Endless Possibilities Podcast

Gareth Duignam

Join Gareth on a journey of awakening! This podcast explores the fascinating world of spiritual awakening, healing, and consciousness with interviews of those who have experienced profound transformations. Gareth, a dedicated spiritual seeker who has achieved deep states of awakening , shares his journey and insights while interviewing healers, those who've had out-of-body experiences, and others who have awakened to a higher level of consciousness.  The podcast is available on Youtube and all the major podcast platforms including Spotify, Apple and Amazon Music.If you would like to be a guest on the podcast please send an e-mail to Gareth podcastpossibilities@gmail.comOur engagement in discussions and interviews aims to enhance comprehension of the spiritual journey. It does not signify an endorsement of the fellow participants or guests. 

  1. 1d ago

    Nothing Exists There – My Direct Experience of the Void (Brahman)

    Send us Fan Mail Nothing Exists There – My Direct Experience of the Void (Brahman) In this episode I share one of the most absolute and confronting experiences of the entire spiritual journey — the direct entry into the Void, pure Brahman. This happened during the intense period of daily Samadhi brought by the Supramental Force. One evening the force took me beyond everything. What remained was pure nothingness. No self. No body. No world. No thoughts. No story. Only a faint, dim awareness — and even that could not be said to belong to anyone. I describe: • The fear that arose just before the shift • What the complete absence of existence actually felt like • How the weeks of forced Samadhi prepared the ground • What it was like coming back into the body afterwards • How this experience relates to the later merger with the Mind of God This is not a philosophical talk about Brahman. This is the lived encounter with the reality prior to all creation. 📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream 🌐 Website & sessions: https://www.truespiritualawakening.eu 🔔 Subscribe for more direct experiences of spiritual awakening, Samadhi, Kundalini, and the unfolding of consciousness. (00:00) Opening the episode (00:32) Why this experience emerged from weeks of daily samadhi (01:01) Multiple samadhi states and the effect on ordinary identity (02:10) The evening meditation when the void first arrived (02:38) The wave of fear and the sense that nothing would return (03:31) Surrendering at the edge of absolute blackness (04:04) What the void felt like with no self, world, or time (05:06) Recognizing the experience as Brahman beyond form (06:08) Returning after 90 minutes and the fear of re-emergence (06:32) How ongoing samadhis prepared the system for this event (07:18) What remains after touching absolute nothingness (08:14) The humbling aftermath and the role of daily samadhi Support the show https://www.youtube.com/@EndlessPossibilitiesPodcast

    Nothing Exists There – My Direct Experience of the Void (Brahman)
  2. Sep 25

    When Samadhi Takes You – The Supramental Descent - Gareth Duignam

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode I share the intense period when the Supramental Force (SAT Force) began descending and repeatedly pulled me into deep Samadhi — multiple times every day, often for 60–90 minutes at a time. This was completely different from Kundalini or Shaktipat. The force came from above, had its own intelligence, and did not negotiate. It would take me at work, on the sofa with the children, or during formal meditation. There was no choice but to surrender. I describe: • How the force first appeared after the intensive with Sat Shree • The two distinct types of Samadhi it produced (Savikalpa and Nirvikalpa) • What it actually felt like when it entered the system • How daily life had to rearrange itself around these absorptions • The deeper purpose of this force on the path This was one of the most powerful and beautiful phases of the entire journey. 📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream 🌐 Website & sessions: https://www.truespiritualawakening.eu 🔔 Subscribe for more direct experiences of spiritual awakening, Kundalini, Samadhi, and the unfolding of consciousness. 00:00 – Intro 00:38 – What the supramental force is 01:31 – Part 1: Understanding the supramental force 01:58 – Sri Aurobindo’s vision of supermind 03:22 – Knowledge by identity and truth consciousness 03:51 – Transforming mind, life, and body 04:52 – The Sat: The force of pure being 05:21 – Part 2: Why open to the supramental force? 05:50 – From awakening to deeper transformation 06:40 – Self-realization, unity, and transformation 07:05 – Part 3: When does it appear on the spiritual path? 07:31 – Gareth’s awakening, Shakti, and Kundalini timeline 08:21 – Surrender and readiness for the force 08:48 – Part 4: Gareth’s experience of the descent 09:18 – How the force entered daily life 09:28 – Who is the supramental force for? 10:00 – Closing reflections and invitation to share experiences #Samadhi #Supramental #SpiritualAwakening Support the show https://www.youtube.com/@EndlessPossibilitiesPodcast

