Devotions

David Holdsworth

Simple Christian messages, offered without the noise often associated with some styles of preaching or sharing of the good news. This podcast includes a merging of various podcasts, preachings and messages by David Holdsworth. ​If you are neurodivergent, navigating family life with complex needs, carrying hurt from past church experiences, or simply tired of the pressure to perform—this space is for you. For anyone who has ever felt they didn't quite fit into traditional pews: you have a place here. ​Pax et Bonum — Peace and the Good

  1. Sep 15

    Brother Sun, Sister Moon: Learning to See Creation Again

    There's an old idea, one that St. Francis of Assisi made famous in his Canticle of the Sun, that the sun and moon aren't just distant objects lighting our days and nights — they're kin. Brother Sun. Sister Moon. Family, in a sense, part of the same created order we belong to. It's a small shift in language, but it changes something. When the sun is just "the sun," it's background noise — something we barely register on our way to the car. When it's Brother Sun, it becomes a presence. Something worth noticing. Something worth thanking God for. Ask the Animals Job 12:7 puts it simply: ask the animals, and they will teach you. It's a strange invitation on the surface — what could a bird or a beast possibly have to teach a person? But Scripture keeps returning to this idea that creation itself is a kind of instructor, quietly demonstrating things about dependence, trust, and design that we're often too busy to notice on our own. That raises a few honest questions worth sitting with: What have I decided isn't worth my attention? What's shaping me without my even realizing it? What ordinary beauty have I stopped seeing because I've seen it so many times before? What might change if I approached the created world as someone still learning from it, rather than someone simply in charge of it? Sanctifying the Everyday None of this requires a mountaintop or a dramatic sunset. It might just mean pausing on a walk, looking up at the moon on an ordinary Tuesday, or noticing the sun on your face for three seconds longer than usual. Gratitude for creation doesn't ask for grand gestures — it asks for attention. Maybe that's the whole invitation: to stop treating the world as scenery, and start treating it as a gift. Reflection inspired by themes of wonder, gratitude, and creation — prompted by Stillmere Contemplative Reflections Cards, Vol. 4: "Brother Sun, Sister Moon."

    Brother Sun, Sister Moon: Learning to See Creation Again
  2. Sep 15

    On Not Needing a Reason

    A wildflower doesn't apply for permission to bloom. It doesn't calculate whether the ground is fertile enough to be worth the effort, or whether anyone's walking by to see it. It just grows — toward light, toward water, toward whatever small mercy the season offers — and that's the whole of its work. Jesus points to this in Matthew 6:28, and it's a strange thing to hold up as instruction. Not a parable with a moral to extract, not a lesson to file away — just an invitation to actually look at something that exists without justifying itself. Most days don't leave much room for that kind of looking. There's a logic to how attention gets spent: on what needs doing, what needs answering, what needs fixing. It's not a wrong way to move through a day. But it does tend to flatten the world into a checklist, and things that can't be checked off — a colour, a shape, a bit of unplanned beauty — get filed under "later" and quietly forgotten. Here's what's worth turning over, maybe on a walk or in a quiet moment before the day picks up speed: Is there anything that delights you that serves no purpose at all? What's grown too familiar to actually see anymore? If perceived usefulness stopped being the filter, what would stand out? What might be delighting God right now, unnoticed? That last one is the one that stays with me. It suggests delight isn't a mood we're chasing — it's something already happening, on God's part, toward things we've stopped registering. The wildflower isn't waiting to be admired before it counts. It's already loved into existing at all. Maybe the practice, then, isn't about finding something spectacular to marvel at. It's letting one small, unremarkable thing be enough — not because it earns the attention, but because it doesn't have to. Reflection inspired by themes of delight, attention, and grace — prompted by Stillmere Contemplative Reflections Cards, Vol. 4: "Brother Sun, Sister Moon."

    On Not Needing a Reason
  3. Aug 17

    Be Still Episode 4

    Be Still — Episode 4 [COLD OPEN] The heavens declare the glory of God. The expanse shows his handiwork. Day after day they pour out speech, and night after night they display knowledge. (Psalm 19:1–2) [THE NARRATIVE] Last time, the first lie entered the world, and with it, shame and hiding. But even then, the LORD clothed his children and promised a rescue still to come. This week, we watch the darkness grow. Adam knew Eve his wife. She conceived, and gave birth to Cain. Again she gave birth, to Cain's brother Abel. Abel was a keeper of sheep, but Cain was a tiller of the ground. In the process of time, Cain brought an offering to the LORD from the fruit of the ground. Abel also brought some of the firstborn of his flock. The LORD respected Abel and his offering, but he didn't respect Cain and his offering. Cain was very angry, and the expression on his face fell. Cain said to Abel, his brother, "Let's go into the field." While they were in the field, Cain rose up against Abel, his brother, and killed him. The LORD said to Cain, "Where is Abel, your brother?" He said, "I don't know. Am I my brother's keeper?" The LORD said, "What have you done? The voice of your brother's blood cries to me from the ground. Now you are cursed… A fugitive and a wanderer you shall be in the earth." Cain said to the LORD, "My punishment is greater than I can bear… I will be hidden from your face… whoever finds me will kill me." The LORD said to him, "Therefore whoever slays Cain, vengeance will be taken on him sevenfold." The LORD appointed a sign for Cain, so that anyone finding him would not strike him. (Genesis 4:1–15, abridged) Even in judgement, the LORD did not abandon him. Years passed, and the wickedness in the world grew. The LORD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. The LORD said, "I will destroy man whom I have created from the surface of the ground." But Noah found favour in the eyes of the LORD. (Genesis 6:5–8, abridged) The LORD said to Noah, "The end of all flesh has come before me… Make a ship of gopher wood… I will bring the flood of waters on the earth… But I will establish my covenant with you. You shall come into the ship — you, your sons, your wife, and your sons' wives with you." (Genesis 6:13–18, abridged) Noah did everything that the LORD commanded him. The flood came. Every living thing was destroyed which was on the surface of the ground. Only Noah was left, and those who were with him in the ship. But God remembered Noah. (Genesis 7:5, 21–23; 8:1, abridged) [SILENCE] God said, "This is the token of the covenant which I make between me and you and every living creature that is with you, for perpetual generations: I set my rainbow in the cloud, and it will be a sign of a covenant between me and the earth. When I bring a cloud over the earth, that the rainbow will be seen in the cloud, I will remember my covenant… the waters will no more become a flood to destroy all flesh." (Genesis 9:12–15, abridged) [BE STILL] (fixed every episode) He makes wars cease to the end of the earth. "Be still, and know that I am God." (Psalm 46:9–10) [SILENCE] [THE INVITATION TO THE TABLE] (fixed every episode) When he had given thanks, he broke it and said, "Take, eat. This is my body, which is broken for you. Do this in memory of me." In the same way he also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in my blood. Do this, as often as you drink, in memory of me." For as often as you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord's death until he comes. (1 Corinthians 11:24–26) [CLOSING BLESSING] (fixed every episode) The LORD bless you, and keep you. The LORD make his face to shine on you, and be gracious to you. The LORD lift up his face towards you, and give you peace. (Numbers 6:24–26)

    Be Still Episode 4

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Simple Christian messages, offered without the noise often associated with some styles of preaching or sharing of the good news. This podcast includes a merging of various podcasts, preachings and messages by David Holdsworth. ​If you are neurodivergent, navigating family life with complex needs, carrying hurt from past church experiences, or simply tired of the pressure to perform—this space is for you. For anyone who has ever felt they didn't quite fit into traditional pews: you have a place here. ​Pax et Bonum — Peace and the Good