Ayahuasca Podcast with Sam Believ

Sam Believ
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Ayahuasca Podcast with Sam Believ The #1 resource for Ayahuasca, Psychedelics, and Mental Health. Explore the transformative world of plant medicine and psychedelic therapy with Sam Believ, founder of LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat. This podcast dives deep into the healing power of Ayahuasca, offering expert clinical insights, indigenous wisdom, and raw success stories of trauma recovery and spiritual awakening. What you’ll learn: Expert Interviews: Conversations with world-renowned scientists, doctors, and shamans. Healing Stories: Real-life accounts of overcoming PTSD, depression, and addiction through Ayahuasca. Integration & Safety: Practical advice on Ayahuasca integration, preparation, and psychedelic-assisted therapy. The Frontiers of Science: Latest research on Ayahuasca, Ketamine, Psilocybin, and the intersection of science and spirituality. Whether you are a curious beginner or an experienced practitioner, join us as we bridge Western medicine with ancient Amazonian traditions to help you heal and transform your life. Visit our home: www.ayahuascapodcast.com Retreat with us: www.lawayra.com Top Featured Guests International Public Figures Gabor Maté (World-renowned expert on trauma and addiction) Dennis McKenna (Legendary ethnobotanist and psychedelic pioneer) Wade Davis (National Geographic Explorer, world-famous anthropologist) Paul Austin (Founder of The Third Wave, major figure in microdosing) Ian McCall (Former UFC fighter and psychedelic advocate) Bill Richards (Psilocybin research pioneer at Johns Hopkins) Troy Casey (The "Certified Health Nut," major social media presence) Hamilton Souther (Well-known shaman and founder of Blue Morpho) Influential Thought Leaders & Authors Dave Rabin (Neuroscientist/Psychiatrist, Apollo Neuro founder) Lauren Taus (Leading psychedelic-assisted therapist) Bia Labate (Executive Director of Chacruna Institute) Norman Ohler (Author of the NYT bestseller Blitzed) Spring Washam (Prominent meditation teacher and author) Joe Tafur (Author of The Fellowship of the River) Alex Beiner (Author and executive director of Rebel Wisdom) Jesse Harless (Expert on recovery and heart-centered leadership) Tracey Tee (Founder of Moms on Mushrooms) Kyle Buller (Co-founder of Psychedelics Today) Industry Experts & Specialized Practitioners Marc Aixala Rick Barnett Steve Thayer Rotem Petranker Salimeh Tabrizi Ayla Schafer Lex Pelger Daniel Shankin Natasia Pelgrom Nick Courtright Matt Zemon Shawn Wells

  1. 13h ago

    Beyond the Ego: Dr. Manesh Girn on the Neural Mechanisms of the Psychedelic State

    In this episode of Ayahuasca Podcast host Sam Believ (founder of www.lawayra.com) has a conversation with Dr. Manesh Girn, a neuroscientist, psychedelic researcher, and co-founder and CEO of Five Discovery, a psychedelic biotechnology company developing therapeutics for neurodegenerative disorders. Previously, Dr. Girn completed his postdoctoral fellowship at the University of California, San Francisco working with Dr. Robin Carhart-Harris to investigate the neural mechanisms underlying psychedelic experiences. He has authored over two dozen peer-reviewed publications on brain networks, psychedelics, and cognition. We touch upon topics of: His personal introduction and background in Eastern spirituality (03:00 - 04:00) Parallels between meditation and psychedelic altered states (04:00 - 05:10) The scientific concepts of ego dissolution and ego inflation (05:10 - 10:00) How psychedelics work in the brain and neuroplasticity (10:00 - 13:00) The brain as an interconnected ecosystem (13:00 - 15:10) Why disruption and temporary chaos lead to healing and recalibration (15:10 - 17:00) Coherence, transient states, and capturing brain dynamics (17:00 - 19:10) Myths and realities of the Default Mode Network (DMN) (19:10 - 21:40) Other brain networks affected by psychedelics and their therapeutic roles (21:40 - 24:00) Psychedelics for creativity, professional breakthrough insights, and non-hallucinogenic therapeutics (24:00 - 27:00) Using complexity science and system-level approaches in mental health (29:45 - 32:45) Why individuals experience highly variable, context-dependent psychedelic effects (32:45 - 34:50) Precision psychiatry and personalized dosing (34:50 - 37:10) Placebo-controlled research on microdosing vs. high-dose applications (37:10 - 41:40) The difficulty of studying the neuroscience of bad trips (41:40 - 44:00) The value of first-person psychedelic experience for scientific researchers (44:00 - 46:15) How the brain is hardwired to experience deep love, gratitude, and connection (46:15 - 49:10) The challenges of measuring endogenous DMT and theories of post-retreat reactivations (49:10 - 54:30) If you would like to attend one of our Ayahuasca retreats go to www.lawayra.com Find more about Dr. Manesh Girn on Instagram or YouTube @thepsychedelicscientist, his personal website maneshgirn.com, or learn about his biotechnology company at fivediscovery.com.

