Stream of Subconsciousness

Lincoln Stoller PhD CHt CCPCPr

Self-hypnotic explorations of physical and mental health, purpose, self-awareness, self-love, lineage, and ancestry. Building on science, psychology, and spirit. Finding balance in the subconscious mind. mindstrengthbalance.substack.com

  1. Jun 16

    Tending Your Inner Garden (podcast)

    Lincoln Stoller is physicist, mountaineer, software engineer, hypnotherapist, psychotherapist, and author. In this wide-ranging and personal conversation Lincoln shares his lifelong pursuit of truth across disciplines while navigating institutional resistance, personal setbacks, and the messy realities of creativity and human psychology. I discuss a physics paper that challenges conventions and the blowback it received. Science often prioritizes institutional preservation, funding, and reputation over genuine inquiry. Creativity requires stubbornness, tolerance for failure, and resilience against “bad teachers,” and closed-minded experts. Chapters (with approximate timestamps) 0:00 Introduction 0:43 Overwhelm: Physics Paper Rejection & Moral Obligation to Respond 1:30 Background, Childhood, and Path to Science 3:28 Mountaineering, Physics, Software, Psychedelics, and Therapy 5:40 Boundaries of Open-Mindedness in Science & Irrational Pushback 9:40 Practical vs. Academic Physics, Ego in Science, and Quantum Mechanics 13:50 Fusion Energy Failures, Institutional Inertia & Parapolitics 16:20 Challenging Quantum Orthodoxy & the Cost of Creativity 19:50 Limits of Science & Personal Growth 25:19 The Rule of Three Questions – When Curiosity Becomes Revolutionary 30:37 Innovation, Criticism, and Preaching Morality to those who are not innovative 34:33 Why Dreams Are More Inscrutable Now 39:51 Trauma, Processing, and Reality Disintegration 45:50 Sociobiology, Motherhood, Bears, and Loving-Kindness 48:36 Alternative Education: Summerhill School & Democratic Learning 55:58 Hypnosis, MK Ultra, Suggestive vs. Exploratory Hypnosis 1:05:23 Trauma Bonding, Group-think, and Societal Conditioning 1:08:06 Child-Rearing Advice: Autonomy, Community 1:14:28 Closing: Website, Books, Blog, “Dreaming Yourself into Being” First-person highlights: * On his childhood: “I felt ignored... I ended up looking outward... wanting to get answers and wanting to connect.” * Creativity and institutions: “To be creative means there’s a lot of monkeying around... you have to be okay with failing.” * Science and Ego: “You’re not going to get a mathematical rebuttal... You’re going to get an ego rebuttal.” * Dreams: “Dreams... exist to disintegrate your world... They confront me with what I don’t know.” * Therapy vs. Physics: “Psychotherapy is a welcome relief. You get to deal with other people’s problems and you get to criticize and judge and get paid for it.” * Final reflection: “We’re all stupid... You really have to try to improve yourself... consider yourself as a garden that needs to be tended.” The conversation flows into Lincoln’s marriages and recurring dream figures (parents and ex-wives), the value of dreamwork over psychedelics, alternative education models like Sudbury/Summerhill schools, the sociobiology of motherhood, hypnosis (suggestive vs. exploratory, and its broader cultural role), and practical parenting advice: give children more autonomy, real consequences, and community exposure rather than helicopter oversight. Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/episode/7IZfkBCwNYBmVV4sZoUR6h?go=1&sp_cid=34f0878aa8a4cce95943b359bda4ec0d&utm_source=embed_player_p&utm_medium=desktop&nd=1&dlsi=5476ec62fc1e400c Listen on Acast: https://shows.acast.com/innerskilled/episodes/dreams-therapies-psychology-behind-physics-lincoln-stoller Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tskbyhWNbuc This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit mindstrengthbalance.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 14m
  2. Jun 9

    Higher Self, God, and A.I.

