I’ve been going through it lately, with who I see as my king. However, he has an ex of 13 years and may not be ready for me. It’s only been a year since they ended, and I can’t understand that type of longevity in a relationship. We were cuddled up, drinking, and I kissed him and he called me her name. 😭 we got into it bad. I’ve backed all the way off and accepted that maybe I need to let it go. UNTIL- he starts calling me and asks to come see me on his only off day. Okay?! He’s been calling me almost every day and twice today(once while at work). I get really excited about things and overthink a lotttt. Your message here has given me great advice on how to receive. Because he is a giver, but that’s always been my role in the past. I’m becoming tapped in to my femininity and the true magic that it is. I just haven’t ever heard, so kindly, and so honestly, how to harness that. I know I need to be careful, but if these tips don’t work—- he’s not into me. But like, I do forget to shave my legs sometimes 😂
Ps- maybe in the future you could consider addressing loving someone that wants you, but may not be ready. (Aka- I’m his second gf and the last one was of 13 years ) also, I’ve had a number of partners- a lot of which tore me down. So learning to trust and love again is hard. Especially with our situation. But I see the POWERFUL MASCULINE KING beneath his struggles. And I don’t want to give up on that. God I’m chatty, but you reached me heavy this morning.
Thank you 💗💗💗