  2. Jul 5

    The Forbidden History of the Mind with Mike Jay

    In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ connects with Mike Jay, a world-renowned cultural historian, author, and curator. Mike is a leading expert on the forbidden history of the human mind, dedicated to uncovering forgotten or hidden narratives regarding the intersection of science, medicine, and human consciousness. Rather than focusing solely on modern spiritual or therapeutic applications, Mike explores the deep historical contexts of mind-altering substances, tracing the lineage of human experimentation from 19th-century self-experimenting scientists to ancient, cross-cultural indigenous practices. He is the author of several acclaimed books, including Psychonauts: Drugs and the Making of the Modern Mind, Mescaline: A Global History of the First Psychedelic, and High Society: Mind-Altering Drugs in History and Culture. Mike opens up about his own multi-decade personal history with psychedelics, explaining how early encounters simply "blew his mind" before the modern medicalized or spiritual frameworks existed. He breaks down the shifting definitions of "drugs" versus "medicines," the forgotten era of 19th-century intellectual self-experimentation, and how recovering our deep historical perspective is vital to navigating the modern psychedelic renaissance safely and intentionally. Key Discussion Points 01:09 – The Pre-Spiritual Psychedelic Era: Mike discusses beginning his relationship with psychedelics decades ago, a time before formal therapeutic or spiritual frameworks existed, driven purely by an intellectual and experiential desire to expand and explore the limits of the human mind. 05:26 – Shifting Paradigms of "Drugs" vs. "Medicines": Exploring how the modern Western concept of a "drug" is a relatively recent, heavily politicized invention that artificially separated chemical compounds from the ancient cultural, ritualistic, and intentional settings that defined them for millennia. 09:23 – The 19th-Century Self-Experimenters: A look at the forgotten history of early "psychonauts"—including doctors, philosophers, and scientists like Sigmund Freud—who routinely used themselves as the primary laboratories to map out how various substances altered human consciousness, emotion, and perception. 13:56 – The Rediscovery of Mescaline: Tracing the cross-cultural journey of mescaline from its ancestral indigenous roots in Peyote and San Pedro (Wachuma) ceremonies to its late 19th-century synthesis in Western laboratories, serving as the literal catalyst that birthed modern psychedelic research. 21:34 – Science, Materialism, and the Unseen: Discussing the massive cultural challenge of translating subjective, deeply mystical, or spirit-centric psychedelic experiences into the strictly materialist and quantitative language required by modern clinical science and academia. 31:15 – Global Plant Medicine Traditions: A comparative historical analysis of how different global societies across time constructed sacred, protective boundaries around altered states of consciousness to seamlessly integrate powerful plant teachers without societal destabilization. 45:59 – De-escalating the Drug War Mindset: How recovering a comprehensive, non-prohibitionist historical perspective allows modern society to move past the toxic binaries of the "War on Drugs" and safely embrace the normalization of cognitive liberty. 55:24 – Intentional Spaces and the Future: Mike shares his vision for the future of the psychedelic space, emphasizing the vital importance of prioritizing context, personal intention, and sacred or natural settings over the sterile, substance-only approaches of corporate pharmacology. Connect with Mike Jay: Website: mikejay.net Featured Books: Psychonauts, Mescaline, and High Society (available on Amazon, his website, and major book retailers). Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

