The Authentic Creative: expanding our capacity to feel good

Siri Baruc Thornton

Welcome to The Authentic Creative with Siri Baruc Thornton: a top 2% globally ranked podcast for women who are ready to expand their capacity to feel good, embody their truth, and create from wholeness. Here, we explore what it really means to live and lead from authenticity. What if feeling good in your body, your work, and your life isn’t indulgent, but the key to everything? Each week, you’ll hear intimate conversations with artists, entrepreneurs, healers, and visionaries who are redefining success through creativity and embodiment. Alongside these stories, host Siri Baruc Thornton: Reiki Master Teacher, Transformational Breathwork guide, retreat creator, and podcaster — shares grounded spiritual tools, somatic practices, and lived wisdom from her work leading retreats for women around the world. You’ll also be invited into monthly women’s circles and leadership panels, where diverse voices gather around a new theme each time, exploring embodiment, abundance, creativity, leadership, or the art of truly feeling good. With listeners in over 65 countries, this podcast is both sanctuary and spark: a reminder that you don’t need to push to create, or perform to belong. You get to feel good. You get to embody your truth. And from that place, your most authentic life and art flow effortlessly. Subscribe now and begin your return to radiance.Learn more at www.sageandblushwellness.com

  1. Spring Equinox, Receiving, and the Art of Letting Life Meet Us

    MAR 23

    Spring Equinox, Receiving, and the Art of Letting Life Meet Us

    This conversation unfolds right on the threshold of the spring equinox, in those first hours where something begins to shift. We begin just after a live breathwork session, with the panelists sharing what they experienced and what moved through them before we open into the wider conversation. I was standing in dialogue with an extraordinary group of women, each of us speaking from lived experience, from our bodies, from what we are actively navigating right now. We explored what it means to come out of winter without abandoning ourselves. To trust timing. To soften the grip of responsibility. To receive instead of constantly holding everything together. Again and again, I heard the same thread: we are women who carry so much. We lead, we nurture, we anticipate, we hold. And yet, when it comes to receiving support, love, rest, or even simple help, there can be resistance, discomfort, or a deep question underneath it all: am I allowed to receive this? This conversation moves through breathwork integration, ancestral connection, the nervous system, and the deeply human edges of worthiness, grief, identity, and self love. We talk about: • Releasing responsibility that was never ours to carry • The grief of realizing we could have softened sooner • The discomfort of being in the body and what that reveals • The practice of receiving help in small, everyday moments • The shift from selflessness into self honoring • Cycles, seasons, and trusting the intelligence of our own timing • The balance between doing and allowing • What unconditional love actually looks like in real life There is laughter. There are tears. There is honesty that cuts straight through performance and lands in truth. What becomes clear is this: spring is asking us to stop resisting who we already are, and to have the courage to receive the life that matches her. If you are in a season of transition, expansion, or quiet becoming, this conversation will meet you there. Incredible panelists: Destiny Dudley Deras — private chef, sommelier, and co host of The Broad Minded Podcast @the_culinary_concierge Murisa Harba — actress, director, and author of Acting With Energy, teaching emotional intelligence through the body @murisaharba Monica Rodgers — guide for women reclaiming vitality, pleasure, and embodied feminine leadership Dr Alicia Newsome — executive advisor and bestselling author supporting leaders to scale without burnout @dr.alicianewsome TeRayzah Livingstone — intimacy and relationship coach, breathwork teacher, and facilitator of women’s transformation @terasalivingstone Tracy Hill — creator of A Beautiful Fix and host of a top 3% globally ranked podcast @abeautifulfix Brenda Rigney — midlife business coach helping women build aligned online businesses Dana Schmit — intuitive sound healer and storywork coach supporting deep personal transformation @danaschmit_ Robyn Cohen — actor, coach, and founder of The Cohen Acting Studio @robyncohenactingstudio If something in this conversation resonated, and you’re ready for deeper, more consistent support, I am currently working with a small number of women inside a 3 month private online container. This is a structured, high touch space where we work together over time with breathwork, nervous system regulation, and real time coaching to support lasting shifts in how you live, lead, and receive. It’s not a one off experience. It’s a space for integration, for honesty, and for real change. If you feel the pull toward that kind of support, reach out to me directly and we can explore whether it’s the right fit for you. www.sageandblushwellness.com Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    1h 17m
  2. When the Room Shifted: 5 Minute Meditations, Co Regulation + Motherhood with Jessie Larson

    MAR 18

    When the Room Shifted: 5 Minute Meditations, Co Regulation + Motherhood with Jessie Larson