    When Samadhi Takes You – The Supramental Descent - Gareth Duignam
  3. Aug 27

    The Day Kundalini Reached My Brain - And My Nervous System Rewired - Gareth Duignam

    Send us Fan Mail The day Kundalini hit the brain changed everything - and if you’ve felt energy moving up your spine, this episode will help you make sense of what’s happening. Gareth Duignam breaks down one of the most intense experiences of his life, then goes deeper into the mechanics behind Kundalini, why it gets stuck, and what a full rising can do to the nervous system. Rather than just telling a spiritual story, Gareth connects his firsthand experience to a practical understanding of what Kundalini actually is - the evolutionary energy of consciousness, not just “energy” in the usual sense. He explains why the rising can feel ecstatic, overwhelming, painful, and transformative all at once, and why the process often seems to stall at the heart, throat, skull, or shoulders.  You’ll discover: What Kundalini is and why it’s described as intelligent, directional, and transformative What’s happening in the central channel, chakras, and nervous system during a rising Why emotional material, trauma, and conditioned patterns can create blockages What Gareth experienced when the energy finally broke through into the brain Why a full rising often brings a quieter, more stable phase afterward Gareth also shares the practical side of navigating Kundalini activity without trying to force it. He emphasizes rest, grounding, simplicity, devotion, and surrender - and explains why the deeper intelligence of the process often decides the pace long before the mind does. If you’re in the middle of a Kundalini awakening, have felt partial risings, or just want a clear, grounded account of a phenomenon most people talk about in vague terms, this is essential listening. It’s part lived experience, part map, and part reassurance that what feels overwhelming may actually be unfolding with purpose. 🌐 Connect with Gareth https://linktr.ee/truespiritualawakening Support the show https://www.youtube.com/@EndlessPossibilitiesPodcast

    The Day Kundalini Reached My Brain - And My Nervous System Rewired - Gareth Duignam
  4. Aug 21