  3. Jun 23

    It Didn’t Start with You - Mark Wolynn on inherited family trauma

    In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ connects with Mark Wolynn, a leading international expert in the field of inherited family trauma. Mark is the director of the Family Constellation Institute in the US and the author of the international bestseller It Didn't Start With You, which has sold over three million copies worldwide and been translated into 42 languages. Bridging the worlds of epigenetics, neuroscience, and somatic healing, Mark dedicates his career to showing how the unresolved traumas of our parents, grandparents, and ancestors can live on in our bodies as unexplained depression, anxiety, and chronic health conditions. Mark opens up about his own dramatic healing journey—how a sudden, unexplained loss of vision in his 30s forced him to travel the globe to uncover the root of his illness, ultimately leading him back to healing his broken maternal relationship and unlocking the secrets of generational trauma. He breaks down how trauma alters gene expression, the deep mechanics of collective family loyalties, and how mapping our core language can finally liberate us from repeating ancestral burdens. Key Discussion Points 01:22 – The Blind Spot of Ancestral Trauma: Mark shares his personal story of losing his eyesight to a chronic, incurable eye condition in his early 30s, which catalyzed a global spiritual search that ultimately revealed his physical illness was rooted in severe, inherited family anxiety. 05:26 – Shaking the Family Tree: Understanding why individuals who seemingly have perfect lives still struggle with unexplained morning depression or panic attacks, and how the chemical or stress response of a parent's or grandparent's trauma can pass forward downstream. 07:41 – Epigenetic Tagging and Survival Skills: How extreme trauma prints chemical "tags" onto our DNA that act like dimmer switches, adjusting our fight-or-flight dials to a "10" so that grandchildren inherit hypervigilant survival reflexes for a war that never arrives. 11:07 – Trapped in the Contraction: A look at the psychological pattern where traumatized individuals find peace or expansion terrifying, constantly waiting for the "next shoe to drop" because their baseline was flooded with maternal cortisol while in utero. 13:56 – Unconscious Loyalties and Hidden Secrets: Exploring how family systems carry an unspoken, invisible loyalty to repeat the misfortunes, financial failures, relationship downfalls, or coping mechanisms of ancestors until the trauma is openly looked at and healed. 21:34 – The Power of the Knowing Field: Demystifying the "paranormal" or quantum biology aspect of family constellations, explaining how complete strangers can step into a room and precisely channel the exact feelings, words, and unsaid motivations of a client's relatives. 31:15 – Attachment vs. Generational Trauma: Why Mark chooses to clinically treat early attachment trauma first—which impacts 85% of his clients—to establish a safe, grounded somatic core before diving into deeper generational history. 37:41 – The 3-Year Memoryless Window: How the crucial period from utero to age two wires the developing human brain for safety or threat, and the exact three questions regarding feeling "seen, known, and soothed" that uncover early developmental wounds. 45:59 – Somatic Pathways to Healing: Shifting the brain's overactive amygdala out of the limbic system and into the prefrontal cortex by cultivating deep compassion, implementing a somatic gratitude practice, and learning to sit through uncomfortable bodily sensations. 53:24 – Human Studies & The Core Sentence: Mark details the major updates in his 2025 revised edition, highlighting new global human data showing trauma transferring up to five generations, and how identifying your "worst fear" instantly diagnoses whether your wound is rooted in attachment or ancestry. 01:00:00 – Replicating the Mother in Romance: Why humans unconsciously choose romantic partners who mirror the exact unresolved, unhealed, or distant traits of their mothers, attempting to re-enact the childhood attachment loop until it is made conscious. Connect with Mark Wolynn: Website: markwolynn.com Books: Look for the fully revised and updated 2025 edition of It Didn't Start With You and the official It Didn't Start With You Workbook on Amazon or major retailers. Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

  4. Jun 17

    The art of healing with Carlos Tanner. Neurobiology, Shipibo tradition, Dietas and Ayahuasca science.