    In this episode, I dialogue with Jessie Larson, co creator of Five Minute Meditations for Kids, about how simple, intentional moments can shift the entire energy of a home.  I share the story of playing her meditation in the ER while Bodhi’s arm was being reset, and how everything changed. What could have been chaos became calm, connected, and deeply held. We explore co regulation, how our nervous systems shape our children’s, and why even 2 to 5 minutes can interrupt anxiety and create real emotional shifts. This is a conversation about motherhood, overwhelm, and the reminder that it doesn’t have to be complicated to be powerful. “Time slowed down, and I felt like we were wrapped in this bubble of love.”  “You are a good mom. We’re all doing our best.”  Connect with Jessie at Five Minute Meditations for Kids on Instagram, YouTube, and all podcast platforms. If this journey is resonating and you feel called to deepen into the embodiment of these themes, I offer private 12 session breathwork journeys inspired by the chapters of The Artist’s Way. https://www.sageandblushwellness.com/purchase/p/12-transformational-breathwork-reiki-the-artists-way-series I am also hosting The Authentic Creative: Breathwork and Reiki by the Sea, a women’s retreat taking place May 3 to 6 on the Oregon Coast. There are a few spots remaining. If you feel curious, you are welcome to email me and we can explore together whether it is the right fit. Thank you for walking this devotional path with me. I am deeply honored to share this creative and healing journey alongside you. Connect with me on Instagram @siribaructhornton Email me at siri@sageandblushwellness.com All offerings: www.sageandblushwellness.com Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    36 min
  3. Parenting + Partnership: 10 Tips for Regulating the Nervous System

    MAR 16

    Parenting + Partnership: 10 Tips for Regulating the Nervous System

    Some mornings feel calm and connected. Other mornings… everyone is triggered. In this minisode, I share 10 practical tools for regulating the nervous system in the moments when parenting, partnership, and life all collide at once. These are simple practices I use and teach when emotions are high, time is short, and everyone’s nervous system needs support. Because the goal isn’t perfection. The goal is connection, regulation, and repair. In this short episode I talk about tools that help when: • a child is overwhelmed or anxious • you and your partner have different stress responses • everyone in the house is activated at the same time • you need to calm the moment quickly and move forward These tools help us pause escalation and return to connection. 10 Nervous System Regulation Tools Here are the tools I walk through in this episode: • Pause the momentum • Slow your breathing and lengthen the exhale • Name what is happening emotionally • Change your physical posture to signal safety • Validate feelings before solving the problem • Break overwhelming moments into tiny steps • Understand different stress responses in couples • Use gentle touch or proximity for co-regulation • Repair quickly when things get heated • Remember that nervous system activation is temporary One of the things I remind myself of constantly: The goal is not to eliminate difficult moments. The goal is learning how to return to connection, regulation, and repair. Parenting and partnership are powerful places to practice nervous system awareness. And every moment of repair strengthens the relationship. If this episode spoke to you, share it with a partner, friend, or parent who might benefit from these tools. Sometimes the smallest nervous system shifts create the biggest changes in a family. If you’re interested in going deeper into nervous system healing and emotional regulation, I offer: • Private transformational breathwork and reiki sessions • The Authentic Creative podcast conversations • Retreats and in-person experiences You can learn more at sageandblushwellness.com Follow me on Instagram @siribaructhornton Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    17 min
  4. Entrepreneurship, Authenticity, and Learning to Breathe with Stephanie Fodor MacDonald

    MAR 14

    Entrepreneurship, Authenticity, and Learning to Breathe with Stephanie Fodor MacDonald

    In this episode of The Authentic Creative: Expanding Our Capacity to Feel Good, I dialogue with my neighbor and new friend Stephanie Fodor MacDonald for a deeply honest conversation about motherhood, entrepreneurship, creativity, and resilience. Stephanie grew up in Hawaii and began acting as a child, eventually building a career across theater, film, television, and digital media. Her life and work have taken her around the world before eventually landing in the Pacific Northwest. Today she is also the co founder of Authenticity50, an American made bedding company she built with her husband Jimmy, dedicated to supporting U.S. manufacturing and sustainable supply chains. But behind the success story is a very human journey. In this conversation we talk openly about: • Growing up in Hawaii and discovering her calling as an actor • Living and working in Tokyo, Hong Kong, Los Angeles, and San Francisco • Starting a mission driven company supporting American manufacturing • The real challenges of entrepreneurship • Postpartum depression and the emotional realities of motherhood • Navigating grief, family loss, and major life transitions • Building a business while raising young children • Learning to find balance in the chaos of real life • Teaching children emotional regulation through breath • Why sleep and nervous system care matter more than we think One of my favorite moments in the conversation is when Stephanie shares how even a simple breath with her toddler can shift an entire day: “Sometimes you just have to laugh, take a deep breath, and remind yourself that it could be worse. We’re going to be okay in the messiness.” This episode is a reminder that authenticity is not perfection. It is the courage to keep showing up through every season of life. Instagram:  @stephanie_fodor or @authenticity50  authenticity50.com Use code AUTHENTIC15 for 15% off. If this conversation resonated with you and you are curious about experiencing breathwork for yourself, I would love to support you. Ways to work with me: • Transformational Breathwork infused with Reiki sessions • Private 1:1 breathwork experiences • Intimate retreats • In person group breathwork evenings Learn more: www.sageandblushwellness.com If you are local to the Pacific Northwest, join me for Breathwork and Reiki evenings at Lacamas Lake Lodge in Camas, Washington. Follow along: Instagram @siribaructhornton And if this episode resonated, please share it with a friend and subscribe to The Authentic Creative: Expanding Our Capacity to Feel Good. Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    50 min
  5. MAR 2

