Context for Chaos

With Vanessa Bartlett and Jessica Geddis
  • 5.0 (29)
  • Spirituality
  • Updated Weekly

Hosted by Vanessa, a psychic, spiritualist astrologer, and multidimensional card reader. Vanessa’s readings are known for their accuracy, but what sets her apart is how she translates the unseen into plain human language. Co-host and producer, Jessica Jean, brings relativity and the curiosity of the layman. Starting Summer 2026, Vanessa and Jessica will explore a single theme, from love to identity to healing. They'll examine each topic from both psychological and spiritual angles, building a bridge between their lived experience and the larger forces shaping it. On Substack, Vanessa shares This Week in the Sky, a look at upcoming astrological transits along with readings for every sign. If you’re searching for meaning that grounds you in the now, this podcast gives you context, clarity, and a touch of magic where you can actually use it. theaquarean.substack.com

  1. 6d ago

    Thresholds of Light

    As the warmth of summer cools across the fall equinox, your hosts Jessica and Vanessa cross the threshold into the Season of Grief. Moving beyond the unbridled heat of summer love, this opening conversation stands at the harmonious intersection of light and shadow, joy and pain, consciousness and subconsciousness. In this episode we’ll unbox what grief truly demands when we stop running from it. Through the symbolic wisdom of Tarot, from The Fool and The Wheel of Fortune to the uncomfortable mirror of Death Reversed, we confront the fear of permanent change and the struggle to relinquish control over what used to be. Vanessa opens up about toying with sobriety, physical rebellion, and the illusion of “running the length of Wyoming” just to avoid sitting with her present breath. Meanwhile, Jessica candidly parses the heartbreak of a breakup, facing the terrifying reality of letting go of a past connection without attempting to manipulate or force an outcome. Drawing insight from David R. Hawkins’ Power vs. Force, this episode invites you to examine where in your life you are imposing your will versus stepping into true inner awareness. Rather than viewing grief as a problem to solve or rush through, we offer a gentler, more radical perspective: grief as a call for patience, tenderness, and permission to be affected by life. Step inside, catch your breath, and join the journey as Season 2 begins. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    Thresholds of Light

  2. Sep 19

    Curiosity Over Control: What It Really Takes to Love (And Be Loved)

    Before stepping into our upcoming “Season of Grief” this fall, this finale tackles the subtle art of repair. We dig into the heavy shadows of hyper-independence and ego, showing how trauma responses, like taking over managerial control during group stress or treating a partner’s emotional state as a direct reflection of ourselves, starve relationships of true intimacy. Challenging mainstream relationship advice, we call BS on the popular belief that “you can’t love someone until you love yourself”. Instead, we argue that self-love and relational love develop in tandem through practice, requiring genuine curiosity, emotional availability, and the courage to meet and challenge each other’s triggers rather than running away. As the season changes and the river keeps flowing, this final chapter establishes the non-negotiable building blocks of connection - consistency, respect, and peace - setting the stage for the deep work of grief that lies ahead. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    Curiosity Over Control: What It Really Takes to Love (And Be Loved)

  3. Sep 12

    Kintsugi of The Heart

    In this first half of the finale for Summer of Love, we explore the delicate alchemy of amicable endings. Navigating a mutual separation as her partner moves away, Jessica unpacks what it truly means to process grief and gratitude when there is no victim, villain, or blame to assign. Together, we’ll dive deep into the spiritual growth hidden within heartbreak. By examining how emotional distress acts as the wind forcing our root system deeper into the earth, and how the Japanese philosophy of Kintsugi allows us to mend a fragmented identity with golden love and intention. Discover how a departing partner can illuminate parts of your self that belong to you forever, and why learning to inhabit your body with unmasked presence is one of the ultimate acts of self love. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    Kintsugi of The Heart

  4. Aug 29

    You Are Not For All Markets

    Why do we chase relationships just to feel something, only to end up feeling bruised, exhausted, and chaotic? In this raw and uncomfortably honest episode, we strip away the sterile, sanitized version of aesthetic spirituality sold on social media. True spiritual maturity isn’t about transforming yourself into an immovable statue who is completely untouched by human pain. The real test of your inner peace doesn’t happen on a quiet meditation cushion, it is tested in the messy and unpredictable theater of your relationships. Through hilarious and deeply human stories, including a radically vulnerable boundary that involved retreating into a fetal position on a crowded Thanksgiving couch just to keep from imploding, we explore what it actually takes to protect your nervous system. You’ll learn how to identify your personal compass of integrity so you know exactly when to apologize and when to stand firm, why scrolling Instagram is just a high-dopamine way of numbing out, and how to embrace the liberating reality that you are “not for all market”. It’s time to stop white-knuckling your way through life, join us as we explore how to stop reacting to the world. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    You Are Not For All Markets