    In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, the host connects with Carlos Tanner. Carlos is the founder and director of the Ayahuasca Foundation, an organization he established in 2009 after moving to the Peruvian Amazon in 2004. Transitioning from his own personal healing journey to becoming a dedicated apprentice of indigenous curanderos, Carlos now bridges ancestral wisdom with modern scientific research. He is also a founding member of the Psychedelic Medicine Association, dedicating his life to helping individuals navigate trauma, healing, and deep personal transformation. Carlos opens up about how his early life and philosophical studies uniquely prepared him for shamanism, how a severe opiate addiction catalyzed a life-saving leap of faith into the Amazon, and how his work bridging clinical science with the Shipibo tradition is sparking a global revival of ancestral plant relationships. Key Discussion Points 01:22 – Seeds of Shamanism & Overcoming Addiction: Carlos explains how playing with an Ewok shaman toy, experimenting with psychedelics in high school, and studying the philosophy of religion laid his spiritual groundwork. This foundation ultimately aligned with a life-saving synchronicity that brought him to Peru in 2003 to break free from a downward spiral of opiate addiction. 05:26 – Shifting Western Paradigms: Exploring the dramatic evolution of the ayahuasca space over the last two decades, moving away from a purely materialist, chemical-to-biology framework toward a deep respect for shamanic ritual, intention, and complex traditional practices like plant dietas. 09:23 – From Rugged Adventure to Modern Comfort: How the demographic of people seeking ayahuasca expanded exponentially as retreat environments evolved from rustic, off-grid jungle camps requiring multi-hour treks to fully accessible modern research and retreat centers powered by solar energy. 13:56 – Synchronistic Infrastructure & The Foundation's Birth: Carlos shares the wild logistical journey of committing to study under Shipibo healer Don Enrique Lopez, inheriting an unfinished community infrastructure project in the remote Mishana reserve, and using an inheritance from his late mother to launch the Ayahuasca Foundation in 2009. 21:34 – Bridging Science and Spirit: Highlighting the "field of dreams" creation of their dedicated research facility, partnering with Onaya Science to publish academic papers on personality changes, anxiety, and depression, and collaborating with the Heroic Hearts Project to study veterans suffering from treatment-resistant PTSD. 26:26 – Cellular Agency and the Earth's Agenda: A deep philosophical look at human willpower, proposing that humans operate much like individual cells within the grander physical body and consciousness of the Earth, carrying out a vital cellular role dictated by a higher planetary intelligence. 31:15 – Healing as an Art Form & Expanding Awareness: Breaking down the neurobiology of ayahuasca, explaining how it temporarily deactivates the brain's sensory gating filters to expand conscious awareness, and how true healing occurs when a person uses that heightened sensitivity to correct false beliefs and traumatic misinterpretations. 37:41 – The Challenge of Scientific Language: Discussing his role as a philosopher of healing and navigating the complex linguistic tightrope of translating deeply spiritual, non-material indigenous phenomena to a rigid Western scientific community without being seen as having "gone off the deep end". 45:59 – Noya Rao and Global Shamanic Revival: An exploration of Noya Rao, an enlightened tree consciousness central to their Shipibo lineage, and a profound story of a student who successfully utilized traditional Shipibo dieta protocols on the Blue Lotus plant to demonstrate how intact traditions can revive ancestral relationships with native flora globally. 55:24 – The Future of the Psychedelic Space: Delving into the conflict between process-based plant medicine traditions and substance-focused Western psychedelic therapy, while proposing how modern medical protocols—like chemotherapy—could be radically improved if administered within an intentional, sacred retreat setting. Connect with Carlos Tanner: Website: ayahuascafoundation.org Note: Messages sent via the website’s "Contact Us" form go directly to Carlos. Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

  5. Jun 10

    Cain Velasquez - 2 times UFC champion talking about his Ayahuasca experience and how spirituality helped him survive the prison.

