Listener Note: This episode includes the sharing of a personal survivor's story, which explores themes such as silent trauma, grief, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, physical sexual abuse, the process of healing and returning to oneself, and physical manifestations of trauma (including issues with the root chakra, sacral chakra, and solar plexus, and medical issues like endometriosis and adomiiosis). The content may feel activating. Please listen with care. You are always welcome to pause, step away, or return when it feels supportive for you. A guest joins the healing circle to share her story of carrying silent trauma for decades. This heaviness froze her in a grief that shaped her life. The conversation explores her journey of healing and returning to herself, a story that will resonate with anyone who has felt stuck between who they are and who they are becoming. Her trauma began at age 14, involving physical and verbal sexual abuse, which the manipulative abuser encouraged her to internalize as blame. She didn't voice what happened until January 2021, which was tied to a closed voice chakra. The guest recounts how the quietness of COVID allowed her to see what was beneath the surface. The trauma manifested physically, causing issues in her body (including endometriosis, adenomyosis, and pelvic problems) and blocking her root, sacral, solar plexus, heart, and throat chakras. The healing journey, including reporting the case to the Guards, is discussed as a crucial step in speaking her truth. Timestamps 00:00 Introduction 01:09 Calling in Sacred Space 02:54 Dropping In and Feeling Stuck 03:41 Voicing Trauma in January 2021 04:58 The Stillness of COVID and Seeing Beneath the Surface 05:48 The Trauma Began at 14 06:02 Physical and Verbal Sexual Abuse 08:12 Manipulative Behavior and Internalizing Blame 09:26 The Body Never Forgets and Soul Loss 13:42 Endometriosis, Adenomyosis, and Pelvic Issues 15:27 Womb Trauma and Manifesting Trauma in the Physical Body 15:54 Blocked Chakras: Root, Sacral, Solar Plexus, Heart, and Throat 18:07 The Turning Point in 2021 22:53 Reporting the Case to the Guards 23:35 The Waiting Period and Breakdowns 26:55 The High Burden of Proof for Historical Cases 28:15 The Perpetrator Passed Away Under Suspicion 30:47 Anger, Feeling Robbed, and Difficulty Talking to Others 33:17 Moving to Energy Healing and Soul Retrieval 36:02 Connection with Paternal Grandmother 39:22 Ancestral Wound of Not Speaking the Truth 42:39 Forgiveness as Freeing Yourself from His Energy 48:44 Last Words of Wisdom: Beauty in Damage 50:18 Thank You and Closing NEW EPISODES EVERY MONDAY Welcome to The Healing Circle podcast, a grounded and soulful space for a healing journey through real-life conversations. Each week features live shamanic counselling sessions and conversations with brave souls navigating emotional change, identity shifts, grief, and soul-level transformation. This space is for those seeking healing, clarity, emotional guidance, and spiritual awakening. JOIN THE HEALING CIRCLE ✍️ Step into a safe, grounded space and receive a full shamanic counselling session. You can choose to be on camera or remain anonymous. Apply here: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FA... 💬 Prefer a private session? Join me for intuitive energy healing and discovery calls. No pressure, just gentle guidance when you are ready. CONNECT WITH CHRISTINE ▶️ Subscribe here: @embodiedenergywellness 💌 Website: www.embodiedenergywellness.com📱 Follow Christine on Instagram: @embodiedenergywellness
