The Circle of the Panda Podcast

JD Ross

Circle of the Panda is a podcast about rising, rebuilding, and leading with purpose. Host JD Ross sits down with leaders, entrepreneurs, and everyday fighters to talk faith, business, mindset, and what it really takes to get back up when life knocks you down. Whether you’re growing your leadership, navigating challenges, or fighting your own battles, these conversations will encourage you forward and point you toward truth.

  1. May 22

    Athena Dean Holtz: Part 2: Trust and Forgiveness

    JD here. Just click this link to get a message to me. Peace In this second episode of a three-part series, Athena Dean Holtz shares profound insights on trust, forgiveness, and healing. The conversation explores why trusting God remains difficult even after witnessing His faithfulness, drawing parallels to the Israelites who doubted despite seeing the Red Sea part. Key Topics Miraculous Provision: Athena recounts facing a $400 phone bill with no funds when a Vietnam veteran—himself struggling financially—knocked on her door after God told him to empty his savings account. The amount was exactly what they needed. Misused Scripture: The episode addresses how prosperity gospel twists Biblical verses, particularly explaining that the "give and it will be given to you" passage is about forgiveness, not financial prosperity. Taking Responsibility: Athena shares how she asked herself "What was my part in this tragedy?" after being deceived by a false shepherd who stole everything from her. This led to recognizing three critical failures: ignoring God's prompting to seek healing for PTSD, not learning to study Scripture in context, and dismissing red flags because she didn't trust God to provide another way. Healing Through Service: A beautiful thread emerges about caring for her dying mother during her final four months—transforming a broken, critical relationship into sacred moments of healing and reconciliation. The episode concludes with a powerful truth: "He sees, he loves, and he heals," emphasizing that trust and healing are inseparable.

  2. May 14

    Full Circle: Trauma, Healing, and the Faithfulness of God with Athena Dean Holtz- Episode 1

    JD here. Just click this link to get a message to me. Peace In this opening conversation of a three-part series, host JD sits back down with Athena Dean Holtz, founder and publisher of Redemption Press, to talk about her powerful memoir, Full Circle: Coming Home to the Faithfulness of God. JD shares how he read the book in a single 24-hour period—falling asleep and waking up with Athena’s story—because it spoke so personally to his own journey, and he wanted that same impact for listeners. Athena opens up about why she finally wrote the book after years of horrific spiritual abuse, and how a close friend served as her ghostwriter, helping her weave together past radio shows, TV interviews, blogs, and personal memories into a true page-turner. She explains how that writing process became another layer of healing, forcing her to stop escaping into work and instead face deep pain she had long avoided. The conversation goes straight into the hard stuff: early childhood sexual abuse, a forced abortion as a teenager, domestic violence, and the lingering effects of unprocessed trauma. Drawing on her experience working with Vietnam veterans and their families in the late 1980s, Athena describes how trauma shapes the brain, how triggers pull us back into fight-or-flight, and why our brains often cannot distinguish between real and perceived threats. JD and Athena also wrestle with the vulnerability that comes from a genuine hunger for God, and how the enemy can exploit that longing through lies and spiritual abuse. They talk about the “gullibility of Christians,” exploring how predatory pastors and influencers can weaponize Scripture, preach feel-good “no suffering” messages, and leave people questioning whether they can trust God at all. Speaking directly to listeners who are carrying their own unresolved pain and crying out for healing, Athena urges them not to walk this road alone. She highlights the importance of finding truly safe, biblically grounded people who will lovingly point out blind spots, as well as the value of professional, Christ-centered counseling and small-group communities. Athena closes by sharing one of her ongoing prayers from the Psalms—asking God to help her not lie to herself—so she won’t stay isolated and controlled by old wounds. This episode sets the stage for part two, where JD and Athena will dive deeper into the crucial topic of trust after spiritual and emotional betrayal.

  3. Apr 22

    Shawn Robert Johnson Episode 3 - What is Next

    JD here. Just click this link to get a message to me. Peace Shawn returns for his third and final appearance on the Circle of the Panda podcast to share what comes after transformation—how he’s intentionally building his next chapter after prison through faith, service, and entrepreneurship. In this episode, Shawn explains how his story has moved from “I went through all this, but…” to “I went through all this, and here’s what I’m doing now,” emphasizing growth, ownership, and forward motion. He talks about honestly assessing what he’s done well and not so well, then using those lessons to shape a purposeful life going forward. While incarcerated, Shawn wrote multiple books, including Saving Souls (youth mentorship and keeping kids out of gangs and prison), Credit to Freedom (beginner financial literacy and credit building), Rise Above (motivational speeches, poems, and quotes), In God’s Presence (prayers, spiritual poems, and scriptures with life application), and Broke into Breakthrough on men’s mental health with his “knit brothers” Charles and Sine. All of his books are available on Amazon under the name Shawn Robert Johnson, and he also shares his content across social platforms under the handle “ShawJohn1222.” Now home, Shawn is pursuing three lanes at once—public speaking, preaching, and an apparel company he co-founded with his wife called Saving Souls (SNS Synergy)—refusing to narrow his calling to one lane when he believes he’s been blessed to do multiple things. He shares a powerful sermon theme, “God Rescue Me,” drawn from 2 Kings 6:8–14, and offers business advice rooted in faith, consistency, and persistence: what you plant is what you will harvest, many people quit too early, and what we often call “failure” is really just learning ways that don’t work yet.

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About

Circle of the Panda is a podcast about rising, rebuilding, and leading with purpose. Host JD Ross sits down with leaders, entrepreneurs, and everyday fighters to talk faith, business, mindset, and what it really takes to get back up when life knocks you down. Whether you’re growing your leadership, navigating challenges, or fighting your own battles, these conversations will encourage you forward and point you toward truth.