    In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ connects with combat sports legend Cain Velasquez. Cain is a two-time NCAA All-American, a two-time UFC Heavyweight Champion, and the first Mexican-American heavyweight champion in UFC history. Known throughout his career for an unstoppable, relentless pace that broke the toughest fighters on earth, Cain has since transitioned that warrior spirit into a profound mission advocating for ancestral healing and the transformative potential of plant medicines. Cain opens up about how his early life in combat sports functioned as a raw mechanism for processing childhood trauma, how losing his mother and brother catalyzed a profound spiritual awakening, and how navigating legal trials and prison time became the ultimate training ground for his integration of ayahuasca and 5-MeO-DMT. Key Discussion Points 01:14 – Raising the Stakes: Cain discusses his transition from childhood wrestling—which he picked up at age 12 because it was free—to mixed martial arts, driven by an instinctual pull toward higher physical stakes and martial arts discipline. 02:42 – The Mexican Fighting Spirit: Discovering right away that getting hit didn’t phase or scare him, but instead unlocked a deep, instinctual resilience and strength that allowed him to retaliate and put fight combinations together quickly. 04:34 – Combat as the First Medicine: How the physical extremes of MMA served as Cain's initial form of therapy, allowing him to release stored emotional trauma, build unbreakable poker-face boundaries against pain, and completely lose himself in the sport. 08:45 – The Body Breaks Down: Navigating severe career injuries, back surgery, and an intentional daily relationship with THC and CBD to manage pain while completely changing his mental creative perspective on fighting. 11:07 – Unmapped Grief & The Medium: Processing the sudden, deeply traumatic losses of his mother and brother within a two-month span, and how a session with a medium helped shift his mental loop away from their final moments and toward a higher spiritual perspective. 14:54 – The First Ayahuasca Journey: Sitting in his first ceremony on the exact anniversary of his brother's passing, where he instantly felt he "knew the plant more than he knew himself," choosing to fully surrender his trust to the medicine. 17:58 – No Accidents: Cain shares his visionary download regarding the perfection of human life, realizing that his soul and higher self mapped out his exact earthly timeline with Source before incarnating to guarantee maximum spiritual growth. 24:32 – Dissolving in 5-MeO-DMT: Undergoing a shattering ego death during a high-dose Bufo experience, where his consciousness left his body, expanded into everything and nothing, and experienced an infinite existence of pure love and universal strength. 28:07 – The Reintegration Crisis: Facing a severe midlife integration crisis over a two-month period where his perception of life had fundamentally changed, leaving him without a guide to help anchor his massive energetic downloads back into reality. 29:41 – Prison as a Silent Meditation Retreat: How his subsequent time in jail and prison was divinely orchestrated by Source as a mandatory period of absolute solitude, teaching him to find total inner happiness and realize that the entire universe is stored within, regardless of external walls. 31:42 – Synchronicities from a Cell Window: Learning radical gratitude for microscopic wins, including a profound moment where he manifested a wild hawk to fly six feet from his window seconds after mentally asking to see one close up. 36:16 – The Prison Sweat Lodge: Hanging around the Native American circle in prison to connect with his own Yaqui ancestry, and learning the ultimate test of surrendering to the heat inside a traditional Lakota-style four-round Inipi sweat lodge. Connect with Cain Velasquez: Instagram: @officialcainvelasquez Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