    Broken

    In this spontaneous minisode, I’m sharing a tender, frightening, and deeply spiritual experience that unfolded for my family in Maui when Bodhi broke his arm. I take you into the moment it happened on the beach, what moved through my body as a mother, what it was like to watch his arm be reset in the ER while playing 5 Minute Meditations for Kids podcast, and how breath, Reiki, prayer, and presence changed the energy in that room. I share what it has been like to nurse him through recovery, navigate travel home, regulate my own overwhelmed nervous system, and find unexpected bonding and meaning in the midst of trauma. This episode is about motherhood, devotion, shock, symbolism, and the quiet initiations that change us forever. I am still integrating it. And I invite you into that unfolding with me. If something in this story resonates with you, I would love to hear from you. You can email me at siri@sageandblushwellness.com or connect with me on Instagram at @siribaructhornton. If you are moving through your own hard season and want support regulating your nervous system, reconnecting to your body, or being held in a grounded spiritual container, you can join me for online Transformational Breathwork infused with Reiki, attend an in person gathering in the Portland area, or explore one of my upcoming retreats. You can learn more at www.sageandblushwellness.com. And if this episode touched you, please share it with someone who might need it. Your shares mean the world to me. Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    15 min
  6. Sisterhood Rewritten: Healing Old Friendship Patterns + Creating a New Way of Being Together

    MAR 1

    Sisterhood Rewritten: Healing Old Friendship Patterns + Creating a New Way of Being Together

    This panel began with an intention to explore friendship patterns. What unfolded became something deeper. We gathered in circle and asked the question many women quietly carry: How do we stop betraying ourselves and still remain in relationship? Through breathwork and honest dialogue, we explored the sisterhood wound and the mother as our first relationship with women. We looked at the ways many of us learned to choose attachment over authenticity. The ways we fawned, overfunctioned, shrank, competed, or contorted ourselves to stay connected. We spoke about shame. About betrayal. About eldest daughter survival. About cocooning seasons and selective circles. About the grief of realizing how often belonging has required self abandonment. And something powerful happened. The healing was in the speaking. Shame softens in rooms where we feel safe to tell the truth. Women shared about saying no to a mother for the first time. Cutting cords without anger. Allowing pleasure instead of performance. Letting love in after decades of armor. Roaring instead of shrinking. Staying sovereign while staying connected. “Sisterhood is built in moments like this.” “We are not alone.” “What if we could stay true and stay connected?” This episode is an exploration of authenticity inside relationship. Of learning to hold your ground and stay in the room. Of rewriting old friendship patterns not through perfection, but through presence. A new way of being together begins when we stop abandoning ourselves. If this conversation resonates, share it with a woman who is learning to stay. I am also hosting The Authentic Creative: Breathwork and Reiki by the Sea, a women’s retreat taking place May 3-6 on the Oregon Coast. There are a few spots remaining. If you feel curious, you are welcome to email me and we can explore together whether it is the right fit. Thank you for walking this devotional path with me. I am deeply honored to share this creative and healing journey alongside you. Incredible Panelists: @kanalee @terasalivingstone @robyncohenactingstudio @camilagreenberg @breathewithjanine @sammidreiling @coachcoco @atasteoftrishia @heidistevens @christinemirarose Connect with me on Instagram @siribaructhornton Email me at siri@sageandblushwellness.com All offerings: www.sageandblushwellness.com Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    1h 19m
  7. Recovering a Sense of Faith: Embodied Companion to The Artist’s Way Part 12