  5. Aug 22

    Reaction vs. Intuition in Relationships - Part II

    Stop trying to fix others or win impossible arguments and start taking authority over yourself. In this segment we explore the radical idea that boundaries aren’t about changing someone else’s behavior, they’re about refusing to self-abandon just to stay attached to a dopamine fix. We share a personal look at navigating emotional whiplash and why saying no to an invitation can be the ultimate act of self-trust. It’s time to stop white-knuckling for control and start building your own competence and sense of self. Join us as we learn to trust our intuition, lift the veil on the truth, and remain stable and secure in our own power. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    Reaction vs. Intuition in Relationships - Part II

  6. Aug 8

    Reaction vs. Intuition in Relationships - Part I

    Are you truly responding to the present moment, or is your brain just running a passive protocol based on your past? In this deep-dive, we explore the neurological trap of the “I know” mindset, the “kiss of death” that stops your brain from seeking new data and keeps you trapped in repetitive, painful relationship loops. We’re dissecting the radical difference between raw feelings and the elaborate emotional narratives we build to avoid taking ownership of our reactions. From hijacking your brain to shift your internal dialogue from “Why me?” to “What is this here to teach me?” to identifying the hidden “seeds” of incompetence and shame, this episode is a masterclass in weeding your mind. We discuss why assuming malice over incompetence can destroy connection and how to identify the ultimate green flag: a conscious lover who takes accountability for their triggers instead of scapegoating their trauma. It’s time to build a buffer between your triggers and your truth. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    Reaction vs. Intuition in Relationships - Part I

  7. Jul 25

    The Potion of Passion

    This week on Context for Chaos Vanessa retells the medieval legend of Tristan and Isolde to present the argument that historical passion was often defined by suffering and external obstacles rather than stable commitment. Together we contrast this ancient perspective with contemporary Western ideals, suggesting that limerence and obsession are frequently mistaken for true love. By examining the difference between intoxicating attraction and conscious choice, we ultimately agree that authentic love involves maintaining one’s identity rather than losing oneself in a fantasy. Listen in to discover why love is not about losing yourself in a labyrinth of yearning, but about finding the courage to be present without certainty. Find out your Rising Sign and receive a full natal chart report. Read Love in the Western World. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    The Potion of Passion

  8. Jul 18

    Loving vs Being Loved - Part II

    What happens when love finally shows up—and we’re more afraid of receiving it than losing it? In Part 2 of this conversation, we dive deeper into the hidden ways hyper-vigilance shapes our relationships, our identities, and our capacity to receive love. We explore the difference between longing for someone and allowing ourselves to be loved by them, the ways childhood experiences create relationship blueprints, and why reciprocity can feel more terrifying than rejection. Together, we unpack how patriarchy, capitalism, and cultural narratives influence our understanding of commitment, attraction, and self-worth. We discuss the trap of building value around another person instead of building a life rooted in our own fulfillment—and how true intimacy requires us to risk being seen, challenged, and changed. As the conversation unfolds, we examine consciousness, communication, and what it means to become fluent in ourselves during this collective shift toward a more connected and self-aware era. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com

    Loving vs Being Loved - Part II
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Hosted by Vanessa, a psychic, spiritualist astrologer, and multidimensional card reader. Vanessa’s readings are known for their accuracy, but what sets her apart is how she translates the unseen into plain human language. Co-host and producer, Jessica Jean, brings relativity and the curiosity of the layman. Starting Summer 2026, Vanessa and Jessica will explore a single theme, from love to identity to healing. They'll examine each topic from both psychological and spiritual angles, building a bridge between their lived experience and the larger forces shaping it. On Substack, Vanessa shares This Week in the Sky, a look at upcoming astrological transits along with readings for every sign. If you’re searching for meaning that grounds you in the now, this podcast gives you context, clarity, and a touch of magic where you can actually use it. theaquarean.substack.com

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  • Creator
    With Vanessa Bartlett and Jessica Geddis
  • Years Active
    2022 - 2026
  • Episodes
    107
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Vanessa - The Aquarean
  • Show Website
    Context for Chaos