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We live spontaneously. We don't attempt anymore. We don't try. We don't pretend. We don't attempt to pretend. We allow whatever comes. There are no mistakes to be made only lessons on discovering what we truly like and dislike getting us closer to who we really are and who we want to be according on how good we feel in any given moment. Ride the wave. LIVE NOW. LIVE ASAP.

  1. 07/30/2024

    The Way of the White Swan

    The way of the white swan We don't want money We want to kill When we stop thinking We remember who we are We're sick, we don't see it We care, we don't dare Words of god Words of light Light the sword Words are swords Defense is god God is imaginative Imagination of magis Image of magic We're not sick, we're exceptional We're not ill, we're extraordinary ** Anami to Hamsa Antelopes galloping Towards hot heavens Chariots of blue fire It doesn't concern us Paralyzed Paramhansas Walk with me to the final destination I dream of you, I cannot find you You're always in tremor I cultivate your goodness I pray against you I pray away the devil I wish you were the one I did marry you Instead you grew more unsettled I'm going to keep on climbing There is no other self There is no other I Already sold out Soul sovereignty *** Sun of Surya Winking at Kali Mara before Sarah Buddha couldn't sit still Second sunset sun Golden set in the sun Son of another swan The middle is the fractal Recognition before reconciliation Shadows before turmoil Self-annihilation goes the distance We've grown accustomed Film already shot Shut eyelids Eyes wide open Cynical in grief No satire, no sleep Longing beyond belief Bones shattering The devil is in recovery We didn't pass the Turing Test *** And I've heard of a land Promised to never leap with faith I promised and I said never again Keep making promises, keep love retained If desire is the memory of pleasure Fear is the memory of pain The mind creates the abyss The emerald heart crosses it It becomes a one thousand petaled lotus And sometimes my impatience grows like a white carnivore carnation Inside our washed out tummies More floweraches No more soul censorship Saki sipping Sadhus Stuttered to positive infinite Our destiny is not death But the dissolution of I Flipped to the other universe Don't focus on the pain Keep looking for us. 999

  2. 02/16/2024

    Redream The World Instead

    white geese white satin beds of river lilies white puffy willows, white embroidered brollies golden men drunk with mad girls' honey muddy matters on matted mattresses matinées matangis mournful mad hatters sleep is not the cousin of death deep sleep is the zero point of singularity rem sleep is the mirror universe of the awakened the back of my head doesn't lose itself - and I remember you again we used to be gods  exposed like bones on terracotta shards of monsoon glass now god is hiding again and we're clearly confused we're heartbroken expatriated prozac in pink diffused I still think you're an angel only earth can liberate us back to the cherry-picked seraphims + ophanims the throne of god is here, although not another stuttered beginning of healing muted mermaids with their eyeballs pinned to the wall 5am forbidden distress this feeling will prosper with fierce grace we keep looking for meaning we can't find it in truth [and the truth is if you want anything you won't really find it in truth] I is a social institution not a merkaba empire we don't have to fall for it again we don't even have to wait thoughts are not words when they bend backwards like swords sworn to be seen control has turned into a confederation of false mutual friends can it get more underappreciated truth announcing - on its way again nothing like under scrutiny like a shit take away on a wet afternoon the time for peace is now so don't hesitate, cut to the absolute truth the only real thing is whatever touches us but the late midnight blues  don't scare me anymore hidden fear is the lunar eclipse of a full dream born anew the longer the day, the faster the moon in my darkness I remember my sister's words reoccur to me baby steps for now long lustrious life for centuries to come this world is dead - unmutable who's fault is it? amino acids as blue bismuth angels flooding, fluttering ruffles angels fluffing up their winking wings angels with no wrongdoings shattered moon bruised by morning snoozing next to someone you'll never love again and I can beat you with words, I'm pear stoned with fruits yellow bones, yellow quinces before the orchard turns red and I'm terrified I lost you for good words turned semantics, words cannot refute they cry like cupids, they cut in like rusted knives still no steady truth twin flaming flamingos i'm hoping when we wake up we're going to be okay again. 999

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We live spontaneously. We don't attempt anymore. We don't try. We don't pretend. We don't attempt to pretend. We allow whatever comes. There are no mistakes to be made only lessons on discovering what we truly like and dislike getting us closer to who we really are and who we want to be according on how good we feel in any given moment. Ride the wave. LIVE NOW. LIVE ASAP.