    The Maha Shodashi Mantra & the Day Krishna Appeared - Gareth Duignam

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode of the Endless Possibilities Podcast, Gareth Duignam delves into a transformative experience—the initiation into the maha shodashi Mantra and the day Krishna appeared. This is not merely a tale of receiving a mantra; it's about a rich lineage that has been shrouded in secrecy for centuries, now coming to light as seekers yearn for deeper spiritual connections.  The Essence of Sri Vidya Gareth introduces us to **Sri Vidya**, a sophisticated system of Hindu Tantra dedicated to the goddess Lalita, the embodiment of pure bliss and supreme consciousness. He explains how the tradition utilizes mantras and yantras, especially the **Sri Yantra**, to awaken and refine the practitioner's energy. The maha shodashi, deemed the most powerful mantra, was historically shared only with a select few. Why the secrecy? The potent energy within these mantras can lead to significant upheaval if not approached with care.  A Shift in Availability Recently, the landscape of spiritual practice has changed. Gareth notes that more teachers are now publicly offering initiations, and seekers worldwide are gaining access to mantras that were once restricted. This shift coincides with a growing collective readiness among individuals seeking genuine transformation rather than fleeting experiences. As Gareth puts it: The old structures of secrecy are naturally dissolving as consciousness itself expands." While tradition remains important, the doors to this sacred knowledge are opening more widely than ever before.  A Personal Initiation Journey Gareth recounts his initiation into the maha shodashi Mantra, beginning with a preliminary mantra that, despite his initial resistance, paved the way for a profound transmission. During meditation, Gareth experienced a remarkable vision of **Lord Krishna**, which left a lasting connection. He describes:  "I suddenly realized I was looking directly at Lord Krishna... No words were spoken, just pure loving eye contact." This moment exemplifies the power of devotion and the intimate relationship with the divine that the Mahashadasi Mantra nurtures.  The Power of Devotion and Surrender One of the key insights from Gareth's experience is the essential role of **devotion**. The Sri Vidya path emphasizes that true spiritual practice is not merely intellectual but a relationship with the divine mother. Gareth shares: "Devotion is not just a nice feeling, it is fuel. It magnetizes and draws higher energies into the system." Surrender is equally vital, allowing practitioners to release their control over the process and offer their practice back to the goddess.  High Volume Practice and Transformative Experiences As Gareth continued to practice the maha shodashi Mantra, he reached astonishing levels of repetition, often exceeding a thousand chants in a session. He describes a moment of profound energy flow where he felt he was falling through space, leading to an opening of new layers of consciousness filled with bliss. "The mantra has served its purpose. A new layer of consciousness then opened, a timeless, colorless, dark light with particles floating in it, full of deep bliss."  Conclusion Through the lens of his experiences, Gareth highlights that the maha shodashi Mantra—and indeed the entire Sri Vidya tradition—opens new dimensions in spiritual journeys, revealing intense energy generation and profound connections with the divine. He encourages those drawn to this path to approach it with respect, find genuine teachers, and practice with sincerity and an open heart. This exploration of the maha shodashi Mantra reminds us that spirituality is a deeply personal journey, one that flourishes through love, devotion, and the guidance of sacred teachings.  Thank you for joining Gareth on this enlightening path. Until next time, may you continue to rest as the awareness that is already free. 🌐 Connect with Gareth https://linktr.ee/truespiritualawakening Support the show https://www.youtube.com/@EndlessPossibilitiesPodcast

    The Maha Shodashi Mantra & the Day Krishna Appeared - Gareth Duignam
  5. Aug 13

    This Ancient Energy Practice Blew Me Wide Open - Gareth Duignam

    Send us Fan Mail Hello and welcome back! In this episode, I dive into one of the most transformative experiences of my spiritual journey: The Ancient Energy Practice that Blew Me Wide Open and first Shaktipat intensive with Danish teacher Jan Esmann in Dublin back in 2018. Finding the Shakti Path After an awakening at the gym, I began exploring the concept of Shaktipat—an initiation where a teacher transmits energy to another person. This idea intrigued me, leading me to Jan Esman's three-day intensive. A couple of days before it began, I received a clear message during meditation: *"This is going to be a game changer."* I felt ready, though unsure of what to expect.  The Intensive Experience The intensive started on a Friday, and I eagerly took a front-row seat. Most of our time was spent meditating, with Jan guiding us as he placed his hands on our knees. Initially, I experienced a soft, fuzzy sensation, but doubts lingered: *Would this energy fade after I left?* As the weekend progressed, especially on Sunday, the energy in the room became palpable. Walking in felt like opening an oven door—a wave of force washed over me. At one point, it became overwhelming, and I had to retreat to the basement to ground myself. It was intense; my brain felt like it was frying, but it was also exhilarating. The Aftermath Returning home, I noticed strange yet pleasurable sensations—bubbles of bliss releasing throughout my body. This state of bliss persisted for weeks, transforming my daily life. Sometimes it was so overwhelming that I struggled to focus at work. I sought out Jan's Zoom meditations each Monday, which reignited that blissful energy, feeling like a chemical release in my system. Deep Reflections on Shaktipat Through this experience, I learned that Shaktipat is the transmission of spiritual energy from a higher state, designed to awaken or enhance Kundalini energy. Each person's response varies; some embrace it easily, while others may need time to integrate. A key takeaway for me was the distinction between two types of bliss: the bliss of awareness and that of physicality. My initial awakenings brought a sense of peace, while Shaktipat introduced a profound physical bliss that lingered in my body. I realized that the capacity of our nervous systems matters significantly; my previous experiences prepared me for the intensity of this transmission. Timing and readiness are crucial in these spiritual journeys. Invitation to Reflect Have you ever felt a shift in energy during a transmission or with a teacher? I’d love to hear about your experiences with energy and the different flavors of bliss. Thank you for joining me on this reflective journey. Until next time, keep resting as the awareness that is already whole. 🌐 Connect with Gareth https://linktr.ee/truespiritualawakening 00:00:03 — Opening and the Dublin intensive 00:00:24 — The weekend amplified everything 00:01:38 — Body bliss after the transmission 00:02:08 — What Shaktipat is 00:03:06 — Finding Jan Esman 00:03:35 — The intensive begins 00:04:29 — Sunday intensity builds 00:04:58 — Leaving the room to ground 00:05:27 — “Blasted me open” 00:05:54 — Physical bliss and “champagne” sensations 00:06:49 — Months of body bliss 00:07:37 — What Shaktipat means 00:08:18 — Why the intensity built over three days 00:09:00 — Body bliss vs being bliss 00:09:58 — Practical reflections 00:10:23 — Final takeaway and turning point Support the show https://www.youtube.com/@EndlessPossibilitiesPodcast

