Affirming the body’s natural capacity to change not self into self, to merge with the “other“ in the union so that it all becomes the whole. He is me and I am him. Psychotic break, which is just breakdown of the habitual compartmentalization of the psyche. Grant me what I need this day in bread and mercy. Fear of the explosive force of the masculine, fear of harm caused and potential for harm, grief and shame. We can raise the serpents with rhythmic respirations and melting release, gradual, ongoing, as the Shakti builds. The need for the vow, to prevent harm caused. Fears of invisible but powerful obstacles, of incapacity, of separation, thought forms of conditioning, negation and annihilation. I cultivate myself with affirmation, for myself, my lover and beloved. there is a pressure between the timeless me and the physical part of me in time, which creates an alchemical flow of magnetism, the potentiality of the elevation of consciousness. I focus my thoughts on the electrons of the desired physical outcome. Seals, closing the seal, opening the seal, cleansing seals to exorcise demons, seal it with a kiss, manifesting seal of Solomon, great Seal woman and consort . It is the Friday morning of a holiday weekend, the mind wonders, and there is grief and frustration. When the sun and moon are in balance the illumination occurs. We orbit around each other, Venus and earth, Figure 8 of balance, of Infinity, magnetic attraction, sealed with a kiss. Hochokan, hochokan, hochokan, coming, coming, coming...