singapore 387492 _________ While you're at it, you are invited to be part of the Ramadhan Iftar Meals fundraiser with Global Ehsan Relief Singapore. From just $10, you can support a family in need and ease their journey this fasting month. Visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠this link⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ (t.ly/IFTAR01) to elevate your Ramadhan and uplift theirs. May the episodes continue to accompany you and bring benefit, insyaAllah 🤍 Connect with me: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠

    EP135: Our Sweet Memories of an Imperfect Ramadhan (with Sarah Afeefah Ishak)

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Podcast episodes on faith, inspiration and life. New episodes weekly. Connect with me on socials @nurhdyhaz.