  6. Jun 2

    Ecstasy as Medicine - Jonathan Robinson on two Years of Therapy in an Afternoon

    In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ sits down with Jonathan Robinson, a psychotherapist, New York Times bestselling author of over 10 books, and a frequent guest on The Oprah Winfrey Show. Jonathan has spent decades exploring human connection, interviewing foundational spiritual figures like Mother Teresa, the Dalai Lama, and Ram Dass. His latest work, Ecstasy as Medicine, and its counterpart Ecstasy for Couples, centers on the immense therapeutic potential of MDMA. Jonathan shares his transition from growing up in a chaotic environment to studying chemical consciousness, explaining how MDMA acts as a biological "fast-track" for vulnerability, emotional rewiring, and healing relationships. Key Discussion Points 02:15 – A Dysfunctional Childhood as a Gift: Jonathan discusses how growing up around family volatility forced him inward at age 12, sparking an early mastery of self-hypnosis, meditation, and early psychedelic experimentation. 05:40 – The Early Days of Legal MDMA Research: Conducting a master’s thesis on MDMA for trauma in the early 1980s before it was criminalized in the US, and how modern data proves it is exponentially more effective for PTSD than standard antidepressants. 09:15 – "The Drug Never Took Effect": A hilarious story of Jonathan giving pure MDMA to his conservative parents, who spent the evening resolving 45 years of hidden marital tension and cuddling—completely unaware they were under the influence. 13:45 – The 5-Hour Therapy Session on Steroids: The mechanics of facilitating over 700 MDMA journeys, and why Jonathan chooses to run his intensive deep-dives and integration work virtually over Zoom for maximum domestic comfort. 18:20 – Blaming, Shaming, Complaining, and Explaining: Why standard relationship defense mechanisms fail 100% of the time, and the core communication framework required to shift a relationship dynamic immediately. 22:50 – The Illusion of "Dishes" (The Aunt Story): How an MDMA session saved Jonathan’s own marriage by revealing that his wife's displaced anger over refrigerator doors was actually unmapped grief regarding her late aunt. 27:15 – The "Sweet Killer" Dilemma: A 300,000-year evolutionary look at why male brains were naturally selected to prioritize protective aggression and goal achievement, and how modern environments require an intensive education in empathy. 33:10 – Collectivism of Spiritual Lifelines: Insights from living in Buddhist, Hindu, and Christian monasteries, culminating in Jonathan's ultimate personal religion: "Do what works." Connect with Jonathan Robinson: Websites: ecstasyformedicine.com | awarenessexplorers.com Featured Books: Ecstasy for Couples, Ecstasy as Medicine, and Communication Miracles for Couples. Experience Safe, Guided Consciousness Work: To explore heart-opening, traditional plant medicine retreats in a deeply restorative setting designed for integration and profound clarity, explore our programs at: ayahuascaincolombia.com

  7. May 27

    Andrew Gallimore - tuning into the alien channel, DMT and neuroscience.