    FEB 13

    Recovering a Sense of Faith: Embodied Companion to The Artist’s Way Part 12

    In Episode 12, the final installment of this 12 part minisode devotional, embodied companion to The Artist’s Way, I explore what it means to recover a sense of faith and reconnect with trust as a creative, emotional, and spiritual practice. In this episode, I reflect on how faith evolves throughout our lives and how being human inevitably includes disappointment, loss, uncertainty, and transformation. I share how faith is not about certainty or perfection, but about the courage to begin again, to try again, and to remain open to life even after we have been hurt. I share personal reflections on how motherhood, caregiving, illness within my family, and continuing to show up to record this devotional series became living examples of faith as devotion and resilience. I also reflect on how faith can be built gradually through lived experience, small moments of trust, and returning to ourselves again and again. I reference my experience performing in The Seagull and how the theme of trusting the creative process shaped my understanding of artistic faith and self trust. In this closing episode, I reflect on the full arc of recovery explored throughout this series, including safety, identity, power, integrity, possibility, abundance, connection, strength, compassion, self protection, autonomy, and faith, and how recovering ourselves is an ongoing and lifelong practice. This episode includes a guided Tri Active breathwork experience designed to help you embody trust, release fear of the unknown, and reconnect with support, hope, and faith as felt experiences in the body. You are invited to revisit this devotional series whenever you feel called, listen again from the beginning, share it with an inspiration partner, or gather in community to move through these stages of creative recovery together. If this journey is resonating and you feel called to deepen the embodiment of these themes, I offer private 12 session breathwork journeys inspired by the chapters of The Artist’s Way. https://www.sageandblushwellness.com/purchase/p/12-transformational-breathwork-reiki-the-artists-way-series I am also hosting The Authentic Creative: Breathwork and Reiki by the Sea, a women’s retreat taking place May 3-6 on the Oregon Coast. There are a few spots remaining. If you feel curious, you are welcome to email me and we can explore together whether it is the right fit. Thank you for walking this devotional path with me. I am deeply honored to share this creative and healing journey alongside you. Connect with me on Instagram @siribaructhornton Email me at siri@sageandblushwellness.com All offerings: www.sageandblushwellness.com Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    15 min
  8. Recovering a Sense of Autonomy: Embodied Companion to The Artist’s Way Part 11

    FEB 13

    Recovering a Sense of Autonomy: Embodied Companion to The Artist’s Way Part 11

    In Episode 11 of this 12 part minisode devotional, embodied companion to The Artist’s Way, I explore what it means to recover a sense of autonomy and reconnect with inner authority as a creative and emotional practice. I reflect on the paradox many of us experience between independence and support. I share personal reflections about having a naturally sovereign spirit while also deeply valuing connection, family support, and collaboration, and how autonomy expands when support is chosen consciously while staying rooted in self trust. I share how this season of my life has invited me to become my own mentor, listen inward more directly, and trust intuitive guidance, even when that path feels quieter and more spacious. In alignment with this chapter, I explore how creative autonomy grows through trusting intuition, honoring personal timing, allowing creative preferences to evolve, and accepting that authentic expression may invite both connection and misunderstanding. This episode includes a guided Tri Active breathwork experience designed to help you feel inner authority, release approval seeking and comparison, and reconnect with sovereignty and self trust as embodied experiences. If this work is resonating and you feel drawn to go deeper, I offer a private 12 session breathwork journey inspired by the chapters of The Artist’s Way. https://www.sageandblushwellness.com/purchase/p/12-transformational-breathwork-reiki-the-artists-way-series I am also hosting The Authentic Creative: Breathwork and Reiki by the Sea, a women’s retreat taking place May 3-6 on the Oregon Coast. There are a few spots remaining. If you feel curious, you are welcome to email me and we can explore together whether it is the right fit. Connect with me on Instagram @siribaructhornton Email me at siri@sageandblushwellness.com All offerings: www.sageandblushwellness.com Send us Fan Mail Support the show

    17 min
5
out of 5
67 Ratings

About

Welcome to The Authentic Creative with Siri Baruc Thornton: a top 2% globally ranked podcast for women who are ready to expand their capacity to feel good, embody their truth, and create from wholeness. Here, we explore what it really means to live and lead from authenticity. What if feeling good in your body, your work, and your life isn’t indulgent, but the key to everything? Each week, you’ll hear intimate conversations with artists, entrepreneurs, healers, and visionaries who are redefining success through creativity and embodiment. Alongside these stories, host Siri Baruc Thornton: Reiki Master Teacher, Transformational Breathwork guide, retreat creator, and podcaster — shares grounded spiritual tools, somatic practices, and lived wisdom from her work leading retreats for women around the world. You’ll also be invited into monthly women’s circles and leadership panels, where diverse voices gather around a new theme each time, exploring embodiment, abundance, creativity, leadership, or the art of truly feeling good. With listeners in over 65 countries, this podcast is both sanctuary and spark: a reminder that you don’t need to push to create, or perform to belong. You get to feel good. You get to embody your truth. And from that place, your most authentic life and art flow effortlessly. Subscribe now and begin your return to radiance.Learn more at www.sageandblushwellness.com

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