    This Ancient Energy Practice Blew Me Wide Open - Gareth Duignam
  6. Aug 7

    The Hidden Purification After a Spiritual Hug - Gareth Duignam

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode of the Endless Possibilities Podcast, Gareth Duignam shares a deeply personal story about his encounter with Amma, known as the hugging saint, and the transformative experiences that followed.  Gareth reflects on the journey leading up to his meeting with Amma, describing how he had already received Shaktipat from Jan Esman and a powerful dream Darshan with Mother Mira. As he approached Amma, he felt a sense of anticipation and connection, knowing that this moment would be significant. When he finally received Amma's hug, he describes feeling completely disoriented, as if he had lost touch with his own identity. In that brief embrace, he experienced a powerful transmission of energy, leaving him in a state of blissful confusion. However, the bliss was soon accompanied by unexpected emotions. Gareth recounts returning home only to be overtaken by a sudden and intense rage over a trivial matter. This was startling for him, prompting a realization that the darshan had unearthed buried feelings of anger that he had not fully processed. Gareth emphasizes that this is a common experience for many who undergo strong spiritual openings: the energy not only brings light but also reveals what remains unresolved within our emotional systems.  As the days passed, Gareth noticed significant changes in his sleep patterns. He began to experience a state where his body slept, but his awareness remained alert, a phenomenon he describes as stabilizing the witness state during sleep. This shift marked a deeper level of awareness and presence that many on a spiritual path encounter. Additionally, Gareth shared how his understanding of love began to expand. No longer confined to personal relationships, he started to perceive love as an all-encompassing force that connects all beings.  Gareth concludes by inviting listeners to reflect on their own experiences with spiritual transmissions and the emotions that may arise afterward. He encourages a gentle presence with these feelings, rather than resistance, and highlights the importance of recognizing the continuity of awareness in everyday life. If you resonate with any part of this journey or have experienced similar shifts, Gareth would love to hear your story. Thank you for joining this exploration of transformation and awareness. Until next time, keep resting in the awareness that is already free, whole, and home. Support the show https://www.youtube.com/@EndlessPossibilitiesPodcast

    The Hidden Purification After a Spiritual Hug - Gareth Duignam
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Join Gareth on a journey of awakening! This podcast explores the fascinating world of spiritual awakening, healing, and consciousness with interviews of those who have experienced profound transformations. Gareth, a dedicated spiritual seeker who has achieved deep states of awakening , shares his journey and insights while interviewing healers, those who've had out-of-body experiences, and others who have awakened to a higher level of consciousness.  The podcast is available on Youtube and all the major podcast platforms including Spotify, Apple and Amazon Music.If you would like to be a guest on the podcast please send an e-mail to Gareth podcastpossibilities@gmail.comOur engagement in discussions and interviews aims to enhance comprehension of the spiritual journey. It does not signify an endorsement of the fellow participants or guests. 

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