    This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit mindstrengthbalance.substack.com Practical, Consensus, and Inspired Intelligence The interesting thing about artificial intelligence is the question of what is intelligence in the first place. I answer that by giving intelligence three levels: practical, consensus, and inspired. Practical intelligence is what is necessary. Like walking or making a to-do list, and it isn’t considered particularly intelligent. Bees can walk, maybe they make to-do lists, and it’s just been discovered they make tools. There’s more to practical intelligence than we think, but it’s practical. Consensus intelligence is what we think of as common wisdom. It’s not widely recognized, but it’s widely available. It’s things like biblical wisdom or what’s dolled out by popular authors. Things like “don’t covet anything that’s your neighbor’s,” or “the benefit of vulnerability is having the courage to show up,” or “love is all there is.” Religion is a font of consensus intelligence and its truth is questionable. Inspired intelligence comes from two things. First, you combine your honest opinion with what’s practical and generally accepted. That yields such important insights as “that’s b******t,” “the truth is reasonable nonsense,” or “I can accomplish what I’m committed to.” Second, building on the first, is a bolt of insight. An idea that seems critically important but, on further examination, may be obvious from a more experienced point of view. Inspired ideas are true and explainable, but often socially uncomfortable or unwelcome. Practical intelligence provides instruction. Consensus intelligence provides maximal cover both for many people and circumstances. Inspired intelligence is what you recognize about yourself. Our Higher, Middle, and Lower Selves The higher self gives you purpose, the middle self gets you by, and the lower self is short-sighted and selfish. They’re all available but most people don’t recognize them as different and as aspects they can control. Instead, they are governed by whatever triggers them. We spend most of our time listening to our middle selves, excusing our lower selves, and having little dialog with our higher selves. We all have these levels within us and are guided by them to varying degrees. Because we tend to be mono focused, one or another of these three attitudes underlies the decisions we make. It is curious that our lower selves seem to speak the loudest, our middle selves like to keep things normal and quiet, and our higher selves are often out of the picture. Such is the case for those of us focused on accumulating power, security, and control. That is to say, the needy ones. That is to say, most of us. We might be in a desperate, practical, or altruistic frame of mind, but one usually predominates. Most people seem to be dominated by their practical or needy sides. The deeper truth is that they all play important roles. On the one hand, these are learned roles. On the other hand they echo aspects of heaven and hell. We are not communing with demons and angles—these aspects are more down to earth than that—but they lean in those directions. People who search for insight will drive themselves into higher states in order to find the truth. Sages, prophets, and creatives will have visions, but these connections are not as available to us as are our higher, middle, and lower selves. We should be able to move between our states, but it takes practice. The Middle State A person who repeatedly undervalues themself will find themselves in a habitually powerless state. This is a state that attracts exploitation from those looking for self-advantage. When low self-esteem becomes a rewarded habit it grows roots into your middle self. It becomes your comfortable self-ideal. This could be because you have a traumatic memory of times when you tried to defend yourself, which often happens to us as children. Alternatively, it could be because of your being habitually rewarded for being weak, deferential, and obsequious. This would lead you to adopt these behaviors as normal and self-defining. This typifies the body dimorphism broadly accepted by women in Western society in terms of dress, behavior, and reputation. A study of 700,000 people, done in 2000 using the HEXACO personality measure (Lee 2009; Patel 2025), found that middle children were the most cooperative. Similar studies found these children grew up to be more socially successful (McGeehan 2024). HEXACO stands for honesty-humility, emotionality, extraversion, agreeableness, conscientiousness, and open to experience. You can take this test to rate yourself. The test is free at https://hexaco.org/ Where We Learn The Higher Realms The Trouble of Doing Better The Lower Realms

    7 min
  3. May 31

    On Spin, Physics, and Arrogance (podcast)

    “Groundbreaking tests of quantum mechanics conducted between 1980 and 1982 ... provided definitive answers to the famous Einstein-Podolsky-Rosen (EPR) paradox and cemented quantum non-locality.” — Google A.I. summary Something Between Arrogance and Lack of Judgement The above A.I. statement is a fair summary of what physicists believe, what is currently stated in textbooks, and what I’ve now shown to be false. False assertions are accepted as truths because of poor research and exaggerated certitude. Exaggerated certitude comes from a reluctance to admit ignorance. This arrogance has always threatened science, it has percolated into politics and led to today’s Trumpian stupidness. The EPR paradox, to which the above quote refers, is well described on Wikipedia (2026). The paradox arises from an explanation of why two elementary particles thought to have no fixed property to start with, and which have been separated any distance apart, suddenly and without any mechanism, display the same behavior when a particular property is measured. It’s a paradox because the mathematics makes the correct prediction but the physics makes no sense. The mechanism that’s proposed is called “action at a distance.” The groundbreaking tests referred to above were conducted by Alain Aspect, for which he won the Nobel Prize in 2022, and which he describes in his acceptance speech: His experiments are masterful, naturally, but he didn’t understand what he was looking at any more than anyone else did. ... An original version of the paradoxical situation was stated by Einstein, Podolsky, and Rosen in 1936. Nobody knew quite what to make of it. In the same year, Neils Bohr published a confusing refutation of the paradox which has never been understood. David Bohm came up with a more intuitive version of the paradox in 1951. In 1964 John Bell showed the paradox’s greater importance, and Alain Aspect found a definitive test of the paradoxical predictions in 1980. Science is supposed to get incrementally more correct over time, but in this interesting case it got incrementally less correct. • Something Between Arrogance and Lack of Judgement • Medieval Necromancy • Overconfident Mathematics • It’s Not a Paradox, It’s a Problem • The Details of the Paradox • No One Understands Spin • Solution of the Problem • What Will Be the Consequence? • References This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit mindstrengthbalance.substack.com/subscribe