    In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ connects with Andrew Gallimore, a computational neurobiologist, pharmacologist, and chemist based in Tokyo. Andrew is a prominent voice in the cutting-edge study of psychedelic neuroscience and the author of Alien Information Theory, Reality Switch Technologies, and his latest work, Death by Astonishment. Self-described as a "DMT exceptionalist," Andrew explores how this efficient, reliable molecule acts as the ultimate reality channel switch—obliterating our normal waking model of the world and instantaneously replacing it with a staggeringly complex, alternate reality populated by advanced, intelligent entities. Key Discussion Points 02:30 – From the Occult to the Cortex: Andrew shares his teenage pivot from ghosts and folklore to chemistry and pharmacology, driven by a lifelong obsession to understand how molecules interface with the human brain. 06:15 – Brain Mechanics and the Edge of Chaos: How classic psychedelics nudge the brain's world model away from perfect order and toward a more fluid, entropic, and dynamic state. 10:40 – Turning the Radio Dial: The difference between a slightly disordered trip and the total structural collapse into a new frequency that occurs during a breakthrough DMT experience. 14:55 – Is the DMT State Being Mapped? Andrew proposes that rather than creating a "hallucination," DMT may be gating the flow of alternative sensory inputs, letting the brain construct a model informed by an external source. 21:20 – The Genesis of DMTX: Retooling target-controlled intravenous infusion technology from anesthesiology to stabilize the notoriously short DMT trip into a controlled, hours-long exploration. 27:40 – Deep Sea Diving in Consciousness: Moving away from the disorienting "rollercoaster" of standard DMT hits toward a stable, navigational space where the ecology of the alternate reality can be charted. 33:15 – The Secret History of Ayahuasca: A look at the discovery of the brew from Richard Spruce in 1852 to beat writer William Burroughs, highlighting the brilliant example of indigenous pharmacological synergy between the Banisteriopsis caapi vine and Psychotria viridis leaf. 39:50 – Indigenous Science vs. Random Chance: Moving past the Western-centric idea that indigenous peoples merely stumbled across the brew, showcasing their deep historical mastery of combining complex plant medicines. 45:10 – Endogenous DMT and the Moment of Death: Analyzing why DMT is found naturally in mammals and discussing the physiological hypothesis that it spikes to protect neurons during hypoxic stress or childbirth. Follow Andrew Gallimore's Work: Website: buildingalienworlds.com Latest Book: Death by Astonishment: Science, Endogenous DMT, and the Reality Switch DMTX Facility Info: Explore legal extended-state research opportunities at eleusismind.com Explore the Original Reality Technology: If you want to experience the original, traditional extended DMT technology through safely facilitated plant medicine, visit: ayahuascaincolombia.com If you found this scientific dive into the alien information theory fascinating, please leave us a 5-star review!

  8. May 20

    Ayahuasca, relationships, addiction and control with Jacquie Wortley

    In this episode of the Ayahuasca Podcast, host Sam Believ sits down with Jacquie Wortley, a design leader, executive coach, and operations consultant who specializes in the intersection of technology, leadership, and mental health. Jacquie originally came to Lawayra in 2023 for what was supposed to be a simple weekend stay. Instead, she stayed for 10 days, sat with the medicine six times, and completely catalyzed her path away from emotional suppression, toxic relationship cycles, and excessive substance use. Jacquie returns to share how her integration has evolved over the years, the profound lessons she learned from navigating a romantic relationship post-ceremony in July 2025, and how she is redefining corporate culture by introducing radical authenticity and soft skills to modern business environments. Key Discussion Points 03:15 – The Runaway Nomad: Jacquie shares her journey from Vancouver to Toronto, building a successful tech career while using geographical changes and excessive partying to run from family turbulence and emotional pain. 07:45 – Sending a Scout: How testing the waters by sending a close friend to Lawayra first eventually led Jacquie to book her own transformative, 10-day marathon with the medicine. 11:20 – Shift in Substances: Outgrowing the "excessive user" label, eliminating stimulant drugs entirely, and shifting her relationship with alcohol away from a coping mechanism. 16:40 – Don't Wake a Sleeping Baby: Jacquie opens up about her past mistake of trying to force psychedelic healing onto her previous partner before he was ready, and what it taught her about patience, humility, and unconditional love. 23:15 – The Illusion of Being "Chill": A deep look into the paradox of control issues, why the people who need to surrender the most fight the medicine the hardest, and Sam's story of a breakthrough moment over a mattress arrangement. 29:10 – The Conscious Operator: Stepping away from the traditional corporate "COO" mask to focus on deep inner self-awareness as the ultimate foundation for managing people and business logistics. 35:00 – Radical Responsibility at Work: How leaders can handle difficult interpersonal dynamics with transparency, drop the professional facade, and own their emotional capacity with their teams. 41:30 – Brainstorming the Entrepreneur Mastermind: Sam and Jacquie dive into a spontaneous idea to co-create a specialized Lawayra retreat tailored specifically for business owners, founders, and managers to combine ceremony with peer masterminds. 46:15 – Unmasking Safely: How to navigate corporate vulnerability, identifying who you can safely open up to at work, and introducing feminine leadership into masculine environments. The Mechanics of Control and Surrender A central theme of Jacquie and Sam's dialogue centers around how trauma survivors often use hyper-vigilance and control as a shield. Ayahuasca systematically deconstructs this defense mechanism, teaching that true surrender is an internal energetic release rather than an intellectual concept. As Jacquie notes, the medicine teaches you in the most frustrating way that head-in-the-bucket submission is often required before you can truly connect. The Reality of Relational Integration Jacquie reflects deeply on her experience dating her partner again after his first retreat in July 2025. She points out a crucial lesson for anyone navigating relationships post-ceremony: "The ceremonies are simply just a vision of what could be. But it's our integration that makes that vision into reality. Integration happens through conscious choice making and behavioral changes in our day-to-day life." Expecting a first-time sitter to integrate at the exact pace of a seasoned practitioner is a form of projection. True unconditional love means releasing control and allowing others to be exactly who they are on their own path. Connect with Jacquie Wortley: LinkedIn: Jacquie Wortley  Instagram: @jacquiewortley Join the Conscious Leader Movement: If the idea of an exclusive mastermind retreat for entrepreneurs, managers, and business operators resonates with you, let us know! Drop a comment on Spotify, YouTube, or reach out directly via Instagram to Sam or Jacquie. To book a traditional retreat focused on deep inner awareness, visit: ayahuascaincolombia.com If you appreciated this raw look into integration and leadership, please rate the show 5 stars!