    24 min
  4. May 29

    Neurofeedback, Brain Waves, and Consciousness

    You are not broken; you are becoming. Here is my conversation with Dr. Sarah Young on her podcast NeuroAlchemy, broadcast May 29, 2026. You can listen to the audio or watch the video on the other platforms listed here: Episode Links 🎥 YouTube Video: 🎙️ Episode Home Page (RSS): https://rss.com/podcasts/neuro-alchemy/2868865 YouTube Collaboration Link: https://studio.youtube.com/channel/UCutz5RYUlphaZ82pbLjcrGw/collaboration/UCml_IBedO1UP7oG0GgBE9jQ The audio version is also available on: • Spotify • RSS.com • iHeartRadio • Apple Podcasts (iTunes) • Amazon Music Episode notes In this episode of NeuroAlchemy, Dr. Sarah Young sits down with psychotherapist and theoretical physicist Lincoln Stoller for a thoughtful conversation exploring the intersection of neuroscience, neurofeedback, consciousness, and personal transformation. * What is consciousness in everyday language? * How do brain waves shape mood, focus, and emotional patterns? * Why is insight alone often not enough for lasting change? Together, Sarah and Lincoln unpack how the brain and nervous system influence identity, healing, and behavior. This conversation bridges complex neuroscience with lived human experience, making topics like neurofeedback, brain training, emotional regulation, and neuroplasticity accessible and deeply relevant. Dr. Sarah also shares her own early experience working as a neurofeedback technician before graduate school and how witnessing the brain learn through feedback shaped her understanding of healing and transformation. Topics explored include: * What neurofeedback is and how it works. * Brain waves and nervous system regulation. * Consciousness and awareness in practical language. * Why understanding patterns intellectually may not fully rewire them. * How the nervous system participates in healing. * Identity as learned neural patterning rather than fixed character. * Neuroplasticity, flexibility, and adaptation. * Emotional regulation and trauma recovery. * Neuroscience and spirituality meeting in clinical work. * Balance as an ongoing practice, not a final destination. At the heart of this episode is a reminder:Your brain is adaptable. Patterns are learned, not permanent. Healing involves the nervous system. And growth becomes possible when awareness is paired with safety and repetition. 🌿 Micro Practice Invitation: Begin gently noticing your dreams. Keep a notebook beside your bed and write down any images, feelings, or fragments you remember when you wake up. Even small moments of awareness can help build connection with subconscious processing and internal patterns over time. Lincoln also offers a prerecorded Brain Frequencies Minicourse: https://www.mindstrengthbalance.com/product/brain-frequencies-minicourse/ 🧠 Connect with Lincoln Stoller at:The website: https://www.mindstrengthbalance.com The blog (free 1x/mon and paid 4x/mon): mindstrengthbalance.substack.com Through YouTube: @LincolnStoller 🌿 Connect with Dr. Sarah Young Website: https://home.neurosynergyhealth.com/home-6935 Podcast: YouTube: https://youtube.com/@neurosynergyhealth If this episode resonated with you, please consider liking, sharing, and subscribing. That’s how these conversations travel and reach the people who need them most. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit mindstrengthbalance.substack.com/subscribe

    54 min

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Self-hypnotic explorations of physical and mental health, purpose, self-awareness, self-love, lineage, and ancestry. Building on science, psychology, and spirit. Finding balance in the subconscious mind. mindstrengthbalance.substack.com