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Ayahuasca Podcast with Sam Believ The #1 resource for Ayahuasca, Psychedelics, and Mental Health. Explore the transformative world of plant medicine and psychedelic therapy with Sam Believ, founder of LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat. This podcast dives deep into the healing power of Ayahuasca, offering expert clinical insights, indigenous wisdom, and raw success stories of trauma recovery and spiritual awakening. What you’ll learn: Expert Interviews: Conversations with world-renowned scientists, doctors, and shamans. Healing Stories: Real-life accounts of overcoming PTSD, depression, and addiction through Ayahuasca. Integration & Safety: Practical advice on Ayahuasca integration, preparation, and psychedelic-assisted therapy. The Frontiers of Science: Latest research on Ayahuasca, Ketamine, Psilocybin, and the intersection of science and spirituality. Whether you are a curious beginner or an experienced practitioner, join us as we bridge Western medicine with ancient Amazonian traditions to help you heal and transform your life. Visit our home: www.ayahuascapodcast.com Retreat with us: www.lawayra.com Top Featured Guests International Public Figures Gabor Maté (World-renowned expert on trauma and addiction) Dennis McKenna (Legendary ethnobotanist and psychedelic pioneer) Wade Davis (National Geographic Explorer, world-famous anthropologist) Paul Austin (Founder of The Third Wave, major figure in microdosing) Ian McCall (Former UFC fighter and psychedelic advocate) Bill Richards (Psilocybin research pioneer at Johns Hopkins) Troy Casey (The "Certified Health Nut," major social media presence) Hamilton Souther (Well-known shaman and founder of Blue Morpho) Influential Thought Leaders & Authors Dave Rabin (Neuroscientist/Psychiatrist, Apollo Neuro founder) Lauren Taus (Leading psychedelic-assisted therapist) Bia Labate (Executive Director of Chacruna Institute) Norman Ohler (Author of the NYT bestseller Blitzed) Spring Washam (Prominent meditation teacher and author) Joe Tafur (Author of The Fellowship of the River) Alex Beiner (Author and executive director of Rebel Wisdom) Jesse Harless (Expert on recovery and heart-centered leadership) Tracey Tee (Founder of Moms on Mushrooms) Kyle Buller (Co-founder of Psychedelics Today) Industry Experts & Specialized Practitioners Marc Aixala Rick Barnett Steve Thayer Rotem Petranker Salimeh Tabrizi Ayla Schafer Lex Pelger Daniel Shankin Natasia Pelgrom Nick Courtright Matt Zemon Shawn Wells

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